• jayce talis/viktor
  • all up in your mind: viktor presses his fingers into jayce’s skull.
  • a monster of your making: jayce's tastes have always tended towards the fantastical. viktor is more than happy to indulge him.
  • out of the black: old mage viktor sees jayce in his terrible horrible no-good very-bad pit era and can't resist trying to help.
  • death is in the details: jayce fails to kill viktor. he wakes up in the commune, ready to try again. unfortunately for the world, viktor has other plans.
  • i know that look, dear: jayce has a bad week. viktor makes him feel better.
  • cup rune over: after a gruesome war finally comes to treaty, it is decided that the king of piltover will take a bride from zaun. viktor isn't expecting to be a candidate.
  • fumbling prayer: “tenderizing your meal?” he drawls at...

• L/light yagami
  • i'm not done yet: L gets sick on a rainy day.
  • lobotomize me: light knew L's mind was sharp, brilliant even, he was the greatest detective in the world, after all. he just wanted to crack open that brain of his.
  • covetous: l takes light to a work party. light finds a new game to play with him.
  • not according to plan: light will do anything to win this game against him and get what he wants.
  • two bodies: light comes down with a poorly timed rut, and, with no one but each other, light and l find the things left unsaid become impossible to ignore.
  • triumph of the sheep: l's heat hits him unexpectedly, but, chained together and trapped in a hotel room, l and light find a way to make use of their time.
  • must be like the genesis of rhythm: light frowned some more. “don’t you get bored, sometimes?” l considered this...

• HANNIBAL
• hannibal lector/will graham
  • entangled: will suffers from touch deprivation. hannibal finds out and decides to help.
  • sweetly golden: his body rejecting another’s alpha’s mark, his claim, no matter how minor, how accidental it was.
  • you will fall to your knees and pray: there are very few things will does not tolerate when it comes to having hannibal as his mate.
  • never in the house: “you killed a man in our kitchen, hannibal. killed him. in our kitchen,” will repeats again, each word clipped crisp. “our. kitchen.”
  • violent appetites: long before wll even stepped through the front door of hannibal’s home, he knew that this invitation to dinner was not just an invitation to dinner.
  • vorspiel: after the fall, will tries to deal with the repercussions of living.

• eddie kaspbrak/richie tozier
  • eddie kaspbrak, office uncle extraordina...: (non-nsfw) eddie's coworker finally convinces him to bring his elusive spouse to an office party. it goes about as well as you might expect, which is to say spectacularly.
  • the courtship of eddie kaspbrak, executi...: (non-nsfw) two weeks into her new job as Executive Assistant to the world's most anal-retentive, pent-up ball of pure fury, lucy thought she was coming to grips with her boss's particular brand of crazy.
  • good in me: “damn, eds,” richie says, looking closer at the tear. “ass so fat you busted a seam.”
  • drives me wild: "i cannot fucking stand you," eddie's voice is hushed, low and dangerous.
  • keep my arms the rest of the night: this thing between eddie and richie is kind of new and kind of old, and they'll figure it out eventually.
  • an itch you just can't scratch: eddie's got a pretty bad case of beard bu...

• bakugou katsuki/izuku midoriya
  • scar tissue: katsuki’s body is a map, every scar a landmark along his journey to reach izuku. but all izuku can see are the physical burdens of his love.
  • misclick: izuku buttdials katsuki except it's a video call and he's undressing to shower, and katsuki's life is promptly ruined.
  • your hips fit mine: five times izuku and katsuki have crotch to crotch action, from first year to third.
  • tell me that i'm special: ”kacchan,” izuku whispered. “tell me what’s wrong.” sneering at the demand, katsuki only managed, “quirk” before falling forward, moaning from discomfort as his ruined sheets cushioned his exhausted, burning body.
  • eyes on me: izuku suggests an idea that he regrets almost instantly. but at least they both get what they want.

• dean winchester/castiel
  • radiance: "you do want that. you acted out for attention. for my attention."
  • that shipwreck of your heart: as dean is thrown into the world of the krushnic mafia, he finds himself getting closer than ever to castiel krushnic himself.
  • love, sex magic: the last thing dean wants to do is fuck this up. and hey, consent is sexy.
  • when i reach for you: “i’m a busy guy. deals to make, souls to collect. you know how it is," dean says. cas works in investment banking. he does not, in fact, know how it is.
  • psalm 40:2: dean meets an angel who says he's from the future. it all gets a lot more complicated from there.
  • and you can use my skin: (non-nsfw) cas comes back. dean can’t stop touching him.
  • handlebars for tender touch: (non-nsfw) dean can’t meet cas’s eyes, so he watches his clasped hands on the ...

• geralt of rivia/jaskier
  • home is nowhere, therefore you: "true love's kiss. there's—ah—there's nothing to it." and he bends, the utter imbecile, and kisses geralt full on the mouth.
  • come softly darling i love you so much: geralt, beneath him, looking up at him with his black eyes glistening and his teeth bared like he wants to sink them into his throat.
  • out of season: something sets off geralt's rut out of season. eskel is left to explain to geralt's very human bard exactly what a rut is, and why it's a very bad idea to try and fuck their way out of it.
  • watch a while longer: "hmm, why? more bandits and monsters than when i left?" "no," geralt says. "jaskier's in heat."
  • fever song: on the road to kaer morhen, jaskier takes ill.
  • wrapped around your finger: "come here," geralt tells him. he nods at...

• tim drake/jason todd
  • listen: "i don't wanna hurt you," jason murmurs. "not again and not like this."
  • who needs sleep: tim’s halfway to sleep when he feels the weight of the mattress shift.
  • in every melody and in every little scar...: tim’s brand of assholery is a little bit of the cold shoulder. his other brand of assholery is a little bit of making jason beg.
  • safe with me: the first time tim and jason have sex, tim thinks: this is it. finally. turns out it’s only the beginning.
  • save a horse, ride a jason: tim raises an eyebrow. "you have a broken arm." jason's mouth stretches into a languid grin. "you can ride me, cowboy."
  • get stuffed: leaning down, jason asks in his ear, “is this okay?”
  • not the hurricane: it had been a shit day. a shit day. tim was tired. as he limped back into their apartment, he really hoped jason would be t...

• shinazugawa sanemi/tomioka giyuu
  • summit: when the water hashira goes missing in the secluded snowy mountains, the wind hashira is tasked with locating him and exterminating the demon he was hunting.
  • surface tension: what would have happened if tanjirou didn’t interrupt sanemi and giyuu’s fight.
  • one year: (non-nsfw)"i invited muichiro to live with me," tomioka says, "and he accepted. so i wanted to-" "why the fuck would you do that?' sanemi blurts, more confusion coating his voice than anger now.
  • if i stayed: sanemi knows they aren’t really together, even if they like to play pretend sometimes. maybe one night, giyuu will stay.
  • hatsu arashi: he has to tell him, if only so that giyuu knows how much he means to sanemi, how vital and precious his existence is.
  • crosscurrent: logically, sanemi can retrace all the ste...

• harry potter/draco malfoy
  • the fourth thing: draco and harry break a few HR rules.
  • magic number 19: a 28-year-old harry wakes up alone in malfoy manor, 1999.
  • ready, able: malfoy has a problem, harry wants to help.
  • soft: “what do you want?” draco asks again. “i dunno,” potter says for the second time, smirking.
  • two truths: an hour after this, they'll be married.
  • then comes a mist and a weeping rain: it always rains for draco malfoy. metaphorically. and literally.
  • from love, obviously: draco malfoy comes up with a plan, drinks a lot of tea, and fails to fix a clock.
  • alive is a color you don't own: they say that the savior came back from the forbidden forest completely unscathed. and draco? well, draco thought otherwise.
  • a light for another's dark: every touch leaves a memory. for unspeakable draco malfoy, this is literal.

• getou suguru/gojo satoru
  • whenever you want me: it isn't often satoru gojo gets sick. so when it just so happens he does and it ruins their new year's plans, his boyfriend is there to cheer him up.
  • the curse of me, being different from yo...: what if satoru saw the signs in time? would things have turned out differently?
  • time held me green and dying: cursed while out on a mission, geto and gojo lose each other, falling through the darkness ten years into the future.
  • we've been cursed since the beginning: "so what happens to me if I don't behave?" satoru asks teasingly, "if this is a completely normal hostage situation." suguru hums, "i'm sure anything could happen to you if you cause me trouble. you are at my mercy, after all."
  • lovely, dark and deep: “it blocks light, of course. vision.” suguru meets his eyes and there’s that look again, dark and mischievous. “it blocks techniques. all techniques.”

• NARUTO
• uchiha sasuke/uzumaki naruto
  • divinity, amnesty: sasuke can't get enough of the heat that pulses on naruto's stomach, right where the nine-tails seal sits etched into his skin.
  • sleepless heat: sasuke can't get enough of the heat that pulses on naruto's stomach, right where the nine-tails seal sits etched into his skin.
  • accident, coincidence, pattern: the two times sasuke accidentally hinted at his breeding kink—and the one time naruto gave him exactly what he wanted.
  • if the sun and the moon should doubt: “don’t start something you can’t finish.” sasuke huffs, haughty.
  • complete vulnerability and trust: more than ten years later, he's still obsessed with sasuke, and probably always will be.
  • physicality: naruto supposed it was inevitable, what with the desperate way sasuke tended to su...

• mikey sano/ryuuguuji ken | draken
  • hard candy: how ironic that such a small omega that smells like a damn lollipop could pack such a punch– or kick, for that matter.
  • every melody wasted: draken is fresh out of the hospital, but it’s mikey who needs some healing.
  • we did enough: (non-nsfw)there’s no getting away from mikey’s gravity, and he’s okay with that.
  • negative kilter: “do those tactics work for you in a real fight?” draken teases, using his own weight to pin mikey down.
  • as long as you can: “you my bitch, ken-chin?”
  • hold my own: it’s rare that draken finds himself tired before mikey.
• haitani ran/haitani rindou
  • born to be yours: rindou knows that his friends like to joke about him being oblivious, but he thinks he’s really outdone himself this time...

• 19 DAYS
• he tian/mo guan shan
  • knee high, stage fright: (non-nsfw) no matter how hard he may try, guan shan can't hide all his problems.
  • need the deep end: five times he tian's dick is smacked, in increasing order of intentionality/kinkiness.
  • submission is a gift: (non-nsfw) little mo spends the night.
  • allergy season: (non-nsfw) “you know, they say that sneezing a lot means you’re on someone’s mind.”
  • beings: ‘no, guan shan, that’s—this isn’t yours. did you think that’s what this was?’
  • vulnerability: he tian and guan shan try something new.
• zhan zheng xi/jian yi
  • i'll keep you safe: an unexpected heat presents itself as the perfect opportunity for zheng xi to realize the things he’s been avoiding.

• denji/hayakawa aki
  • stressed: aki’s standing, eyes following the curve of denji’s neck, the messy tuffs of his hair, the movement of those stupid lips. aki’s definitely fucked.
  • responsibilties: aki's nothing if not responsible. denji knows it too. the mess gets messier.
  • mirrors: denji needs help. aki helps him. it’s a mess.
  • cause you said forever: the world might end tomorrow, and aki's kissing him like he knows for certain that it will.
  • smash, boom, pow: denji can't sleep. aki sleeps a little too deeply.
  • dwindling mercurial high: aki had known bringing an alpha mutt into his home would prove to be a terrible idea.
  • natural selection: aki and denji are stuck together, in more ways than one.
  • the road to hell: aki takes a cue from makima in denji-mana...

• THE SECRET HISTORY
• richard papen/henry winter
  • everything and nothing always haunts me: henry was having one of those bad headaches and had called richard. richard was just happy to be there.
  • prelude to ecstasy: the only times henry and richard were alone in a room. of course richard wanted Henry's attention.
  • epilogue: in essence, henry lived.
  • thousand times i've fallen: henry finds richard at just the right time. what right means for the two of them, neither know.
  • the self is not so weightless: the two times richard helps henry unwind, and the time henry returns the favour (and they unearth their feelings along the way).
  • auto-da-fé: in which richard is left alone with his mind and unconscious henry for a few days.
• richard papen/francis abernathy

• INTERVIEW WITH THE VAMPIRE (2022)
• armand/daniel molloy
  • reprise: armand, daniel, and the monsters memory makes of us.
  • open up your skull, i'll be there: armand turns up in new york, and then he leaves. daniel's not having that.
  • wake up missing me: "yeah, congratulations," daniel says. "you tortured me and my dick liked it, and I have to live with that forever. are you proud?" "a little," armand acknowledges.
  • the tear that hangs inside my heart fore...: 'the boy,' louis says. his shock reverberates. 'that’s who you’re with?'
  • i am the least difficult of men: “you were my beloved,” armand says. “my lover. my boy.”
  • hell is:: daniel drinks another martini and a half, says, “you’re lucky I’m on blood thinners. I used to handle my liquor way better,” as he sets the unfinished drink on the table and offers armand his arm again.

• CAPTAIN AMERICA
• steve rogers/james "bucky" barnes
  • falling back on forever: bucky falls from the train in 1945. steve jumps right after him. the winter Soldier and the midnight patriot are the world's most feared duo, serving HYDRA and leaving a trail of bodies a mile wide behind them. But then they remember.
  • the blind leading: steve is specifically told not to fraternize with the independently contracted winter soldier.
  • lethe: "do it," he goads. "do it or come back home with me and let me help you. but you gotta do it now, buck, because I can't take another moment of this hell."
  • accidentally on purpose: after bucky drunkenly kisses steve by accident, it just seems to keep on happening, until it's not so much by accident anymore.
  • despite the threatening sky and shudderi...: “those are pins,” steve realized. “...

• steve harrington/billy hargrove
  • drip: "leave the door unlocked." nothing from steve but a few hitching breaths. "harrington," billy hisses, "you hear me about the door?"
  • animal in the flesh: when steve finds billy, he is a little less human than before, and a little bit more like an animal.
  • hot like a fever, make you a believer: fresh from the breakup with nancy, steve doesn't go home. instead, he decides to drink his pain away, find a distraction from dwelling on it, and to get back his crown.
  • only thing i'll ever do: “stay there,” billy says tersely. “stay there and shut up.”
  • in your heart, i find my home: it’s been over a month he’s been living with harrington, three since he’s been back and four since he died.
  • made monstrous: season 3 starts when the fight at byers house ends, fresh bruises and all, no brea...

• HAZBIN HOTEL
• valentino/vox/velvette
  • oh please have mercy: val gets so overstimulated by his own prehensile dick that his demonic form comes out.
  • silken sparks: being the youngest overlord in hell, velvette is fond of technology. vox is her favorite toy.
  • uh oh, the tv is buffering!: in which vox's people find him in the aftermath of his musical breakdown.
• valentino/vox
  • it never worked before: valentino doesn’t think vox’s mind control works on him at all. vox tests that theory.
  • i'm selfish, i'm obscene: valentino likes to party. vox doesn't. he isn't bothered in the slightest. he isn't.
• alastor/angel dust

fics that are particularly special to me, in order of most recently read.

• special fics
  • in the dark where he laid: (getou suguru/gojo satoru) suguru geto is a false prophet. complications arise when a con goes wrong and suguru catches the attention of the gods – including all six eyes of the patron he claims to worship.
  • je ne m'y soumets pas: (harry potter/voldemort | tom riddle) this is voldemort’s story. and some enemies can’t be conquered… only changed.
  • time speaks: (l/yagami light) in his first life, l died in the arms of his greatest enemy. in his brief second one, he died alone. and in his third, too-long life, l died anticipating finally getting even with the man who'd won their game one too many times.
  • answer me: (midoriya izuku/shigaraki tomura) "i hate that your little friends keep interrupt...