I'm mentally ill (shocker) 19 years old

suspected BPD, ADD, Autism, atypical anorexia > diagnosed severe depression, generalized anxiety disorder. I have 5 trillion unhealthy coping mechanisms- I can't afford to go to therapy so I do what I can to treat myself.

I struggle to maintain bonds with people as I'm constantly questioning my worth in people's lives. I always reply as soon as I am able, if there's a delay I'll try to let you know in advance if possible. Communication is my #1 priority in relationships. If it's not a priority for you, we're probably not meant to be friends.

I struggle with socializing, and especially with reaching out to people first. Please don't think it's anything against you if I don't reach out first..

if you somehow find this listo ermmm... i'm a mentally ill girl ok..?

No matter what, my attachment seems strong

• Ame-Chan / KAngel - Needy Streamer Overload
• Mikoto Kayano - MILGRAM
• Phosphophyllite - Land of the Lustrous
• Sua - Alien Stage

• Columbina - Genshin Impact
• Furina - Genshin Impact
• Haruka Sakurai - MILGRAM
• Hitori Gotoh / Bocchi - Bocchi The Rock
• Jinx - Arcane
• Kim Dokja - Omniscient Readers Viewpoint
• Kokoa - Killer in Love
• Mafuyu Asahina - Project Sekai
• Mahiru Shiina - MILGRAM
• Mitsuba - Toilet Bound Hanako Kun
• Suguru Geto - Jujutsu Kaisen
• Wanderer/Scaramouche - Genshin Impact
• Ghost Quartz - Land of the Lustrous

less attachment (currently)

• Bibi - I Love Amy
• Luka - Alien Stage
• Robin - Honkai Star Rail
• Shigeo Kageyama / Mob - Mob Psycho 100
• Sunny - OMORI
• Tsugino Haru - ZENO

I may not kin them (whether that be from a lack of information on them or simply not relating) but they mean a lot to me and I might associate myself with them solely for the purpose of finding comfort in them..!!

BIGGEST COMFORT .

• CHIIKAWA !!!!!
• Hatsune Miku - Vocaloid
• Ivan - Alien Stage
• Kazui Mukuhara - MILGRAM
• Shidou Kirisaki - MILGRAM
• Sunday - Honkai Star Rail
• Tartaglia - Genshin Impact

REGULAR COMFORT .

• Es - MILGRAM
• Hero - OMORI
• Hyuna - Alien Stage
• Kel - OMORI
• Mizi - Alien Stage

characters I kin (rather than seeing myself as them, I just relate to them)

• Amane Momose - MILGRAM
• Aubrey - OMORI
• Diamond - Land of the Lustrous
• Emu Ootori - Project Sekai
• Ena Shinonome - Project Sekai
• Kanna Kizuchi - Your Turn to Die
• Kaveh - Genshin Impact
• Muu Kusunoki - MILGRAM
• Rei Ayanami - Neon Genesis Evangelion
• Rui Kamishiro - Project Sekai
• Shinji Ikari - Neon Genesis Evangelion
• Till - Alien Stage