I'm mentally ill (shocker) 19 years old

suspected BPD, ADD, Autism, atypical anorexia > diagnosed severe depression, generalized anxiety disorder. I have 5 trillion unhealthy coping mechanisms- I can't afford to go to therapy so I do what I can to treat myself.

I struggle to maintain bonds with people as I'm constantly questioning my worth in people's lives. I always reply as soon as I am able, if there's a delay I'll try to let you know in advance if possible. Communication is my #1 priority in relationships. If it's not a priority for you, we're probably not meant to be friends.

I struggle with socializing, and especially with reaching out to people first. Please don't think it's anything against you if I don't reach out first..

if you somehow find this listo ermmm... i'm a mentally ill girl ok..?