hi, listography! "i'll probably update listography sometime after my Honey Heist oneshot happens". yeah, right.

first order of business: Honey Heist ended up not happening because everyone were busy and we were on a schedule. truthfully, i am somewhat glad it ended so, because... i don't think i had a playable adventure ready. however, i did have a chance to run a oneshot on the 13th of September, in the world of Eberron! looking back there's so many things i wish i had done differently (as with all of my previous oneshots, so nothing new there). but, i'm really happy i finally got to run Eberron. likely, for the first AND last time for this group.

uhh.. the Crooked Moon campaign is fine, i guess. enjoying being a troublemaker, but it is very apparent we have little free will. it's a module, after all..

i'm still hoping i'll be able to start my own campaign shortly. but there's so much to do! i already looked though oneshots and picked out a few prewritten ones to make my life easier, but the campaign itself is a large excel table in my head. in one column are "oh, what if it involved this! and this! what if it dealt with themes of humanity!!" and in the second a simple question - "am i competent enough to portray this topic well enough?". and, well.. it's a no, most of the time. which sucks. i don't want to be so negative of my capabilities, but i keep worrying it's all going to go badly! but it won't! probably.... i hope.