30th May 2017

• Soonyoung held a menpa today and I didn't get a reply. I shouldn't be feeling this bad but I can't seem to help it :') Anyways, it really doesn't matter. I just pray that the carats who got noticed by Soonyoung reminded him to eat well, be healthy and that he's valid.
  • He was so cheesy though, "Q: What did you eat today? A: Carats' love?" ̶s̶m̶h̶ ̶g̶e̶t̶ ̶o̶u̶t̶.̶ ̶j̶k̶

4th June 2017

• We all live under the same sky, but why is it that some people have to live in fear everyday because of others' evil doings?

24th June 2017

• Who am I?

26th & 27th June 2017

• "I have it, on very good authority, that the quest for perfection our society demands can leave the individual gasping for breath at every turn." -Diana, Princess of Wales

22nd November 2017

• I think my life has lost a little bit of balance.

30th December 2017

• I love you so much.

27th Janurary 2018

• Constantly telling people the words I never get to hear.

29th April 2018

• Racing, and crashing. Racing, and crashing.

21st February 2019

• I have come to a sudden realisation that I have lost that sense of bright positivity I used to have.

22 October 2019

• I tear up at random times in the middle of this playlist (lo-fi for ghosts only 2). It feels like a warm blanket, the kind of warm blanket that's surrounding the me who is in the middle of nowhere.