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ok so i have intense daddy issues and it's fucking my life up and i m just sO tired of being like this bUT at the same time i m still acting like this and fuck fuck this shit i am also fat and ugly and i just want to stop existing for a while just a while FUCK

shit i do that rly defines me as someone with daddy issues as found on google:

be insecure --> rly just the basis of everything actly

push the boy i like to another girl

bc better i push than i try and keep and he leaves bc he finds out other girls r better right

drop the boi at the first sign of trouble :'~) fuck

get jealous

tryna bask in the attention of other boys bc the boy i like doesnt give a shit about me and i need attention bc im an attention whore

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aug 23 2018 ∞
apr 3 2019 +
  • Fall Out Boy
  • Satellite Stories
  • The Cab
  • Every Avenue
  • Banners
  • You Me At Six
  • Phillip Phillips
  • Twenty One Pilots
  • The Maine
  • Sam Smith
  • JJ Lin
  • 5 Seconds of Summer
  • Artist Vs Poet
  • The All-American Rejects
  • Bastille
  • A Rocket To The Moon
nov 21 2017 ∞
apr 1 2018 +
  • Planetshakers
  • Hillsong United
  • Chris Tomlin
  • Lincoln Brewster
nov 21 2017 ∞
nov 21 2017 +

TIME FOR A CHANGE

TIME FOR SOME IMPROVEMENT

NO MORE

"BUT GOD..."

LET'S START WITH A

"YES FATHER"

NO COPYING OF ASSIGNMENTS

BECAUSE THAT'S DISHONESTY

NO MORE INDULGING IN SADNESS

BECAUSE INDULGEMENT IS BAD

NO MORE WORRYING ABOUT THINGS I CANNOT CONTROL

BECAUSE THAT MEANS I DO NOT TRUST GOD

NO MORE DEPENDING SOLELY ON FRIENDS AND ROMANTIC INTERESTS

BECAUSE THAT MEANS IM NOT DEPENDING ON GOD

AND THE BASIC DEFINITION OF SIN

IS TO BE INDEPENDENT OF GOD

LORD

YOU ARE MY ONE AND ONLY PILLAR OF SUPPORT THAT WILL NEVER CHANGE

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mar 15 2018 ∞
apr 3 2019 +
  • ILO ILO
  • Kingsmen ✔
  • Thor?????? ✔
  • Ah Boys to Men 4 (have i watched 3???) ✔
  • Riverdale
  • Stranger Things (maybe, maybe not)
  • Sherlock
  • The Girl with All The Gifts
nov 21 2017 ∞
feb 27 2018 +
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  • Be able to have a 2-way conversation with God 24/7
  • get married and make babiez and live the married life aka nua with the love of my life
  • find out what to do in life
  • make my loved ones proud and show them love while i can
  • be better
jul 24 2016 ∞
nov 21 2017 +
  • softball glove ✔
  • softball ✔
  • windows laptop (for mechanical engineers)✔
  • notebooks without rings ✔
  • eyeshadow palette ✔
  • a new guitar
  • new sennheiser earphones ✔
  • cosrx low ph good morning cleanser ✔
  • the ordinary niacinamide thing
  • legit olaplex stuff
  • anti-anxiety things
  • the smol liquid things they sell in 7-11 that help w sleep (the $4 one not the $4.30 one bc daym believe or not the cheaper one works better)
  • munnies wuhu
  • plane tickets to a kool place w nice food
  • kool earrings
  • leather stuff (faux leather works)
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nov 22 2017 ∞
apr 3 2019 +
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THAT IS SADIQAH AND I WITH OUR HEARTS INTERTWINED WHY DOES THIS WEBSITE HAVE SUCH HORRID AESTHETICS

ok this is me 5 minutes later after finding out i can change the colours of these boxes and realising criticising the aesthestics on here is stupid bc rly my sense of pretty things is shit i cant even maintain an instagram feed

also this is all about me so why wouldnt all the icons be me right

okok might change when i get more photos on this piece of metal im using

after exploring........i might be using this list thing wrong

jul 24 2016 ∞
nov 21 2017 +
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