- Are you ever going to call me again? You made it seem like you were going to come back for me.
- I would have taken care of you, I hope you know that. It was 3 months but I still feel like I could have loved you. And then out of bitterness I tried to burn you, but you were too smart for me and kept me in the dark.
- It all started off with a never ending line of ketamine, then 3 bars. I place 1 bar at the back of my mouth. Wash it down with water and I'm so happy. Then, I'm starting to pull on my hair and I head out to the train, pop the other quarter on the train and smile wickedly at the men who stare. They look away.
- Another half and valium at the cafe, a bag of coke and 2 more valiums later, I'm screaming to be higher, my boys have left me and I'm alone in a cab I didn't pay for.
- One bump later, I'm walking in a daze. The world is fuzzy and the edges are so much softer.
- Then of course, the edges hardens again and then I chase it and beg it come back, bribing it back to me with sniffles and bumps of k.
- They're playing cards in the back, my face is washed out, and her voice cuts into me. She's sleeping. I leave without saying goodbye and meet a man with an accent, he drives me to another man.
- The world's breaking off into pieces now.
- I should have just gone home and shoved my panties in my mouth and choked myself
- I'm back in a cab I didn't pay for and he asks me if I want a taste of Glenlivdet or Macallan. I said no, but regretted it.
- I want to be far away from you.
mar 2 2015 ∞
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