Humans main sense is their eyes and even then we don't use them very well. We tend to over glance the smaller details of life because our ego's find them to be molecule and irrelevant to "our life goal" (which is the wrong goal and leaves our souls sad). These are the things I've taken the time to notice and because of these quieter fine points; I feel joy. These are "the small things in life" I've witnesses this past week:

• my cat neatly curled next to me as I type.
• my brothers dog's dorky personality and his adorable smile; only few can witness.
• my love, my partner's laugh&facial expressions.
• hot showers with sunlight pouring through the window; filling the bathroom with beauty&warmth.
• light, light, light!

Today these loves have made March a very wonderful month:

• home made guacamole&fresh salsa
• Bioshock2&Legend of the Guardians of Ga'hool on xbox
• flavored rice
• pintrest
• winning hearings!
• saving money
• archer "shit snacks!"
• dates with my man!

Things I missed today:

• sand
• the coast line
• my feet walking bare on mother nature (dirt, sand, grass, wood, moss, and the cooling running of a mountain stream).
• wall-ball&four-square
• paddle ball
• finger painting
• having the freedom and care-free mind of a child.
• summer sunsets.

Today, I've been reunited with some old loves; and acquired a few new ones as well.

• listography!
• comfy big shirts with cardigans over them.
• Hayao Miyazaki films
• Charlie Harper (new)
• crayons
• old illustration methods we used in grade school.
• Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles
• Audrey Kawasaki (new)
• belt buckles

I currently am battling a cold and as one is sick; we seem to have extra time on our hands, to ponder. I seemed to have taken notice of the following interests; these past few weeks. These are things I'm currently enjoying and my night consist of; before I go to bed:

• getting high

or

• margaritas
• listening to chillout dubstep playlists on youtube
• growing my Tree Playlist
• reddit
  • AMA
  • funny
  • pics
  • pokemon
• trying to find ways to own this

As you go from child->adult; you learn something new about yourself everyday. Now I've finally come to terms with some loves, that in the past I was denying because...well my ego got the better of me. These are the things I'm finally admitting to loving&I will have no shame loving:

• I'm an Amber beer kind-of-girl
• I love, love, love illustration and its no surprise because I still love:
  • anime&cartoons
  • manga,comics&graphic novels
  • children books and I still go straight to the childrens section at books stores.
• RP games
• the way I draw reflects what I love (all above).

I sadly have to learn things the hard way and I know everyone does every once in awhile, but I feel like it happens to me more than normal. Here are the BIG lessons I've learned today:

• even if you are careful, be super paranoid careful on what you post on Facebook.
• don't friend anyone you work with, on FB, unless you become real friends outside of your work place.
• you will know who your real friends are, when you are stricken with hard times.

love:

• natural vitamins.
• hot water with 1/2 of a Meyers lemon&a spoon full of turmeric powder.
• faxing, it really fascinates me.
• head bands
• eye&hair tutorials on youtube.
• buttons&buttons earrings.
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