nakikita mo ba gaano kita kamahal? sa loob ng dalawang araw, andaming naipon na mga salita na hindi ko maisabi sayo, kasi hindi ako makakuha ng oras, o ‘di ko lang talaga masabi sayo. sa loob ng dalawang araw, naakit mo nanaman puso ‘ko at minahal kita mas higit pa sa nakaraan. sabi mo sakin kanina, you felt like you’re failing your job as my boyfriend?? no. sobrang ekis. you should know, existence mo palang answered prayer ‘ko na yun. you being with me is already more than enough, dahil kakaiba talaga yung saya pag kasama mo yung mahal mo, at ikaw yun. you don’t know how many times i’ve felt thank you lord for sean”. sobrang gusto kong isigaw ‘yon minsan, kasi simula nung dumating ‘ka sa buhay ko kakaiba lahat. i’ve became speechless for my feelings, pero i knew that time na i’m ready to risk everything for you i knew to myself na ako na pinakatanga sa mundo kung sinaktan pa kita, kung iniwan pa kita. so tangi, i know i’m not the only one who has downs lately. alam kong ikaw din, and i want to tell you na hindi ka nagiisa and handa ako harapin lahat ng problema basta kasama kita. i’m really grateful to find someone like you, yung alam ‘kong hindi na ‘ko nagiisa. yung hahawakan ko palang kamay mo, feeling ‘ko nanalo na ‘ko sa buhay. because pag kasama kita, i feel so safe and loved. ‘di ko alam pero ikaw lang nakakagawa ‘non saakin. kakaiba talaga. kung aaminin ang katotohanan takot ako sa commitment before i met you, pag may nagkakagusto sakin tinatawanan ‘ko lang tapos binabalewala ‘ko. pero grabe yung tama mo sakin, naging handa ako sa walang hanggan ng bigla bigla. lahat ng plano ko sa future naging kasama ‘ka. no complains since ang akala ‘ko na ‘best’ na for me, wasn’t it. when you came into my life you turned everything around and made me believe na life could always treat you better, ikaw nag paganda sa buhay ‘ko, you are the best thing that happened to me. ang corny na lahat ng sinasabi ‘ko pero seryoso ako dun lahat. love isn’t blind— kasi if it was paano kita matatagpuan. tanga tayong dalawa Point taken pero it still surprises me na all the risks we’ve taken always had a great outcome, hindi siya nakakatanga at nakakasakit. sobrang gusto ko isigaw sa buong mundo na mahal kita kaso hindi ko na kailangan ibahagi pa sa iba, kasi ikaw ang aking mundo. kilig ka na ‘non? jOKE HSJSHSHSHSHGS alam mo:( i really love you, like sobra na. i always tell you na i do pero i don’t think you know how much i do like— i love you more than all the i love you’s i’ve spammed to you before. more than the i love you pwets, more than all the threads i’ve made you. i told you na itong mga thread na ‘to isn’t even the half of what i feel about you. i want to give you more than this. pero i know na it isn’t just the material things you need. i’ll give you what you deserve by being a very good jowa 2 u kahit nagpipikunan tayo palagi. i want to be the one you deserve, i’ll be the best for you. kahit attitude ka palagi saakin :P i love you alot, alot. ito yung isa sa mga thread na walang kalat kasi andami ko talaga naipon na gusto sabihin sayo kaso, andaming nangyayari lately. and i know the both of us could get through it basta we have each other, kasi diba u and me against the world i’m not afraid chour di ko na alam. gates mo na yon. alam mo namang simula na mainlove ako sayo, i became wreckless. not in a bad way, pero i made so many choices na alam ‘kong naparisky, pero i made them still. and you gave me proof na you’re worth all the risks, you’re worth everything talaga. mahal na mahal kita inaantok na ‘ko :D. ang sasabihin ‘ko nalang is, tangi wag ka na mag alinlangan tungkol saating dalawa dahil alam ‘kong hindi natin susukan ang isa’t isa. mahal na mahal kita i love ü more than anything else hehehe goodnight. ang aga ko matutulog 2nyt.