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⌗ being with you is like riding a roller coaster while i’m holding your hand, not minding how high it is up there. it’s like saying a speech in front of a lot of people and seeing you in the crowd makes me confident. it’s like walking in a dark road with you and feeling like there’s nothing to be scared of. being with you makes me feel safe, like i’m at home.

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hi seansean hEHE. alam kong sabi ‘ko matutulog na ako at di ako tatakas sorry nalang ,, pero gusto ko lang talaga makapaglabas ng mga nararamdaman ‘ko and since andami mong ginagawa tapos pagod ka pa ,, di ko nalang muna sinabi. sorry in advance and i love you you don’t know how unexpected you are to me. sa totoo lang ,, i talked to ate khione about being nsa at one point kasi sabi ko i ‘m not looking for a relationship ,, and i don’t think i ‘d end up actually liking somebody. when you came to me, wala akong inexpect na mangyayari satin since ?? ewan ko akala ko talaga platonic lang lahat. and then sobrang naging close tayo kahit ininbox mo ‘ko noon. hatdog k :D it was funny to me nga kasi it almost seemed like most of our friends were close with the both of us as well ,, parang two in one lang na kape and at that point wala pa din akong nararamdaman sayo ‘non. kasi yun nga nasa utak ko platonic lang lahat, keme ganon. until yun nga sabi mo sakin ang cute ‘ko sa icon ko, sabi ko crush mo lang ako tas sabi mo crush back naman ,, syempre sinakyan ko yung biro sabi ko m.u na tayo tapos sabi mo flakes mo ‘ko. nagulat ako tangina sa tweet mo sinabi mo na tayo na kahit sabi ko m.u lang tayo hSHSHSHS. well one thing lead to another ,, within a short amount of time nahanap ko yung makakasama ko for a long term. and boyfriend ko na naging crush ko :P thank you for being my day one. alam kong andami na nating napagdaanan na ups and downs, and more will come pero i know na alam mong hindi kita susukuan. hindi na hindi ako magsasawa sayo, itatak mo yan sa utak mo, ha? i’ve fallen inlove with you again ad again, na pati flaws mo minahal ko na din. and i know i’m not the perfect boyfriend ,, and i’m not the best. or kaya hindi talaga kita deserve. pero i promise you na even if i don’t ,, i’ll do my best to the boyfriend you deserve and to be someone that loves you the most. i’m always here for u ha !! you’ll always be my day one. without you nawawala ako sa sarili ko,, and alam kong ikaw lang pipiliin ko sa araw araw. wala nang iba. ikaw lang talaga. thank you for being there for me all the time, not just when i need you. the future is uncertain ,, and hindi ko alam ano mangyayari satin :( pero i know you love me. i trust you. na hindi mo din ako susukuan , hindi mo ko pagsasawaan. please trust me too. trust me na i’ll take care of you , be there for you until the very end. at this point nga eh i don’t remember the first day i started to fall inlove with you. sooner or later i’ve felt the feeling na inlove ako sa iisang tao, and sobrang sarap nung pakiramdam. lalo na sa isang tao na alam mong napapasaya ka, and the one that loves you back. i’ll admit it ,, i have doubts din na baka iwan mo ‘ko. it’s scary. and i don’t know what to do or feel at that point kasi ayokong sabihin sayo. i won’t say when i felt it, or when i feel it kasi ayaw kitang maburden and isipin mo na you’re not doing a good job as my boyfriend pero i know na you won’t let that happen. alam ‘kong pantay lang ang bigayan ng pagmamahal natin,, kahit nag aaway tayo kung sino mas angat yung pag mamahal sa isa’t isa :P i want you to know that i trust you entirely, and that i love you the most. and it’s weird kasi ayon nga walang naniniwala na tayo talaga sa upa hshshshshs i mean meron ,, pero at first glance for some reason mukhang ayaw pa nila maniwala na tayo it’s nakakapang hinayang kasi gusto ko malaman nila na mahal na mahal kita. higit pa sa lahat na naaakit ako. higit pa sa mga sweets, mahal na mahal kita. gusto malaman nila na ikaw lang ang kaya kong hindi tiisin kahit asar na asar na ‘ko sayo minsan. i want to tell the world that you’re mine. kahit hindi nila alam yung mga napag uusapan natin, yung mga ginagawa natin kapag tayo lang,, wala na akong pake. pero gusto ko malaman nila na saakin ka lang ,, at hindi na ‘ko papayag na mawala ka pa sa akin. :( so ayon masyado na atang mahaba yung thread promise ‘di ko sinadya nadala lang talaga ata ako sa nararamdaman ko masyado na siyang umapaw HSHSHSHSHSHD ganon talaga kita kamahal eh. mas sagad pa dito. promise ‘yan. i don’t know what time you would be able to read this ,, pero if you do please tell yourself na makapag pahinga na. wag na wag kang magskiskip ng meals, papayagan na kitang mag puyat kasi masama yon. never overstudy yourself ,, rest if kailangan na talaga. wag mo pabayaan sarili mo. yun ‘lang’ sasabihin ko kahit alam kong napakahaba na ng sinabi ko HAHAHSHSHSHSH. so yon nga. i love you sean angela dela cuesta ,,, sobran saya ko na ikaw ang napili ng puso ko mahalin sa araw araw.

feb 29 2020 ∞
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