i'm sorry if you got stuck up with a girl like me. i'm pretty sure i'm the girl you don't even dream about. i'm probably the available channel that you turned to at 3 am when you can't sleep. i'm probably the book in the corner because your favorite one got missing. you probably chose me because i was the only one left.

i know you'll soon leave like the passing rain and typhoon, leaving me ruined, in a state of calamity. i know you won't stay long forever in my arms. i know you wouldn't be able to resist my stupidness, so you’ll have to leave me. how unfortunate of me.

but you make me feel lovely, so stay a little bit longer. please shower me with your i love you's, please shower me with your love. please don't leave any sooner 'cause you're the oxygen i breathe, and i think i could die without your touch. so please, bare with my stupidness for awhile, bare with my existence for awhile, and after that you can find the channel you've always wanted to watch, book that you've wanted to read and a girl that you've wanted to love. you can use me and i don't mind.