maybe you’ve expected this already, me writing to you after a day filled with exhaustion. there’s something about you— no, it’s you that makes me forget all the tiredness i feel inside of my system. whenever i think about you, my heart riles up and my mind starts to set on flames.

and that’s what i think love is, honestly.

being with you feels like i’m the protagonist of a sitcom, even quoting one of my favorite shows that i told you about awhile ago. “and it seems like leonard makes penny think more deeply about the world.” perhaps that made me tear up, just because it reminded me of the both of us.

you’ve made me feel so much, emotions that i never even knew existed. even in the field of languages, you taught and gave me meaning of words that i never heard of before. it isn’t much, we laugh about it and treat it as a joke yet i don’t think you realize how much you helped me to become the best person i ever became.

i know i don’t know the best type of music, or have knowledge on your interests; but i’m trying to be the best girlfriend to you and never bore you. even on our opposites— even if we argue with what we like, it comes around and it’ll still end up the both of us having a conversation that we both are enlightened.

we met during the busiest months of the year, yet we also spent our first summer together. i’d like to spend my lifetime with you, or whatever chance we are given to stay next to each other. all i know is i love you so much. i’d never let you go.