JULY,

• 7.3

-sleep schedule is fucked like yn

-rear the silent patient

• 7.2

-NOTHING

• 7.1

-STRANGER THINGS (enzo oh my goooooooodddd

-slept at 7 am

-had an interesting dream *giggles covering mouth*

-fnaf plusssss

JUNE,

• 6.30

-i think so too

-*groans*

-i hate summer

-kei >

• 6.29

-south mf park

-teehee

• 6.28

-“pick who you like more”

-never in my life,

-*scratches head*

• 6.27

-watched umbrella academy

-wings

• 6.26

-nun much

-cookie antics

-kei talks

• 6.25

-sp

-stared at the wall a lil to spice up the day

-keira came (heh)

-sleep gonna be immaculate

• 6.24

-yk the shits bad when fallon starts changing her phone icons out of boredom (something i would never do unless extraordinarily desperate)

-chose glasses out, the doc is kinda funny

-government ammirite

sp

• 6.23

-so many dreams so many souls

-keira came in

-sp

-asked the cards (i WOULD but. yk.)

• 6.22

-the chickens had what done to them?

-otp with mars

-sp

• 6.21

-fave softratboy vid was found the world is a tad bit less cold

-sp

-lalo is better kys kei

• 6.20

-keira came back for a flash

-south park (every.single.day.)

-cookie <3 love the silly liitle thing

• 6.19

-got home at 3 am

-still recovering from allergies

-"happy fathers day"

-otp with mars

• 6.18

-aunts bday!!!

-looked super pretty (the pannnts lawwwd)

-went shopping and helped arrange party

-everything turned out so nice, food was good too

• 6.17

-the last day of fawkin school

-feet done

-otp with mars (i hate you with every fiber of my being.)

-watching halloween

• 6.16

-THE FINAL STRETCH

-ms g was surprisingly nice...

• 6.15

-dumb ass essay

-STOP EMAILING ME

• 6.14

-GYM FOR 2 HOURS

-tiktoks in class

• 6.13

-finals were kinda fun wtf

-day ends quick

• 6.12

-math reviews till sleep

-south park (till the 17th its like this guys)

• 6.11

-finals repair

-PANICKING TO GET DONE

-sleep

• 6.10

-cuz why was she acting like that in class

-field day!!!! (MOS TURBAN FALLING OFF WAS SO FUNNY)

-ice cream truck

-allegory of the cave

• 6.9

-1. sleep was fire 2. THE DREAM.

-“you’re welcome” and the room was silent

-MR BELL IS BACK

• 6.8

-mcas day 2

-the r@pe scene in my book made me gasp in a silent room

-more south park

-“no, what IS crazy is-“ IM CRYING

-did sm work

• 6.7

-mcas day

-WHY WAS IT SO HARD

-smut break

-ROMEO + JULIET MOVIE (1. its so good 2. leo d. was SO FINE)

-hate me if you want

• 6.6

-“i don’t work all weekennndd”

-AN ESSAY..?

-taking things out of context >>

-ill study,

• 6.5

-paranoia is.

-could not sleep or eat i hate those hags

-*sigh*

• 6.4

-if i see some fuck shit…

-the ignoring is crazy

-crickets el em ay oh

• 6.3

-“it’s just the facts!”

-got some crystals!!

-sleep>

• 6.2

-nosey white women make me so [redacted speech]

-learning experience hmmm

-i hate you get out of my face

• 6.1

-HELLO MISS?

-class report atp

-essay :(

MAY,

• 5.31

-back to shit

-literal withdrawal symptoms

-irish white teachers in worcester <<<

-okay i lied the male one is a LITTLE funny

• 5.30

-parents <

-watermelon <333

-“don’t say a word” (update: we should’ve said a word)

• 5.29

-american psycho (funny asl)

-fell asleep tons

-i don’t like anyone at school elemayo

• 5.28

-that ending...?

-shes so annoying delete her please

-chips and dip <3333

• 5.27

-STRANGER THINGSS

-erica>>>>

-binge watching till eyes burn>

-ramen was fire

• 5.26

-no way we're arguing over this

-scream 3

-do you ever...shut up?

• 5.25

-THE CUCUMBER. (update: it gets worse)

-cute polaroid pic

-modrine

-bio mcas <<

• 5.24

-aot earrings >>

-no pity at all

• 5.23

-sm complements on hair

-FIGHTS (flowers)

-hello?

• 5.22

-mom made lalo!

-call with mars

-document of terrors >>

• 5.21

-hair done

-barely slept after

-hair is mad cute tho

• 5.20

-cuz why he doing all that…

-lunch >>

-scream 2! kinda loving these movies

• 5.19

-so.much.stress

-stranger things rewatch

-snack haul

• 5.18

-sleep was FIRE.

-mo got his glasses [insert jaw drop]

-the amount of comments might make me believe it oh my god

-finally (was praying on their downfall tbh.)

-JAKE.IS.SO.FINE.(the senior y’all)

-study.

• 5.17

-saving up money!

-went shopping (good snacks yhum)

-hm. (update: HM.)

-what an edge

• 5.16

-i heart yanilca

-tsh.

-another 10 bucks! let’s save it

-ITS SO HOT.

• 5.15

-finished project

-sassy remarks?

• 5.14

-minimal work

-so fucking HOT

-watched scream! (oh. my. god.)

-“oh you wanna play psyco killer?” *nods* [insert moon emoji]

• 5.13

-okay we’re like genuinely cool

-I HWVE SO MICH WORJ *gets ready to go out*

-the play was so much fun!! arabella >>

-tea?

• 5.12

-THEYRE BACK OMGG

-shifts eyes

-oops.

• 5.11

-last day!!

-gym beef >>>

-cleaning the house to make it pretty

-so much work tho

-that one tumblr post…

• 5.10

-*elevator music*

-HES MAD TOO IM CRYING

• 5.9

-most likely to [heart eyes]

-warmin up to her ngl…

-montagues won!

HELP HE WAS SO.MAD.

“so your gonna tell me what i can and can’t do?” IM SICKHSJASK

• 5.8

-oh okay

-the details…

-the details.

-me day

• 5.7

-boring kinda

-*literal crickets*

-some cleaning

• 5.6

-sore legs :/

-romeo and juliet

-me sinn still >>

• 5.5

-took ap test

-LEFT AFTER SCHOOL

-SO.MUCH.FUN.

-park,mcdonalds,play fights,playground

-you’re really light” hm,

-last day of psy!!!!

-OVERALL BEST DAY EVER BYE

• 5.4

-homestretch

-parents in haiti

-studystudystudy

• 5.3

-“they killed mo! no!”

-started romeo and juliet

-study </3

• 5.2

-FUNNIEST 1ST PERIOD

-fire lunch

-montague house!

• 5.1

-s’more study

-stocking on food!

-got more personal care

APRIL,

• 4.30

-study day

-so much work

-mr sinn <33333

• 4.29

-so TIRED

-[insert pissy face]

• 4.28

-killed essay

-CHRIS HERREN?

-lang lessons >>>

• 4.27

-culture day!

-today was chill asl

-CULTURE PARTY AFTER SCHOOL SO MFKN FUN

-food was so yummy!

-WE LAUGHED SM OUTSIDE "good golly"

• 4.26

-*heavy sigh*

-apparently my writing is getting better

-so much math bro

• 4.25

-we’re back [heart eyes]

-one week till ap test,

-sm work,,

-got so many stickers from tracy n sm from the food pantry!

• 4.24

-lotta cards lotta stress

-hhh school

-COULDNT SLEEP

• 4.23

-dad got me cheesecake!

-ah shit.

-mom got lalo!!!

-saged space

• 4.22

-nun

-watched the batman movie

• 4.21

-happy birthday to me!

-went to a buffet, such pretty koi fish!!

-sleep was fire

• 4.20

-woke up early (12 o’clock)

-did my daily draw: page of wands

-reading at 1am <333

-got the crystals and sage!! thank you so so much kei muah <33

-did readings for mars and kei!! so much fun, stayed up otp

• 4.19

-got my bracelets and tarot cards!!!! im so psyched

-dentist appointment

-sam and colby then knock out

• 4.18

-got cariiii!!! i love him smm thank u marah

-call w/mars

-bored asht

• 4.17

-waking up in a clean room >>>

-watching s&c w/ mars

-crocheted table cloth for nightstand

-straightened hairr

• 4.16

-cleaned my room, i actually like it

-watching jazzpunk gameplay <33

• 4.15

-woke up so tired lord

-vacationnnn

-did absolutely nothing

-called marss

-took out braids

• 4.14

-last day till vacay!!!

-i got a 100 in *her* class and she congratulated me. no one talk.

-went to laundromat and did some crochet, got some headbands and hair ties

-the guy running it was SOO nice i swear!!,

-sleeping pill today [heart eyes]

• 4.13

-just one more day

-so dizzy today, school sick not fun

-got so close w/ my brother yo? (he’s like ACTUALLY a person,)

• 4.12

-“get out of mi head!!”

-rescheduling, in my top 4 in letter section!

-finished my psy presentation yesss

• 4.11

-new quarter new me [heart eyes]

-GYM...just no.

-had to take cough medicine :(

-help

• 4.10

-skin clearing up, this lotion is too good

-on cawl w/ besties muah muah

-“byeee!”

• 4.9

-happy birthday keira!!!!<3333 otp since “yesterday” (9 to 1)

-finished that damn project, now to get rid of this sore throat to present it..

-eh lo el indeed!

• 4.8

-last day of the quarter,,

-so irritating...

-almost done with psy project !

-call with kei

• 4.7

-its getting hard to balance everything but ill make it

-kinda fun

-this school personality is so hard to keep up

-[insert are you surprised dr umar meme]

• 4.6

-interesting

-this one couple outside bio making < horse shit

-on call with kei <3333

• 4.5

-aced my math quiz

-cotes out for like all of this week

-passed bio quiz

-a little upsetting but okay

-im so happy for you! (sarcastic)

• 4.4

-got the waist beads (they look a lot better on me than i expected! i feel so cute bro)

-she was so MAD oh my god

-barely did work..

• 4.3

-kinda boring but went shopping!

-got some really things

-getting waist beads tmmrw

• 4.2

-slept SM

-adasa n aunt came <333

-did her edges and fed her, so cute

• 4.1

-april <333

-i love mr bell that quiz was funny

-extra credit yess

-since it’s april first and everyone wants to act like a joke *screenshot*

MARCH,

• 3.31

-interesting behavior ms..

-fun experiment in class

-i hate white irish teachers sm

• 3.30

-so much work,,

-#hate club <33

-getting the hang of this presentation

• 3.29

-did my eyeliner in two tries! mun here we gooo

-so many complements today!!!

-went over, tech is huge (so is the rep for venezuela ;)

-trying best to balance work...

• 3.28

-worst morning of my life.

-so much pain everywhere

-bless tracy.

• 3.27

-eye is still twitching,

-some work done/cleaning

-worked out

• 3.26

-eh

-wings <3333

-call w/ mars

• 3.25

-alrt school day

-got my quarter donut <33

-punching alex >>

-im tired

-“test day best day”

• 24

-he made it on the team! so happy for a

-stop...

-walking in light rain >>

• 3.23

-alrt morning

-lunch was goooood lawd

-eye appt w/ mc.donalds after >

-new prescription

• 3.22

-day was kinda nice

-had mpot today! anthony is so nice bro (that cookie made my dayyy)

-learned hands only cpr

-gonna try to start drinking just water

• 3.21

-most "meh" day to date

-both of them are pissing me off more than usual but okay

-mr koen makes me so...angry

• 3.20

-did some work

-otp w/ mars n kei (that little message ark with k was so miserable.)

-*cartoon running noises*

• 3.19

-called foreverrrr with kei <33 n a lil with marah (ill get you back mars, count your days.)

-the call was the whole day [stands quietly]

-whoopsies!

• 3.18

-it’s warm out! let’s dress like a person today

-fire! (actually had to walk out the school)

• 3.17

-*spinning*

-sm workkkk

-last night was good bye

• 3.16

-worst headache to date.

-school gettin a lil fun ngl

-*autopilot*

-won custody battle

-im sold

• 3.15

-school was nice

-sat on the field, so warm

-did work

-stop it.

-im tripping balls rn. (the gun the SABER oh my days.) hes so ahh

-thank you universe.

• 3.14

-making people laugh is SO fun bro

-*jaw drops at video*

-these naps not it.

• 3.13

-aot ep was so good

-muah

• 3.12

-rise n shit (5 am for essay)

-essay writing the whole day

-call w/ mars

• 3.11

-did above decent on my two tests today!

-watched hamilton in school, ill finish it at home (maybe), the song "youll be back" is on repeat

-who are we to fade from your mind? sides? wtvr

• 3.10

-essay, *she* liked my thesis!

-lots of studying lots of thinking

• 3.9

-good stuff, comfortable after meditating

-day was decent

-eh

• 3.8

-96 on my test!!

-nvm shitty morning, thanks g

-even shittier afternoon, on auto piolet

-science was nice tho

-talked with pre ap teacher, feel SMM better

-shit nap tho

• 3.7

-passed my big test! so happy

-parents are good

-psy questions...*scratches head*

• 3.6

-finished ralph character profile

-aot sunday (annie’s smirk and jeans fight >>)

-parents, parents.

-glad we’re on the same page, friend

• 3.5

-blessing i don’t have a sore throat right now

-otp with kei <3

-wings.

-“video analysis” *teehee*

• 3.4

-mo not here :((

-ty <333

-went to basketball (state playoffs) game! so much fucking fun! i absolutely needed that after everything, sm screaming bro (live laugh love ty)

-saw someone die live at the game tho,

-got called pretty sm, actually felt it too

• 3.3

-lunch >

-“test day best day” (playoffs)

-ehh..ermmmm...naw

• 3.2

-so sleepy (sleeping sm and waking up like shit, istg if i can’t sleep as a means to get away so help me god.)

-funny ass lunch

-seat moved to the back *celebratory*

-aphg “so hypothetically”...what?

-gets home [insert miserable groaning] ^^new year same shit my god.

-going to friday game, i need it

• 3.1

-same old same old

-familiar daily melancholy, next

FEBUARY,

2*28

-dressed cute today (alrt fal let’s relax)

-funniest morning everrr

-third period makes me suicidal lowkey

-10/10 on english quiz

-bitch changed seats ughhh

• 2.27

-had one of those hyper-realistic dreams again, waking up from it made me feel so strange, that waking up felt more fake than the dream

-speed read,,,ughhh

-sick tbh

-hhhh mgmhm school

• 2.26

-worst sleep ever

-uhm.

-every single one? bye,

-yapyapyap

-hard to take pics and stuff but i felt cute

• 2.25

-im chillin.

-*rolls around*

-saw death mghm yum

-getting hair done

-HELLO?

-i genuinely stopped looking but it’s hard to ignore now, my and his name are EVERYWHERE, more than before

-wings.

• 2.24

-morning news with parents, reporter for hire

-cooked with mom, lots of shocking words and laughs

-hm,

-its like theyre not even there anymore, i dont want to assume that far but im not gonna be punked again,,,i can live

-*eats snacks*

-writing?

-so not important but that boy on tt who watches jojos is cute asl

• 2.23

-got up bright n early *decays* work time.

-hrgk

-went out again, lots of fun

-*rolls eyes*

-watched the news all night

• 2.22

-2.22.22

-uhhhhhhh

-did no work (god help me)

-yk shits bad when the gt fnaf playlist come on. (one day at a time.)

-oh okay!

-erm.

• 2.21

-went out (was actually fun tbh)

-go deeper into my book

-fascinating subject

• 2.20

-"test day best day."

-otp, took “the test” again, sam n colby/k-12 movie

-oh wow

-my nail broke *smiles with teeth.*

• 2.19

-gt live stream

-started "the tattooist of auschwitz"

-took out these damn braids, listened to daisy's destruction by rotten mango (so sick, i love it)

• 2.18

-hbd hobi

-last day b4 break

-SO chaotic, mr koen would cry

-ate sm man

• 2.17

-more brownies this morning!! sooooo delicious

-lame ass fight at lunch

-english was soo funny bruh

-aphg too w/out mr koen

-assigning lotf/fnaf/odyssey characters in class for fun (got ralph and cassidy)

-checked out some books for break

• 2.16

-boring lowkey...

-model un cookies >>

-griot teehee

• 2.15

-got armin drawing!! <3333 so fucking amazinggg

-had the BEST brownies of my life my god

-lunch drama!? ambulance

-mr koen is out the whole week yesss!

• 2.14

-delay

-the dreaded day (update: ughhh shut up everyone)

-morning is kind of stressful

-in school the morning, got sm candyyy can’t wait to read friday

-getting armin drawing tmmrw <3

-koen n griener not here >>

-spanish class (fucking shut your mouth my god you wonder why you’re single)

-*rolls eyes*

-how bad can school work/a boot be for me to want to do anything else to avoid it,

• 2.13

-just one more dayy

-get out of my face?

-hot chocolate n oreos >

-painted nails, outfit for tmmrw

• 2.12

-procrastinating <33

-otp with best budss

-*snorinh*

• 2.11

-eh

-hhh kinda uneventful

-boo.

• 2.10

-world’s zooming by huh

-top 10 quiz takers in the world (plotting death)

-otp, we’re snapping tmrrw

-lord of the flies <<

• 2.9

-hrgksksmdsamkz

-english is just...wo ow wo

-had a baby in biology class

-model unn

-shit talking w/ cookies ft. mo

-*slams head*

-lord of the flies <

• 2.8

-alrt morning

-pre-ap english omggggg <3333

-hung out in gym for a bit

-my stuff came early

-got laptop (typing on it rn muwhehehe)

• 2.7

-okay, i hope so guy

-*third period*

-english class <<<

-pre-ap english class >>>

-hngha so nauseous...i feel gross but it’s not going away lol (i feel like her but in separate skin i kinda wanna die? it makes me feel so dumb and nasty)

-hhh

• 2.6

-aot is really all one can look forward to nowadays

-otp (have never been attacked so gruesomely)

• 2.5

-woof.

-*talks to wall*

-so much work

-i want to get a lobotomy

-more cleaning still not done

-happy for him but,,it’s like he feels bad for me hahahm

-hhh eww yuck

• 2.3

-day was cool

-interesting speech ms griener.

-school is comfortable now

• 2.2

-valentines day flowers? yuck.

-not speaking in english no more lol

-pre-ap english tho <33 muah

-praying no school friday

• 2.1

did good on requiz

-hating lord of the flies loll

-black history month (muwehehe)

-psy class is canceled

JANUARY,

• 1.31

-ugh school

-upward bound interview tmmrw? omg

-“live laugh ty”

• 1.30

-sent

-kinda refreshing tbh

-eh..school work, not feeling confident about third q

-absolutely adoreee “salt by the sea” im not getting to read as much tho

-kinda miss the jitters (a bit conflicting...i could switch it off so fast for them but it still lingers for _)

• 1.29

-^^wanted to take an hour long nap at night n wake up but i set my alarm wrong, it’s 5 am, almost 6

-huge snow storm bro

-read sm, must be the cold?

-one more day (muwhehe)

-otp with mars n jojo, so funny

• 1.28

-actually so well rested

-new boy again, cute flannel

-watched encanto again, never over baby mirabel

-lunch was so fucking weird...

-after school in library with friends

-checked out two books, librarian gave us SO many starbursts omg

-it was so stressful when they were fighting like children...being a kindergarten teacher is definitely off of the list for back up plans

-i still helped and fixed it though, they’re fine

• 1.27

-eh

-new boy man...

-english class. hm. (#alexapologist)

-best sandwich

• 1.26

-woke up so late omg

-“your name is so beautiful” why thank you...

-socratic seminar (wished i was a pilot omg)

-model un, warming up tbh

-you would think that only people in flimsy high/middle school relationships would be idiots right? turns out married men and women are just as absurd.

• 1.25

-two hr delay, shoveling car makes my hands so shaky

-BOMBED my math test, woof

-killing mo

-“loooooovvee is caaalinngg” haagjahdbsbs (i adore this song.)

-some days i forget im suicidal then enter third period

-haha...

-psy class

-2K words teehee

• 1.24

-new quarter same bum ass students

-got my psy textbook <333 can’t wait to read

-operation g(c)o(vid)ldfish

-im so sick of her, i hate her

-english class was alright (update: fuck ms griener.)

-otp with my shnookums ammarah

• 1.23

-new quarter new students!

-aot/euphoria sundayyy

-HAVE NEVERR LAUGHED SM BRUH (marah my honey shnookums)

-*hangs on garage door*

• 1.22

-so boring

-ate sm

-less sad than usual just bored

• 1.21

-quarter ends, hope i get good grades

-finished all my workk (classes were so boring, i had nothing to do) -*sleepy*

-headaches ammmirate

-talked otp

-went to bathroom with only flashlight, im so pretty?

• 1.20

-math was fun (did all my work)

-school lunch was SO GOOD?? it was almost fucking preposterous at one point istg

-mo gave me so many shells! honestly made my day <3

-first day of psy, liking the class but students make me wanna crash my screen

-idk if this is some kind of seasonal depression or something but, hm

• 1.19

-taking math test, prob bombed it eh lo el

-english was...english

-mghm straight a’s doesn’t sound hot

-made biscuits (kinda feel like a scientist tbh? changing and editing the recipe is sm fun, best batch so far n mom approved)

-finished euphoria

-night was, night yk.

• 1.18

-2 hr delay

-momos bday today

-had fun w/ friends

-got my college class! psy 101 here i come,

-orientation (funny aslll)

-marah n jojo sittin inna tree, k-i-s-s-i-n-g (cuties)

• 1.17

-did some work

-otp with bestie

-seriously done. i feel good, all i need is for them to stop

-started euphoria

• 1.16

-im straight, it’s good

-so happy for marah bro, hoping the best for her n jojo

-aot sunday! (armin <3)

-i wanna throw myself out. im done with everything but i still feel shitty

-i think february is gonna be my new years because.

• 1.15

-woke up feeling no better

-i need a break, it’s that same feeling all over again

-cracked the code again

-first cry of the year. woof.

• 1.14

-school off to a good start, nice convo with friends

-i have like, friends now

-ech orientation ft. shit talks

-dodged a test !

-complements on nails, makes me feel a bit better after yesterday

-model unnnn (mr keh>>)

-oh my gosh.

-talked again, i don’t feel much

-second to worst night

• 1.13

-three tests tmrw yum

-got compliments on boots

-nail broke :((

-i wanted to throw up so bad, stan marsh kinnie fr

• 1.12

-they lost my shit?

-online school>

• 1.11

-no school againnn

-gt fnaf theory rewatch (im sorry mom)

-otp with friend

-started sp

• 1.10

-school (hate it here so much. i hate this stupid bitch. so fucking loud. ig being a whore runs in the family.)

-trying to rewrite narrative

-longing for a laptop

• 1.9

-aot sunday!

-otp with besties (it was a mc day,)

-rereads of the chat

-angry writes

• 1.8

-otp w/ friends

-had wings-talked again (a lil smart i see,) he’s alrt

-hhh

• 1.7

-no school! snow day

-did some work, made biscuits

-y’all ever heard the term “in my head rent free?”...yeaaa (i actually despise liking him sm.)

• 1.6

-two hour delay for school woop woop

-lot better than yesterday

-school felt like...comfortable

-more productive than usual

-otp with bsfs! (mars lookin like she gotta smoke a cigar smh)

-talked to him againn but longer *rolls around*

• 1.5

+did the thing, dk how to feel

-lunch..did he really do that?

-talks with friends after school, mo was zooted again

-marah posted, so gorgeous

-i wish i could do everything over, honestly embarrassed of myself

-*sleeps*

-got into ech! (update: they don’t care eh lo el)

-hhh

• 1.4

-found my jewelry!

-got accepted into med program and un conference moved to march

-after school walk around school with friends, making people laugh >>

-whole day ruined in a night, regretting everything

• 1.3

-back to shit

-replied to his story on impulse,him doing more than just double tapping is soo? (update: *rubs temples* i wish i took the double tap)

-school reminded me how much i hate everyone here

• 1.2

-not the best morning at all

-went to boston to see family again, wish mimi was here

-new purse

-did a puzzle with cousins, got the most parts

-feel myself getting sick ughhh

-saw the new cat chanel, so sweet

• 1.1

-kill me.

stayed up till 12 with bsfs and showed my face (woof)

- texted him, even if it was a back and forth with 3 messages, it still felt good. feel a little more comfortable

-few resolutions set, hopefully i follow through

-otp with bsfs again, lot of new ideas with mmarah drawing

-kei is a house woman. (tears in my eyes)