• back then i wouldn't pull the curtains down maybe because i was too afraid of being isolated in my room and i liked the city lights and i liked sitting in the window to smoke. but now i'm sick and stopped smoking and my whole body hurts and the curtains are down and i feel trapped inside myself. somebody send help it could be anything really, a knife or a gun or maybe my cat, i miss him so much
• all that's been through my mouth these last two days was cough syrup but don't get me wrong, i'm very happy: i've found a video of two cute guys kissing
• i hate japan and i hate economy why am i doing this
• i hate everything
• goodbye
  • haha i can't read anymore
  • hahaha i also had to give up on russian because i am a baby who can not bring herself to get out of bed

i don't think there's anything that makes me happier than watching cute guys making out

• wow i pasted a link on the google searchbar i can not even internet anymore

i need to write these things down or else by the time i'm awake tomorrow i will fucking bite my veins off because i forget what it mEANS TO BE HUMAN I AM SUCH A DRAMA QUEEN GUYS

• bite
• marks