now that you’re gone and all our future turned into silly dreams and we became puppy love I’ve been making the worst decisions. my mind impregnated by the absence of your caresses I started kissing on public transport on stairs and on rooftops and none of them felt like you

but being with you is not the same either

if there was a time machine I’d lose everything I have only to go back to the time when everything was good and stained with love. but maybe back to when I had never met you