- Went all the way to fucking Davis to visit Sam but ended up getting disappointed when the whole time he was talking about other people, using his phone, etc, went and ran some errands before picking up Mom.
- Went back to Davis to pick up the bed from some dude with Felicia, was kind of annoyed because Felicia drove so slow and I was hungry, came back to Oakland to work at Chu, which was always hot and annoying as usual.
- Babysat Peter and Jesse as the kids went to Tilden Park Little Farm, went back to Tiffany's place to work for 4 hours, and then filling in Kyle's shifts at kirin, repeat for tomorrow.
- Positively about today that wasn't a repeat of yesterday was that we went to Erin Choi's house for a playdate with the kids and her house was like a beautiful Ikea and we had iced tea!
- Got to sleep in for the first time in a while today, went to work at Tiffany's for 4 hours and then filling in Kyle's shift.
- Worked all day at Tiffany's today...9 whole fucking hours. I swear despite how cute and adorable kids are, they can't be with me for 9 whole fucking hours.
- Was going to babysit for Bess but then Tiffany told me to come, felt so freaking guilty the whole day for standing up Bess, Mom goes to Colorado so house is all nice as I sleep in her soft-ass bed. Filled in a shift for Johnny but it was really just a collab of a group of staff. Met Alice and Natalie. $35 tips!
- Worked at Chu alongside Ryan and it was alright I guess. $35 tips!
- Worked at Chu alongside Alice and Amando, stayed until pretty late because I wanted to get as much money as possible. Met Alice's cute son named Ian who kept on "OOOOOOing" at everything cool.
- Worked at Tiffany for 9 whole fucking hours. Fuck me. Steve was able to text me around 4:40pm, I didn't respond until 5:04pm, and then we were able to talk on the phone for about 10 minutes before i went to Joannes to exchange some picture frames. He sounded pretty happy where he was, which made me sad because he's doing so well without me. Bit me in the ass huh?
- WOrked at Tiffany for 9 whole fucking hours again today, but this time was able to anticipate Steve's few messages throughout the day.
- Worked at Tiffany's for 4 hours today which was really nice. Mailed his package---the one to congratulate him on a new beginning at west point! Went home and relaxed a bit before being dragged to a business meeting/recruitment meeting by Lynn. Although finances do interest me, I do not want to scam my loved ones by selling them policies about life insurance. Wtf.
- Pretty much picked a fight with Steve about him not letting me visit him in N.Y. in Dec after all the planning I had done. Since I didn't have as much work today (actually I didnt have work) I was able to talk to him in the morning, gave him a lot of space and was really understanding but he fucking took that and stabbed me in the back. Became really depressed and drank about 4 shots and cried my heart out which made me feel a little bit better except for the 5 or so voice messages I left for Steve.
- Woke up feeling like shit that he hasn't talked to me about "last night", took the damn shuttle to fucking Davis where it was hella hot, did all my errands for job payroll, background check and sat in the arc for 3 hours finishing up watching 90210 forever, crying my ass out about steve saying it's not working out and why it's not working out, went to home meeting with red ass eyes, was pretty depressed and almost cried during some parts of the night when my mind would wander, relieved that by singing hymns and playing the guitar later in the evening. Slept over at the sister's house.
- Woke up at 4 and texted Steve until 7am when i went back to sleep. Told him I had already booked a ticket there and what we should do about it. Basically ignored me the whole day. Had lunch at Shanghai town and Mandro with Vanessa, waited outside Man Davi for like 2 hours for Pai and David Chen for their engagement photoshoot, trekked around hot Davis for some good photos here and there and got some good shots despite harsh lighting. Came home and relaxed because I feel my period coming soon (F.M.L.)
- Pretty down, had lunch with the people downstairs that are going back to China, decided not to go to work at Chu because cramps and my period came.
- Worked at Tiffany for 4.5 hours and then filling in Kyle's shift.
- Worked at Kirin
- Worked at Kirin, horrible phone calls.
- Went with Ray to work at Kirin, after working at Tiffany's for a bit, called Steve and he basically made me cry because he chose physics over me, and then school over me.
- Worked at Tiffany's all day, decided not to go to Kirin because i was tired from working so much and steve made me so emotionally depressed that I came home and took some shots, relaxed and talked to sam who made me so much happier.
- Slept in and it was really nice, woke up and had lunch with Linnea at Gordo's, steve didnt message me all day and I didnt message him all day, went to work at chu and it was shit because the restaurant is shit.
- Slept in, picked up money from Bess from Jeanine. Went to work at Kirin, ray's last day, it was pretty bad...beacuse the tips were so high and we got so little in return, and then we lost $100 basically...fuck, felt like the worst sister ever.
- Went to work completely guilty, completely annoyed. Philip had a party so i worked my ass off while Neo just sat and drank wine, yet he got all the tips. Fuck.
- Went to davis, took the fucking day off cuz i needed it, biked hella early in the morning to sit through a 6 hour orientation about food safety and handling, took the shuttle back to berkeley, babysat peter and jesse for 2 hours but it was kind of hard because peter was itchy the whole time, until I tried to distract him.
- Had lunch with Charmaine at Chipotle, got to catch up on a few things and we had a good lunch with boba, went to work at 4pm.
- Slept in until 1pm because I got to sleep in Ray's room for a portion of the morning, felt so rested, went to work at 4pm, hung out with preston and wilson in the evening going to lucky's, safeway, buying boba at sharetea in berkeley.
- Woke up, did some things like computer errands, showered, meeting up with Charmaine and Faustine to see faustines apartment, bussing back to albany to work kirin.
- Slept until noon, which was very nice. Rested, add some food at home, ate some watermelon, watched some psych, worked but work was really really stressful today because it was incredibly busy~ T___T came home super super duper tired.
- Morning went to the Stinson beach with the crew, had a good talk with Vivian on the sand, got soaked, got sand everywhere possible, got my back/butt scraped so bad by the sand, came back to work, work was aight.
- Tried to sleep in but construction made it impossible, talked to Steve finally about some stuff, went to work, it was a shit day. Drank some vodka during my shift so it went by relatively funny.
aug 15 2015 ∞
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