- Classes, forgot about Steve for a really long time because last night got my mind off a lot of things, hung out with Hannah Shin, weilung, mark khoo, sam, bethany and myself at Teabo for about an hour and a half which was nice, came back and did some work before going to take pictures for Izzy in the evening! Sister's game night at the sister's house made me laugh and so happy... ! Came back and called Steve for a bit.
- Went to sacramento in the morning to cafe-hop but I was so tired from waking up so early, met up with Hannah who took us out to the Parlor to eat some ice cream stuffed donuts, studied outside in the hot sun (omg kill me), saw the capitol for the first time in a while since I was little, bussed back, went immediately to the SCC while talking to Steve on the phone for about 40 minutes, which was really nice during the middle of my day. Went to yp meeting which had delicious food! Came back after that and talked with Steve more on the phone for an hour and 20 minutes outside, inside, everywhere. Went to sleep and got a good night's sleep.
- Woke up at another ungodly hour and went to church completely tired and lazy, only reason why I was awake was because Sam was there--he's become a really good friend lately, came back and had lunch at Segundo DC with talie and bethany, whole-foods to study but I didnt bring anything, got bambu, in n out, came back and worked on lab report and studied for PSC.
- Classes, got kinda angry over a few things today such as forgetting my iclicker and the inability to ride my bike because I lost both of my keys, came back and took a nap after PSc but the best part of today was that I didnt really even have to talk to or see Bethany because I had the room to myself!!!! So nice to just have the room to myself to relax, study and to sleep :)
- Classes, had lunch with Elizabeth, went to stats, walked around, went to HDE advising center, came back and relax, studied, watched drama, relaxed because i got the room to myself again!~!~~~ so nice!!~~
- Took both of my midterms today but regretted because I made some stupid ass errors on that midterm, came back and got pretty sad about it after eating lunch with Talie, tried to sleep but Steve's messages woke me up and he was able to talk to me a lot because he was on air/the radio today!~ kewlbeans, went to eat dinner with Talie, TAO board meeting interview was short and nice, went to work out at the arc.... but really just ran a little bit before coming back to work on some stuff for chem, watch some drama and relax by talking to Steve :)
- Went to my classes today, it was just another normal ass day, hung out with sam in the evening trying to explore the outskirts of davis... lab was easier this week because we knew what the hell we were doing.
- Skipped my classes except for discussion because going out last night made me feel tired, came back and worked on chem lab report and finished by the evening, went to home meeting at Ruth's house and had good food!~
- Slept in for the first time in a really long time without any commitments or missing out on anything, did a bunch of errands today such as doing laundry, cleaning room, buying mom a huge ass orchid that required me to carry the 10 pound mother effer all the way from whole foods back to davis all the while campus was having festivities...Mom picked me up and we went home! I went to quicklys and decided to apply for the job there. LOVING THE WEATHER BACK HOME...BECAUSE IT AINT HOT LIKE HERE!~
- IT's mothers day!!!~~ <3 got like...3 hours of sleep last night because of the cramped ass couch... applied for job at Quickly but became surprised at the lack of professionality with the dude named Ryan, got cake with ray, studied at the cafe for my npb test, dinner at Kirin restaurant, saw David Kao, ride shared with April, Jenny and Chelsey who was annoying as hell. Came back super late at midnight and literally just crashed after unpacking everything and slept.
- I felt like a cat today all I did besides missing classes and actually attending two classes and getting a 31/36 on my NPB midterm (QQ FUCK MY LIFE), and eating at the DC was sleep. ALL I DID WAS SLEEP AND I COULDNT GET UP BECAUSE I WAS SO TIRED...DC food gave me food poisoning I presume so I had diarrhea and barfed...watched Revenge season finale!!!!! Then, Steve called me for 6 minutes in the evening which lifted my spirits (And my body) up from my bed, other words he got me out of bed after I napped from 3-7pm... holy shit.
- Class, lunch with elizabeth is getting kind of annoying, stats discussion, bussed to kaiser to get my eyes checked but it was pointless, came back and relaxed, ate food, studied some npb and chem...kinda.
- Skipped morning class, went to stats, psc and then came back to relax and do some homework before going to samuell meritt meeting which really encouraged me to focus on my academics, came back and ate dinner, went to board meeting which was boring and sucked as usual, came back and finished chem homework and watched some drama.
- Thursday, went to see my academic counselor and got my shit fixed, psc study, came back and mom came to pick me up to eat dinner at mandro and some chinese restaurant there which she really liked, easier and more exciting lab because i was the one taking control, came back and studied.
- Pretty tired all day, went to all of my classes, clapclapclap! came back and started studying and doing homework, friday night meeting was alright. i feel like i am bipolar sometimes.
- Slept in which was so nice, lounged around before eating and lounging again, learned pretty much all of chem in the past 3 weeks and studied some NPB, talked to Steve as he came back from being on pass~
- Pretty down from last night when Steve hung up the phone, lord's table meeting, love feast, came back and tried to study but pretty much cried the whole afternoon until i ASKED Sam to hang out, aka eat shabu shabu hotpot dinner and drinking vodka in the park, getting drunk and having so much fun just walking around, talking, etc.
- Didn't sleep at all last night until 6am and had to wake up for my 9am, classes, slept an hour for nap, felt pretty alert but tired today, ate with Talie and Veronica, studied at the coho, studied some chem and feeling really really fatigued.
- Classes, came back and stayed in room all day because period made me not wanna go outside, and so because of that i studied all day. Not rere. More like procrastinated all day.
- Went to my classes, yes, all of them. Had lunch with Talie after, came back to study but really just chatted Sam,and then he decided to hang out with me at a cafe so we did that, got teabo, got in n out, chem review session, board meeting was kind of nice, came back and watched The Girl Who Sees Smells and then ... studied some Chem, and then read the article about Steve on the main army page--so proud!! :D
- Took my chem midterm today and felt eh about it but then got it back and got an 87%!!! omg!!! lunch with sam, came back and watched the last episode of my drama (QQ), studied some and cleaned some, bible study made me so tired i kind of regretted going, dinner with Catherine at the dc, buffer lab in the evening made me regret so many decisions in life, came back and was really tired and down but had to study for NPB midterm tomorrow...kill me now, so tired.
- Took NPB midterm today and it was pretty bad because my contact lens fell out of my eye while taking the test, bethany left so I got to chill in my room by myself trying to finish chem homework as usual, friday night home meeting, drinking with sam afterwards, but then that got a little bit weird and im just not going to talk about it anymore so i can block it out of my mind...
- Woke up, went to blaze, came back and ran 3 miles at the arc, did homework, did some errands here and there, went home with Mom because boy sure did I need some time alone to think and time well spent with family.
- Went to Napa with Peace's family to wine-taste, castle hunting and to eat super good food all throughout the day. It was nice going out and being with the family, taking pictures and just taking my mind off things.
- Had lunch at Zachary's with Miranda which was really good food, went to ranch to eat some boba and buy sam a birthday gift, came back and tried to study for some fucking Stats for the midterm but then I caught allergies and began sneezing like a mother fucker until the train ride at night, which sam picked me up from and took me home.
- Chemistry, did some work here and there before Sam picked me up to watch a movie Pitch Perfect 2 at Downtown and grabbing dinner, and then going laser tagging in the evening with TAO and then just hanging out at night again walking around at the local parks and talking out some stuff..
- Classes, Sam's birthday, got to meet his friends at the sushi all you can eat in the evening, felt really awkward but had a lot of interesting encounters, just felt really really special all day because I got to spend the first few minutes of his birthday and the last few minutes together, just showed me how important I am to him and that he would choose me over his friends lol.
- Thursday and had lunch with Sam, studied, went to bible study, fucking last lab of the year and was pretty fucking excited steve's coming home tonight.
- Classes, relaxed in the afternoon, taking pics with Sam and his friends--great photoshoot! Ate dinner at a japanese restaurant with him, afterwards we went to drink and then I slept on accident through the night in the car.
- Woke up in the car after drinking, got breakfast with him at the place near black bear diner, editted grad pictures, did some studying, not really, in the evening went to senior's graduation meeting, Sam and I talked in the evening and he said that we should strictly be just friends and I got kind of mad and left without really saying anything.
- Lord's table meeting, came back and relaxed, ate some food here and there while trying to study, sam dropped off boba for me, and then we talked in the evening for a long time about things that im scared will happen. STEVE came back to America today, talked on the phone with him when he landed, it was nice to hear him and it was weird to know that he's in the same country, same state.
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