- I honestly felt like everyone was just dead and walking zombies. I felt like that after I took the MAC 2 test. Went with Darren, Sam, and Kavita to get some starbucks and it was just nice to be done with this week. Lecture was kind of draining as we learned about the heart. Came back home and this was finally my night off! I did some assignments before D got off work--reflection, adaptive quizzing, etc. Then, D and I went to eat Blaze! Then we drank a bottle from Safeway and did it. But we ended up fighting.... i think we were just drunk.
- Didnt really get to sleep in because I was woken up naturally by the sound of the full timers downstairs. Joined for a little bit but my eyes were swollen and I was still recovering from this week. We had our sim lab today--I was pretty nervous about it but then I ended up playing the family member that kept getting in the way! Came back home at 12pm (wow really?!), did some work, sim reflection, ate ramen, and then started studying cardiac things. I felt a little unmotivated, but I think that was justified. Later, home meeting here at the Wilsons and it was encouraging to see all the sisters share! Met up with D in the evening and we went to McDonalds to eat some friessss and hashies!
- SLEPT IN, LIKE, GENUINELY, for the first time in a week. It felt so good to wake up and seeing the time be 10:40am. I did some studying in the morning on the heart--which was easier to grasp than respiratory. Met up witH D in the afternoon and we had such a great time in the arboretum, watching the beautiful sunset, and fucking so openly outdoors and snuggling in the blanket. We were just enjoying the last night of summer pretty much because daylight savings is tomorrow. We went to get some groceries for me, and then we also went to thai canteen and had the most delicious thai fried rice with fried pork ever. It was so delicious. Plus, we had $3 glasses of wines ;)
- Lord's table in Sacramento... went with Timber. Came back home and went straight to temple to study for my test, but it became too loud so I came home and studied at home before sleeping/doing laundry and taking that darn melatonin pill at 7pm.
- Clinicals was a real learning process with Robyn who showed me everything, all the ins and outs, and the right way of doing things. It was great learning with her! Coord in the evening was just meh as usual... the day that hannah left early crying.
- Clinicals day 2 was also great being with Roybn. Things flowed a little faster today. Robyn also shared a lot of stories with me which was sweet. David and I met up and got some thai canteen :) Then we fell asleep in the car because we were both so tired!
- Class was really tiring because I had to recover from yesterday. Today was just a bad day in general, but I am so happy that David called me in the middle of the day to listen to what I had to say and made me feel so much better. Lab was interesting learning about NG Tubes, and having catherine talk to me a little bit more was also nice. I was just sad and depressed with red eyes LOL not gonnae xpand. I went to starbucks to study for my test tomorrow, and then ended up at wednesday night dinner...which I have come to realize, is losing its taste. Met up witH D afterwards and we talked about an hour! It was nice.
- Today was my test which I felt unprepared for when I had woken up this morning. I got a 92.6 though! Learning about the GU/GI was more intuitive so it made learning more fun! I came home around 4pm, went to kaiser for my allergy meds, and then did some med cards and care plan prep due for next week. Just clearing up my schedule so that this weekend I can fully study! D and I had our night off, and we went to 3 Mile Brewery to try the flight of beers! We were both buzzed and it was nice :) We had sweet talks in the car and just ended up doing it because D thought my butt was too nice :)
- Today I had sims lab, where I was assigned to be the secondary nurse which was super stressful because I had barely reviewed for anything. Finished, came back to starbucks and studied from 2pm to 10pm--skipped home meeting and everything.
- Slept in, studied in the morning, and then visited mom in dixon for a little bit before going to starbucks to study. Then, david and I met up and went to the vetmed but i was so tired that i fell asleep...
- Lord's table, love feast, went to gong cha to study but d didnt come to visit me so that made me pretty sad. Went home to get ready for clinicals tomorrow and slept early.
- Clinicals day #1 of the week went well. I didnt really make mistakes, and was checked off for PO meds. It was pretty smokey up in davis this week and classes in ucd were cancelled.
- Clinicals day #2 with a weird funky RN Sean who showed me the ins and outs of nursing. he showed me a lot of tips and tricks and it was interesting to spend the time together! Gave my first subq (heparin) and im vaccinations! It was super fun. Came home and studied a little bit for my final tomorrow.
- Took that final, and gave presentations. Ended up with a 96% in the class, what can I say? It was just pure luck. Learned about the sterile field in lab and then came home to study even more for my 2 tests tomorrow. Ended up at the lins for a little bit before coming home to rest.
- I made a big mistake today with my hesi test. It screwed up my whole grade and I ended up with a B in the class even though I originally had a 96. I was pretty bummed. Came home to rest, do some more assignments, and lay in bed watching RN videos. Then, D and I met up to go to chick ila for some dinner and ended up drinking at bistro. We got in a fight because i saw that he was consistently messaging gwen this past week and I was upset because he wasn't there emotionally for me but he was for gwen. It was pretty upsetting and I won't say anymore about it.
- Got to sleep in, which was super nice! Wasted the morning without any worries, doing my care plan, just relaxing before David and I meet up to go to Woodland for our night together. We met up and then we had some drinks and I fell asleep really early and David took care of me all night~
- We woke up pretty early at 7:30, and then we went to krispy kreme and got david new $40 shoes, then we went to eat at Honey d Cafe, napped in the car, headed to ace hardware, then costco, then target, then best buy, then michaels, It was a pretty nice day! We spent the whole day together so that was really fun :)
- Lord's table sucked ass, but afterwards I had lunch with Dave and Robyn and Gwen before coming home to clean my car and relax before heading out to have a time with Carol, just checking in on each other. Picked hannah up, dropped her off at home, and then went to spend a time with David. I told him how hurt I really really was... in the end I am the one that's silently hurting. We made up, I watched a movie downstairs while he did work, and then we went to In n Out for the second night in a row to eat some delicious BURGERSSSSSS, and then we drank 1 beer in the car.
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