YWAM: -papdts -dtspap -sarasaintmarc -roadpap -mountainssara -saramountains -moremountains -othershaiti -moresaintmarc -saintmarcmore -brendensphotos -arewefrightened -engaginginjustice

STL: -morewed

MEXICO: -Sarainmaz

• invisible children
• born into brothels
• what the bleep do we know?! (fake doc) -we only see what we believe can be true. ..if you cant handle your emotions, you must be addicted to them. love only in loev with the anticipation of feelings they're addicted to.
• war/dance (half)
• children underground

• xeloda hair loss

(i dont remember searching this???)

• repubblica.it (or this..)
• hawaiian baby woodrose seeds
• psyche genie
• weather in new zealand
• "things to do in brighton"
• henry krishna
• chicago ohare departure schedules
• mexican orphans
• orion theory
• mercy ships
• crossroads amsterdam
• prime directive
• joch---- l---man
• pingu
• 33 willemsstraat
• ywam alternative
• year 2024
• christian communities

• hiring: galleria, union station, forest park, forever21, union station
• p-----p scott
• if my surname is grimes am i related to brothers grimm?
• mexico missions
• flights to: ireland, kazastan,
• imago dei community, portland
• lots, and lots of colleges
• jung ji hoon/rain world tour
• animal crossing feng shui
• cryptozoology
• jobs sales travel
• mary kate and ashley olson
• ima robot/pedro the lion/mindless self indulgence/pinback/david bowie/the doors/bright eyes
• play frogger online
• I soaked my broken heart in dish soap and tea I guess I was looking for cleansing and rest But I left a part of me in that ...

-packing

-cleaning

-eating

-meeting the new team at 1st free and eating dinner with eric and emily

-not avoid eric

-going to 5th ave to pick up youki

-responding to text messages

-fixing my camera

-watching HSM3 and coloring with Nicole and Makkai, rather than leaving them with Luke

-basically anything else (i.e. even brushing my teeth would probably be a more productive use of my time at this point)

• rediscovered roti kanai
• parted bangs on the left side for the first time in maybe my whole life
• tried Malaysian iced coffee and red bean ice (its whatever)
• almost or did cry every day of the year so far, but for beautiful reasons, not sad ones
• rang in the new year on the east coast
• watched a considerable portion of a conference thru a live feed (Passion 2012)
• waited in line an hour to go to church (hillsong nyc!)
• thought about starting a house of worship and justice in saint louis
• read an entire book in one sitting ...have I done that before?
• crossed into other sides of the train while in motion with josh
• got kicked out of a greyhound station
• wandered around Pittsburgh with a ukulele...

• guitar-ring
• teeeeeeeeeeth!
• travel/missions
• tithe/marielle
• car
• camera
• social life?

• get permit for the third (fourth?) time in the past 7 years I've been old enough to, ha
• deliver four bags of give away to salvation army
• attempt to sell lukes old baby clothes/my old clothes at platos closet/once upon a child/ragorama
• E-bayyy
• do mailing for ICA

maybe I can't be over seas rescuing girls, but I can be sending out mailers about it!

• read Bible! It is not that ridiculously hard..

• when that guy came up to us at about 5pm on july 4th and asked "hey, is it the fourth of july?"
• that man who gave me a pepper and told me where to put it, & then put his hand on my head to read if i was a virgin or not (he said i wasnt... but that was probably perfect for him because he would have sex with me and not charge, o joy), and then held my hand... ridiculously close to his erection... and i said that rachel was my lover, thinking that would make him stop and go away, only it totally didnt and then it was just so awkward since he's soo creepy and i just claimed my sister is my lesbian lover which creeps ME out, that i started laughing so hard i cried, and we left and rachel was mad.
• when blood fell in the our hummus from the sky
• getting gross sweet potato fries from moa...

• metrobus/public transit
• central west end sushi (whhhhy??)
• short term missions ( a lot )
• shane claiborne
• sunshine mission
• stl employment
• no little kindness/mewithoutyou/tegan and sara/bright eyes/cold war kids/belle and sebastian/a million billion/animal collective/tilly and the wall/arcade fire/five iron frenzy/mew/better then ezra
• alchohol
• gauges
• ten14
• 8th ave brooklyn
• how to get dread locks
• m------ karel
• happy land cartoon candy
• a lot of asian dramas
• wenis
• cheap rent stl

-Brooklyn, New York

-St. Louis, Missouri

-Los Angeles, California

-London, England

-Toronto, Ontario (Canada)

-Epsom, England

-Chicago, Illinois

-Brighton, England

-Amsterdam, Netherlands

-Shoreham-by-Sea, England

-Sullivan, Missouri

-Indianapolis, Indiana

-Wheeling, West Virginia

-Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania

-Philadelphia, Pennsylvania

-Effingham, Illinois

-Buffalo, Syracrause, $ Rochester, New York

-Phoenix, Arizona

-fair View Heights, Illinois

I need to buy cat food buy dog food buy deodorant coach's eye makeup remover change my oil in my car go to the bank make a leadership board figure out the puppies life

• (January)
• without a net (Michelle tea)
• (check) the hunger games (suzanne Collins)
• crazy love (Francis Chan)
• (check) god in a brothel
• (check) catching fire
• (check) mockingjay

Signature of jesus

• Jane eye (April or may)
• not a sparrow falls (May)

Sex god - may check In a pit with a lion on a

snowy day

• in the name of Jesus (check - June)
• kisses from katie

• buy Tate/Danny wedding present
• get wedding shoes
• get wedding shawl
• get wedding bra/hose
• get ipod working
• get camera working
• get laptop working
• finish Verah's wedding photos
• find swimmingsuit
• pack for 5 months of Mexico
• learn spanish
• sell something??
• get money set up
• legalize car? (emissions, title, etc)
• ..etc!

o geeez!

(ps. liscense = check!)

• ✔ a phone interview from 1stFree
• jakob to message/contact me
• ✔ a call from invisible children
• april 1st (arrive L.A!)
• march 25th<---check & april 25th (I.C. Rescue Mission - L.A.)
• a visit to the dermatologist
• clove to have her kittens before i leave, or somehow miraculously wait a month longer then normal for labor

• naked brothers band
• don hertzfeldt
• norweigen tv
• best anime movies
• gregarious
• the answers to an iq test, hahahaa
• (may 23, 2008) SHELTER CITY, AMSTERDAM
• electric president/radical face/the national/adelaide/the boy least likely to/the magnetic fields/perishers/circulatory system/jens lekman/ olivia tremor control/bonnie prince billy/bellx1/stars lyrics
• http://thesimsonstage.ea.com/playPerform... (OMG..)
• eagle vs shark
• i think ill go out and embarrass myself
• dictionary.com
• the wackness
• jc penney commercial
• 4th grade capitalization worksheets
• free math print outs
• a lot more school stuff for the say yes k...

• a ticket to L.A.!
• that i can stay in the nehemiah community house
• knowing im going to finally meet jakob
• getting feautured in a strangers article as a top 10 deviantArt artist for march!!
• that eager anticipation feeling of soon discovering why God wants me in L.A.
• my favorite end human trafficking campaign, Not For Sale, wants to use my pictures in their media tour and to purchase on their website when it re-launches! (all proceeds going to NFS, of course)
• the text i got this morning: "you are/were the greatest person i've ever cuddled with/known," even though its from my sort-of stalker-ish ex (he just admitted two days ago that he still comes to my house sometimes... lovely...), its still kinda cute