- 8.17.14 "all this negative shit makes me who i am, but to only focus on the negative shit is to flatten my existence, and to overlook the many other stories that formed me."
- 8.21.14 "i am completely, irrevocably happy."
- 9.11.14 "it's 9/11, shouldn't she be a little less terroristic."
- 9.12.14 i've memorized the color of your eyes along with the width of your hips. i've watched the sun dance on the little blonde hairs at the back of your neck."
- 9.15.14 "there will always be band practice." - "i never expected myself to be so endlessly fascinated with one single human being. it's like we were both parts of constellations but i am from andromeda and you are from hercules and every night i make a wish on my own falling star hoping that i can be your weakness and somehow you'll unchain me"
- 9.17.14 "what is this? what is this? i can't breathe. i can not breathe. my heart hurts. she burned a hole through my chest. it hit my lungs. i need more air."
- 10.12.14 "i found the card you gave me. hahaha. you said "always" way too much babe. you told me "always". you lied.
- 10.13.14 "i don't think she understand that being sad for one day isn't the end of the world. it's just a day or a week or a month or a year. IT ISN'T FOREVER."
- 10.14.14 "there's no use trying to force my company on someone that won't make time for me and doesn't deserve it."
- 11.2.14 "why would you call me pretty if you didn't mean it? you must have meant it."
- 11.7.14 "god, it would've been better if we made out though."
- 11.8.14 "i lost myself while listening to the waves. it was refreshing."
- 11.15.14 "enjoy every single moment. enjoy every single day. it'll be over before you know it."
- 12.2.14 "i want your love. is that too much to ask for?"
- 1.7.15 "i remember walking to lunch in 3rd grade thinking about how old highschoolers are. how tall and smart they are. we may be big, but we are in no way prepared for life."
- 1.11.15 "i was supposed to get things together this year. i was supposed to be ready."
- 1.14.15 "my heart sank into my stomach. my throat closed. you aren't mine anymore."
- 1.23.15 "there is such a thin line between male and female. so why should our beauty be so divided and abused when we were made to coexist naturally?"
- 2.2.15 "i want you. only you. in every way there is to want a person."
- 2.21.15 "all i feel is the hurt ripping out the remaining oxygen inside my feeble lungs." - "for the constellations of your skin to brush against the Earth of mine i would swim the seas a thousand times."
- 2.22.15 "don't you feel it fading too? everything. everything is fading away. why? why did you have to leave?"
- 2.27.15 "is it normal to be this upset for so long? is it? am i even normal?"
- 3.23.15 "i know a girl named jen. she cuts her skin again and again. i love her as a friend. but also, i love her."
- 3.26.15 "please don't do this shit to me. you'll just turn into another name in my notebook."
- 3.18.15 "today i felt alive."
- 5.3.15 "i am so sick. both mentally and physically. i need help but no one is here for me. will you hold me @ night when the ghosts come?"
- 5.7.15 "the day i decided to get better."
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