Illustration

• Sachin Teng
• 이리 / Yi Lee
• Yu Cheng Hong
• Christian Ward
• Yoshitaka Amano
• Raphael Lacoste
• Sergey Kolesov
• Cedric Peyravernay
• Aubrey Beardsley
• Henri de Toulouse-Lautrec
• Lois Van Baarle
• Valentina/Marina Remenar
• Marcin Kuligowski | Behance
• Corinne Reid | dA
• Kuang Hong | dA
• Samantha Mash | dA
• Kmye Chan | dA
• aozorize | dA
• ashcap | dA
• klar | dA

• high notes on a violin
• owl hoots
• troy baker's voice
• nothing else

• "you are old, father william" by lewis carroll
• "jabberwocky" by lewis carroll
• "library" by albert goldsbarth
• "what teachers make" by taylor mali
• "you are jeff" by richard siken
• "all that is gold does not glitter" by jrr tolkien
• "frustration" by dorothy parker
• "men" by dorothy parker
• "to this day" by shane koyczan
• yeah i really don't read poetry
• ever
• gotta read more
• should prob read baudelaire
• sappho's pretty cool

• eutony: the pleasantness of a word's sound
• logastellus: a person whose love of words is greater than their knowledge of words
• holophrasis : the expression of complex words in a single word or phrase
• atelophobia : the fear of not being good enough
• lalochezia: the use of abusive language to relieve stress or ease pain
• mamihlapinatapai : a look shared by two people, each wishing the other would initiate something they both desire but which neither wants to begin
• basorexia: an overwhelming desire to kiss
• brontide: the low rumbling of distant thunder
• grapholagnia: the urge to stare at obscene pictures
• agelast: a person who never laughs

• how to love somebody
• how to be a good friend
• how to know what's going on in someone else's mind
• how to use words effectively
• what to say to someone who's dying
• what to say to someone who's recently been through a trauma
• how to stop procrastinating
• how to be honest
• how to find a spirituality you're comfortable with
• how the world really works
• how to do taxes
• what taxes are
• how to vote
• the fact that there are political parties beyond democrats and republicans
• how to write a resume/cover letter/anything related to getting a job
• how to write a check or balance a check b...

things i'm good at:

• sketching
• bullshitting schoolwork
• grammar
• being honest (or maybe the word is 'blunt')
• being a sarcastic bitch
• creating conflict
• memorizing lyrics
• memorizing things in general
• running on little sleep
• restraint
• pushing people away

by absolutely no means a complete list.

• harry potter by queen rowling - twelve years of my life and counting.
• captain underpants by dav pilkey - i found this shit hilarious .
• amelia's notebook by marissa moss - i got my own composition notebook and tried to make it as cool as hers. i failed.
• the adventures of the bailey school kids by marcia t. jones - oh god this shit was amazing
• tales of a fourth grade nothing & subsequent fudge titles by judy blume
• the phantom tollbooth by norton juster - honestly, i never was as connected to this book as i probably was to the others on this list, but i'd pick it over most, if not all, of them. does that make sense? .-.
• the babysitter's club by ann m. martin
• goosebumps by r.l. stine
• amelia bedelia by peggy parish - mum kinda forced this one on me. :T
• nancy drew by carolyn keene - i went through a looong nancy drew period.

"You get ideas from daydreaming. You get ideas from being bored. You get ideas all the time. The only difference between writers and other people is we notice when we're doing it." —Neil Gaiman

The creative process in 5 steps by Tablo:

• 1. Anticipation
  • You need to be warmed up to receive inspiration.
  • If you’re not prepared, you won’t know that it came and went.
• 2. Inspiration
  • Inspiration is everywhere.
  • Be faithful to all of your senses, including the 6th one.
• 3. Experimentation
  • Once you’re inspired, do whatever comes...

tea lock unlock time rapture hero howl who pandora oz clock clockwork genesis shakespeare graveyard ghost ghoul afternoon geisha tarot acrimony quest phantom legend folklore chronicle proverb tarry wicked jabberwocky wonderland nonsense loch westertoren carillon casanova hyle sanctum lore phantasmagoria folly twycross oldtimer woodsmoke zero seabird owl episkey lumos shire fairytale haiku limerick epiphany rhyme wingblade harlequin oddment ribcage misanthrope merlin slumber nitwit labyrinth vigilante verbatum archaic leviathan lantern humour tollbooth prelude epilogue abysmal dragonwell grim masquerade knight overslept antihero

mage behemoth orichalcum mythril highwind overkill gunblade keyblade

hades hyperion pan tartarus cerberus phobos deimos orpheus perseus icarus

odin thor ragnarok fenrir sleipnir ullr

• kanji tatsumi
• seifer almasy (either version)
• daisukenojo bito
• snow villiers
• shinjiro aragaki
• number of characters who are blonde: 4
• number of characters who wear a black beanie: 4
• number of characters who have a thug image: 5
• idk do i have a problem

white

• organic white ★☆☆☆☆
• island mango and peach ★★☆☆☆
• white rose ★★★☆☆
• youthberry ★★★☆☆

green

• straight ★★☆☆☆
• passion fruit and papaya ★★★☆☆
• strawberry misaki ★★★☆☆
• dragonwell ★★★★☆
• jade dragon mao feng ★★★☆☆
• peachberry jasmine sutra ★★★☆☆
• jasmine ★★☆☆☆
• jasmine (kim's) ★★★★☆
• matcha ★★★☆☆
• hojicha ★★★☆☆

oolong

• oolong ★★★☆☆

All art is political, otherwise it would just be decoration. And all artists have something to say, otherwise they'd make shoes. earl of oxford, anonymous

Everyone has their own little internal world - a secret garden only they can enter. Each world follows its own internal logic - individuality. And the logic of one world means nothing in another. joshua kiryu, the world ends with you

Everybody's hell is different. It's not all fire and pain. The real hell is your life gone wrong. albert, what dreams may come

None of us find as much kindness in this life as we should. the chairman, memoirs of a geisha

Once you've met someone, you never really forget them. zeniba, spirited away

These days, there are angry ghosts all around us. Dead from wars, sickness, starvation, and nobody cares. So you say you're under a curse. So what, so's the whole damn world. jigo, princess mononoke

The worst things in this world are being ..._sakae, summer wars_

kingdom hearts

• demyx
  • though probably not the greatest, he is forever and always one of my most favourite fictional characters.
• vanitas
• luxord
• xigbar
  • and braig
• i'd fit zack and seifer in here somewhere, but they're a given
• axel

final fantasy

• seifer fucking almasy
• zack fair
• zell dincht
• yuna
• laguna loire

things i want in excess:

• video game/band merchandise
• cans, bottles, little containers in general
• magazine clippings for my wall
• anything with a clock face on it
• tea
• piercings
  • tattoos
• disney dvds
• pokemon games
• quirky books
• childrens' novels
• time

things that make me angry:

• ignorance and idiocy
• when the internet isn't working
• when mum turns off the internet router/modem
• when anything bad happens to the internet in general :l
• sexism
  • especially the subtle, underlying sexism in movies and games
• racism
• when you show someone something, anything, and the next day they're fucking obsessed with it
• religious fanaticism
  • this goes for you, too, atheists.
• the fact that money dictates everything

• hayner/seifer
• ron/hermione
• arthur/eames
• kate/sawyer
• akihiko/shinjiro
• axis/rhys
• seifer/zell
• kou/daisuke
• ross/mona
• oz/gil
• maxxie/tony
• emily/naomi
• alisha/simon
• charlie/claire
• jack/sawyer (just a little)
• charlie/cocaine
  • best crack ship ever.
• zuko/honour
• iroh/tea
• zack/dreams

i am a bottomless pit

• bread of any type
  • bistro bordeaux's boule
  • croissants
  • focaccia with rosemary & sea salt
• shrimp of any type
• miso soup
• sushi
• anything from kruse & muer, especially:
  • bread loaves
  • charley's chowder
  • maryland stuffed mushrooms
  • maryland chicken
  • pizza
• tea
  • rooibos
  • loose dragonwell
• couscous

things that make me lazy:

• hot/humid weather
• familiar music
• cute movies
• schoolwork
• being asked to take care of something
• vanilla
• chamomile tea
• virtually anything + everything else

• growing up
• spiders and bugs inside a building
  • it's fine if you're outside. you belong out there. stay there. stay out of my house.
• heights
  • getting better with this one. put me on a mountain, and after an hour, i'll feel completely at home.
• the akuma of d.gray-man
  • amazing anime, but i couldn't sleep for a week after i watched the first episode.
• the unknown
  • including: deep water, outer space, the future
• being alone
• being around people

feminine

• daphne
• hailey
• i don't like female names ok

masculine

• wolfgang
• leonardo
• dante
• sebastian
• gabriel
• heath
• dimitri
• ludwig
• daniel
• isaiah
• silas

• book stores
• clock towers
• fast rapping
• whistling in songs
• clever lyricists
• sushi
• compliments from little kids
• editing for grammar mistakes
• watching someone do/talk about something they're really passionate about
• making eye contact with a band member on stage
• the feeling of walking outside without a coat after the winter
• when the ipod's shuffle reads my mind
• jk rowling-like humour
• good hair days
• late-night walks
• hearing a song i haven't heard in years
  • and still knowing the lyrics

• x x

"Life is really simple, but we insist on making it complicated." Confucius

"Graphic design is weird because there’s a part of you that’s an artist and there’s a part of you that has a real understanding that you’re doing commercial work." Marshall Rake

"If you just be safe about the choices you make, you don't grow." Heath Ledger

"Some folks are wise and some are otherwise." Tobias Smollett

"In three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life: It goes on." Robert Frost

"Nothing in life is to be feared. It is only to be understood." Marie Curie

"I get up. I walk. I fall down. Meanwhile, I keep dancing." Hillel

"If you're sleeping, someone else is working." that one senior from orientation

"Life is like cooking: before choosing wh..._Paulo Coelho_

• fulfilled desire - crisis core
• zero - bump of chicken
• when you were young - the killers
• million dollar houses - pierce the veil
• are we there yet - dumbfoundead
• wedding dress - taeyang
• end of an era - oliver boyd and the rememberalls
• i'll make a man out of you
  • sue me

spoiler alert yo

• crisis core's ending. no explanation needed.
• the part in twewy where beat starts crying in the miyashita park underpass and alsjdkf baby
• "looks like my summer vacation is... over."
• when kanji faces his shadow in p4
• yuna's sphere monologue in ffx don't even know why i cried but i did ok when tidus came walking across the screen without a care in the world i just lost it

turn-ons and whatnot:

• confidence & assertion; when they make the first move.
• a quick wit
• a good sense of humour
• smirks
  • smirks
    • smirks
• rolled-up sleeves
• stretched earlobes
• gamers, bookworms, nerds of any sort
• interesting tattoos - none of that random black symbol shit
• cute, flirty druggies
• when boys hold things in their mouths
  • pencils, pens
  • plastic utensils
  • dicks wait what

• mandatory reading
• the cold
• forgetting important things
• LOST's end credits theme music
• organized religion
• close-minded people
• teachers who force participation
• cheerio dust
• ketchup water
• tim burton's films
  • save for sweeney todd, which is great, but he technically didn't even come up with the concept or songs or anything so
• symmetry
• how my eyes adjust to the dark when i'm trying to fall asleep
• heights
• obsessive fangirls
• anything with over four legs

unfortunately they're all pretty damn popular ughghgh

• axel/roxas
• sora/riku
• akira/keisuke
• jack/eight
• zack/cloud
• souji/yosuke

• jason marsden
  • kovu, haku, noel kreiss, chase young, matt olsen
• troy baker
  • kanji tatsumi, snow villiers
  • please just father my children now yes okay good
• dante basco
  • zuko, jake long, gen. iroh ii
• crawford wilson
  • jet, beat
• grey delisle
  • azula, vicky, sam manson, frankie foster, yumi yoshimura, kimiko tohomiko
• tara baker

• giving more fucks
• lying less
  • or at least lying better
• not caring about what people think of me
• being nice
• working harder at school
• improving my handwriting
• being on time
• becoming better at word and puzzle games
• saving money (i used to be so good at this; what happened?)
• remembering that other people have feelings too

• finnish spitz
• keeschonden
• border collie
• shetland sheep dog
• finnish spitz
• finnish lapphund
• alaskan klee kai
• shikoku
• eskimo dogs
• tamaskan dog
• australian shepherd
• akita inu
• eurasier
• utonagan

things and people i'm jealous of:

• people that are comfortable around others, make friends easily, are charismatic, naturally draw people to them, etc., etc., ...
• really talented, creative artists and writers.
• straight-a students
• intelligence (not to be confused with the above)
• athletes
  • not even talented athletes, necessarily.
• pretty people: unblemished faces, big bright eyes, long eyelashes, nice eyebrows, etc.
• people unrestricted by lack of money
• assertion and confidence
• people with the ability to get over heartbreak/disappointment
• anyone who lives somewhere beautiful