- november 6 - because soriku makes me really upset
- november 9 - yeah sure why would he remember my name i'm not worth remembering
- november 14 - because i'm lonely and because life-ruining otps
- november 21-25 - because i'm lonely and because life-ruining otps
- november 27 - because the future scares me and losing innocence scares me and being lonely scares me and everything scares me
- november 28 - because people are so beautiful and i am so ugly
- november 29 - in first hour, in mrs. wright's office, in second hour, all through school
- november 30, december 1
- december 2 - because i realized my friends don't actually give a shit about me
- december 4 - "brb anyway ethan wants some hot chocolate" wish i had someone to get hot chocolate for. and then hailey talking about how if i lived there i'd actually have friends and people would like me and
- december 6-15 - i don't think i've ever felt shittier in my life
- december 21 - because i'm fucking pathetic
- december 23 - because certain stories makes me feel lonely
- december 26 - because i'm rarely invited to anything but always told about it while it's happening
- december 29 - seiner feels
- idk a lot here and there, couldn't be fucked to write them down, most on snowy days
- january 23 - seiner feels, emptiness
- missed some, mostly after certain events, seeing complete people, etc.
- february 9 - hayner hasn't been on in a week, so seifer's alone now, too.
- february 16 - because rachel's better than me at everything
- february 18 - while watching creation (granted, i was thinking about seifer's loneliness at the same time)
- february 19 - onesided akishinji fic
- february 20 - ffx ending. hayner signed off. rachel was being a dick. seiner amv that i still knew all the words to.
- february 24 - beautiful writing - the bridge or the pulley. god. damn.
- february 29 - for like three hours because seifer came back and i was supposed to have his spot
- march 03 - http://www.moonpants.org/txt/fog.html
- march 05 - because i didn't understand calc and fucked up my art project
- march 07 - because aki was sad and i lost prompto's spot
- march 12-14, 17-22, 24, 26, 27
- april 03 - mention of problems, no sleep
- too lazy to carry on
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