she is so beautiful and intelligent and intuitive and sexy and she read me like a book.

why is it that every time i find someone, they have a goddamn girlfriend?

i'm not gay. i swear. everybody around me says it, but it's not true. just because i've never been with a guy, i'm automatically a lesbian? okay. maybe i just happen to care more about what's in a person's mind than what's in their pants.

fuck. fuck everything.