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• Spectrum Calvin Harris Remix - Florence and the Machines
• Bass Cannon - Flux Pavilion
• Fire Hive - Knife Party
• Louder - DJ Fresh
• Louder Flux Pavilion Remix - DJ Fresh
• Gold Dust Flux Pavilion Remix - DJ Fresh
• Bonfire - Knife Party
• Don't You Worry Child - Swedish House Mafia
• Fade Into Darkness - Avicii
• Doomsday - Nero

• Spaceship Trolley Snatcha Remix - Kano
• Centipede - Knife Party
• Finale Melfrez Extended Cut - Madeon
• Hold You Thunkderskank Remix - Gyptian
• Lanterns ft. Sarah Howells - Vexare
• Make It Bun Dem - Skrillex
• Me & You Roksonix Remix - Nero
• Crave You Adventure Club Remix - Flight Facilities
• To The Stars Break The Noize & The Autobots Remix - Modestep
• Choices - Nero
• Rage City - Knife Party
• HyperParidise Flume Remix - Hermitude
• Last Time Knife Party Remix - Labrinth

• My thoughts late at night
• Being ignored
• Feeling left out
• Disappointing people
• Looking at myself
• Feeling lonely
• Thinking about my future
• My past
• No self control
• People reminding me of bad things
• My appearance
• Sad relatable songs
• Jealousy x 100
• When my nails break
• My inability to concentrate
• Over-thinking
• Fat
• Nightmares
• Having no money or a job
• Lonely old people
• Being put down

• Weed
• Cocaine
• Speed
• Shrooms
• Meth (Ice)
• LSD (Acid)
• DMT
• GHB
• Crack
• Xanax
• Roofies (Rohypnol)
• MDMA
• Bulbs (Nitrous oxide)
• Ketamine
• Oxy
• PCP
• Herion
• Valuim
• Morphine
• Codeine
• 2C-B

Things I love lately

• Cigarettes
• Sleep ins
• Scented candles
• Kawaii Pet Megu (lol at my life)
• Home made caramel coffee
• No responsibilities or stress whatsoever
• Zelda - Skyward Sword
• Hot chocolate
• My parents
• Goosebumps
• The dark
• Strawberry, cranberry and raspberry tea
• The colour white
• Going to bed early in the morning
• The moon
• Hot water bottles
• Being in love

Things that I don't like

• Thinking about the future

• Try to eat healthy
• Learn to cook more, and cook more often
• Swear less
• Write down my thoughts and feelings more
• Move on, the past is the past for a reason
• See my friends much more often
• Draw/doodle as much as I can
• Stop being negative about myself
• Find balance in my life
• Read a book at least once a month
• Make some new friends
• Read more scientific articles
• Buy more home organizational items
• Make goals and stick with them/to their deadlines
• Keep my promises
• Take more photo's
• Laugh more, cry/sook less
• Go out more and do more productive things

• Learn to sew
• Create more, destroy less
• Take more photo's
• Write, draw, paint
• Less internet, more outside
• Save up some money
• Keep things clean & organised
• Keep motivated
• Less self-harm
• Positivity
• Finish what I start
• 40kgs
• Exercise
• Learn to knit
• Be kind
• Read more

• Vanilla chai lattes
• Candles (yes I am still obsessed)
• Music
• Black Ops 2 & Assassins Creed 3
• Anime
• My bed and room
• Basically having 2 homes/ families
• Drawing flowers and nature
• Lists
• Chris ♡
• Cigarettes
• Reading books
• The sound of rain at night
• My tamagotchi
• Holding hands
• Getting goosebumps from music
• The beach
• Weed
• Weed
• Weed
• Feeling loved

• Sunlight Hurts my Eyes Dubstep Remix - Modestep
• Everyday Netsky Remix - Rusko
• Daydreamer - Flux Pavillion
• Rattle - Bingo Players
• Sun & Moon - Above And Beyond
• Breakin' A Sweat - Skrillex
• Hold On Sub Focus Remix - Rusko
• Internet Friends - Knife Party
• Kyoto - Skrillex
• I Can't Stop - Flux Pavillion
• Promises Skrillex Remix - Nero

• Chris
• My friends & my family
• Drugs (not being in my normal state of mind)
• Looking at the stars
• Being able to see my bones
• Waking up next to Chris
• Snuggling
• Remembering dreams
• Hot long candle lit bubble baths
• Holding hands in the car when Chris/I'm driving
• LSD
• Meeting people who are similar to me
• Meeting people that I don't hate for no reason
• Getting coffee with someone (preferably friends)
• Making lists
• Being surrounded by nature
• Cereal

For my room -

• Small glass bottles/vases all uniquely shaped (preferably with cork lids!)
• Beautiful shells
• Smooth rounded rocks
• Another dreamcatcher (because 3 is not enough)
• More crystals to add to my collection
• A medium sized black board that hangs on the wall
• Another mirror
• Small driftwood stick
• Organisational things to keep my room tidy

Clothes -

• Cute wooly beanie with a bobble on top
• Knitted jumper
• Long sleeved tops
• Knitted scarf
• More ugg boots

• Ode To Oi - TJR
• The Expedition - Armin Van Burren & Markus Schulz
• Million Voices - Otto Knows
• Dear New York - Firebeats & Schella
• I Could Be The One - Avicii vs Nick Romero
• MontBlanc - Bobby Burns
• We Own The Night - Tiesto & Wolfgang Gartner
• Phat Brams - Steve Aoki & Angger Dimas, Dimitri Vegas & Like Mike
• Unison - Porten Robinson Knife Party Remix
• Torrent - Sidney Sampson Ft Martin Garrix
• The Legend Of Zelda - Zedd
• Vandalism - Porter Robinson
• Original Don - Majer Lazer
• Power Glove - Knife Party
• Toulouse - Nicky Romero

• I Run This - Luminox
• Heads Will Roll ATrak Remix - Yeah Yeahs
• Not Giving In - Rudimental
• Mercy RL Grime & Salva Remix - Kanye West
• Epic Luminox Remix - Sandro Silva & Quintino
• Lies Zeds Dead Remix - Marina and the Diamonds
• Big Fat - Tonic
• Spaceman - Hardwell
• Who - Tujamo & Plastik Funk
• Reload - Sebastian Ingrosso & Tommy Trash

Things I love about Chris - to be cont.

• His eyes
• The way he looks at me
• His smell
• The nicknames he calls me
• He makes me breakfast every morning
• All his different laughs
• He rarely complains
• He always looks after me when I am sick
• His gorgeous smile
• His pretend sad face
• He treats me like a princess
• He makes me feel at home
• He knows when there is something wrong
• The way he always scrunches up his toes
• His messy hand writing
• He would drop everything for me
• He cares about his body
• He cares about me
• He buys me lovely things
• His little freckles and spots

• Photobooth photo's
• Big bonfire
• DIY projects
• Buy/use disposable camera's
• Road trip
• Eat yogurt icy-poles
• Exercise a lot
• Learn to knit
• Paint/draw on a canvas
• Plant flowers
• Make candles
• Design dream tattoo
• Thrift shop
• Eat healthily
• Camp on the beach
• Climb trees

• Sweet scented candles
• Rainbow tie-dye bedsheets
• Matching pillow covers
• Fake eyelashes
• Rings
• A stereosonic ticket
• Brown eyebrow pencil
• Black and white lacy hold-ups
• Strawberry lipbalm
• Little black dress I have my eyes on
• 40 40 40
• Fluffy bed socks
• Black beanie with a bobble
• Aqua nailpolish
• Tights
• A bunch of anime movies
• Books to read
• Matching lingerie
• My computer to be fixed
• Dye my hair blonde again
• Bake more food

• Chicken tonight (Golden honey mustard) and rice
• Cucumber
• Avocado and chicken sushi
• Mango
• Teriyaki chicken noodles
• Carrots
• Wonka fabuliscious sour w/ nerds
• Red apples
• Frozen berries
• Fat free vanilla yogurt
• Celery
• Bananas

- That I can never get sick of & have amazing memories attached to them

• Memories - David Guetta
• Lights Bassnector Remix - Ellie Goulding
• Wonderman Jacob Plant Remix - Tinie Tempah
• Gifted Ashton Shuffle Remix - N.A.S.A
• Cracks Flux Pavillion Remix - Freestylers
• The Island Steve Angello, AN21 & Max Vangeli Remix - Pendulum
• Mistake Dabruck & Klein Remix - Moby
• I Wish it Could Last (Clubbers Guide to Spring Version) - Sam La More
• Now You're Gone - Basshunters
• Pursuit of Happiness - Kid Cudi
• Pursuit of Happiness Steve Aoki Remix - Kid Cudi
• Pass Out - Tinie Tempah
• Mr Brightside - The Killers
• Sometimes Hook N Sling Remix - Miami Horr...

Personality wise -

• Stop being stubborn
• More control over my anger
• I need to be more loving, and show the people I love how much I love them
• Be a kinder person
• Stop judging everyone
• No more unnecessary sarcasm and smart ass comments
• Be a better daughter
• Stop being so motherfucking lazy and unmotivated
• Try to be more positive about everything
• Stop the harsh self criticism
• I need to try to understand the other persons point of view before shutting off what they say in my head
• Listen more, talk less
• Act as thankful as I feel
• Stop feeling sorry for myself
• Living in the past and loathing myself be...