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• tame impala
• marina
• queen
• ateez
• kendrick lamar
• p1harmony
• lady gaga
• key
• billie eilish
• sunmi
• twice
• stayc
• oneshot ost

• whiplash (2014)
  • everything about the directing, dialogue, and stress inducing scenes that make this movie the masterpiece that it is makes me just want to explode with rage and passion when i watch it. truly the art and tragedy of become one of the greats.
• the matrix (1999)
  • i probably describe this movie in a way that makes it sound better than it is, but what can i say. i basically have every scene memorized, am in love with both neo and trinity, and think that the themes and ideas were genuinely revoloutinary for its time, because they stay iconic and relevant to this day. we are never truly free.
• john wick (2014)

things i actively am aware that i should just watch already ... obviously i have more than this on an actual watchlist of everything

• supernatural
• imitation
• peaky blinders
• the night manager
• little women
• dexter
• django unchained
• sherlock holmes
• 3 idiots
• severance
• and everything robert sean leonard's ever been in
  • much ado about nothing
  • ground control
  • swing kids
  • my best friend is a vampire

• wentworth miller
• benedict cumberbatch
• tom hiddleston
• giancarlo esposito
• cillian murphy
• david tennant
• keanu reeves
• robert sean leonard
• lee dong wook
• johnny depp
• hugh dancy
• mads mikklesen
• gong yoo

no i am not proud of any of these

• "you can have all the faith you want in spirits, and the afterlife, and heaven and hell, but when it comes to this world, dont be an idiot. cause you can tell me you put your faith in god to get you through the day, but when it comes time to cross the street, i know you look both ways" (house; house m.d.)
• "look at me, im afraid, john. afraid. ive always been able to keep myself distant. divorce myself from feelings. but, look, you see? my body's betraying me. interesting, yes? emotions" (sherlock; sherlock)
• "one day you're gonna wake up, eat your breakfast, brush your teeth, go about your business. and sooner or later, you're gonna realize you haven't thought about it. none of it. and that's the moment you realize you can forget. when you know that's possible, it all gets easier" (mike; better call saul)
• "being miserable doesnt make you better t...__(wilson; house m.d.)__

• drawing
  • traditional with the graphite of my pencil, filling up sketchbooks and making stupid marks
  • painting/coloring ... working on it
• writing
  • i was nerfed with the inability to consistently work on a project :(
• editing/photography/ cinematography
• crochet
• journaling/scrapbooking
• building sets
• gaming
• theatre/acting
• watching film
• baking
• healthcare
• biology
• animals of all kinds

• discovered in 2019 during wonderland era
• really got into in 2021 during fireworks era
• seriouslyyy got into in 2024 right before iomt era
• bias hongjoong & wooyoung <3
• favorite song probably answer but i love their entire discography so much

wow i love these teezer boys dont ask me about a kpop stanlist or something i genuinely do not care about the rest of the industry (other than the music duh)

my fav albums/eps;

• ♬ the world ep.1: movement
  • favs; guerilla, cyberpunk, WDIG, new world
• ♬ the world ep.2: outlaw
  • favs; bouncy, dune, outlaw
• ♬ the world ep.fin: will
  • favs; silver light, we know, matz

currently playing/played before

• minecraft
• overwatch 2
• valorant
• genshin impact
• spiritfarer
• fortnite
• peak
• repo
• it takes two
• baba is you
• marvel rivals
• the sims 4
• phasmophobia
• subnautica
• identity v
• brawlhalla
• storyteller
• samsara room/cube escape paradox
• undertale
• mortal combat x

• orcas
  • the mistreatment of orcas/marine animals in seaworld/marineland
• rollercoasters and amusement park accidents
• the johnny depp vs. amber heard trial
• the 2022 beijing olympics for figure skating
  • 3A/alexandra trusova
• carpet cleaning videos and cafe drink making videos
• good mythical morning
  • ear biscuits, book of mythicality, the lost causes of bleak creek, everything rhett&link
• coryxkenshin's playthrough of simulacra + at dead of night
• DID (as in how it works, how it develops,...

• the sound of birds chirping after sunrise
  • specifically the sound of mourning doves, red-winged blackbirds, and blue jays
• sunny days with clear skies
• iced coffee
• the thrill of roller coasters
• long car rides
• discovering a new fixation and realizing how much content to consume you have ahead of you
• being a part of a fun big gathering where everyone is bouncing off of each other's personalities
• being able to acknowledge that you will miss the current moment you are in
• witnessing the bustle of people around you
• that fuzzy part of zoning out
• the morning of a day you've been anticipa...

• cleaning products
  • comet powder
  • pinesol mop liquid
• chlorine
  • subsequently, pools
• steam
• fresh laundry
• anything freshly baked/cooked
• printed paper
• ikea or like new shoes (that store smell)

• sherlock holmes (bbc specifically)
• crowley (good omens)
  • + aziraphale
• gregory house (house m.d.)
  • + james wilson
  • + lisa cuddy
• trinity (the matrix)
• loki (marvel)
• kimiko (the boys)
  • + frenchie
• jesse pinkman (breaking bad)
• gus fring (breaking bad)
• doctor strange (marvel)

a lot of this is for post hs me at this point... sigh...

• try to make the passion override the rot during uni
• expand your wardrobe; customize your avatar
• socialize more; join clubs and programs
• go on spotaneous walks
• fill more journals with the blessings you have
• force yourself to consume the media you keep putting off
• make more projects
• why are you such a lump of poo do your hobbies holy hell
• meet new people,, dont be afraid of it

descending from most recently watched, if its bolded i HIGHLY reccomend watching

• house m.d.
• a shop for killers
• bad and crazy
• strangers from hell
• the boys
• hannibal
• good omens
• loki
• patrick melrose
• wednesday
• better call saul
• breaking bad
• sherlock
• wandavision
• prison break
• squid game

• english
  • fluent in
• urdu
  • fluent in, cant read/write
• can read hangul & arabic
• can understand hindi (to some degree)
• knows the upmost barebones of french & korean
• would like to learn; arabic and urdu writing/reading