• kibble or kibbs or whatever name
• 18+ hehim bi+aspec (apothi)
• adhd bpd cptsd mdd
• this page is 18+ because i dont like minors
• i post my thoughts here ok. unfiltered. theres one rule here and its if u see something u dont like, scroll. we practice old fandom etiquette here..
• i dont care about proship/antiship i think both are equally annoying and terrible
• account may contain dead dove or other problematic and disturbing content

warning this part is a major TMI and also a major TW for mentions of SA, suicide, self harm, and the like.

• cptsd
  • i was diagnosed with ptsd around 16/17 i dont rlly remember. i suffered prolonged abuse as a child (emotional, physical, SA, COCSA) and i dont remember a lot of my childhood so most of those memories have only resurfaced by talking with my siblings. i had a lot of emotional outbursts and moments of very apparent disturbance of which i didnt recognize was out of the inability to cope with that trauma. now that im older i have more empathy for my younger self compared to when i used to really hate how i was. i still struggle a lot with ptsd episodes and triggers relating to SA and physical abuse specifically.
• bpd

main interests

• genshin
• honkai star rail
• houseki no kuni
• mo dao zu shi
• milgram
• tloh

things i like but not as insane about

• made in abyss
• dungeon meshi
• vtubers
• club suicide

other things

• hypnosis mic
• elsword
• bandori
• lain
• saya no uta
• persona 5

genshin

• kaeya
• diluc
• alhaitham
• kaveh
• wanderer
• furina
• citlali
• lan yan

honkai star rail

• aventurine - #1 kinner i get rlly upset when i see other aven kinners im srry. i cant control it /srs
• dr ratio - my beautiful wife who i lvoe very much i love dr ratio
• sunday - i like him but not his fans i ffind them rlly annoying im srry
• huohuo - my favorite girl . i do not take huohuo slander and u will be blocked on sight

✦ rated by how high and low i relate to them. ok with doubles just dont be annoying about it pls

• wanderer (GI) ✦✦✦✦✦
• aventurine (HSR) ✦✦✦✦✦
• phosphophyllite (HNK) ✦✦✦✦✦
• wei wuxian (MDZS) ✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦
• xue yang (MDZS) ✦✦✦✦
• ramuda amemura (HYPMIC) ✦✦✦
• mikage (envy phantom) ⯎⯎⯎
• lain ⯎⯎⯎
• sunday (HSR) ✦✦✦✦
• dimaond (HNK) ⯎⯎⯎
• kaeya (GI) ✦✦✦✦
• jing yuan (HSR) ⯎⯎⯎
• furina (GI) ⯎⯎⯎
• kaede (elfen lied) ⯎
• kaveh (GI) ✦✦✦
• shindo ringou (ClubSu) ✦✦✦✦
• togata (fire punch) ✦✦✦✦✦

♡ - favorite, ✿ - comfort, ⇄X/O - no switch or switch i wont knock u for not liking the same things so pls have the same courtesy. also i put importance on the order of names in the ships to signify top/bottom ok

main

• ratiorine ✿⇄O still one of my all time faves.. i like doomed, toxic, and healthy ver idc. food is food
• luckae ♡✿⇄XXXX im a "they are not siblings" truther and if u want to fight me on it, go talk to actual chinese ppl abt the original cn text of the game. thank u.
• jingheng ✿⇄O also one of my all times.. i just think theyr in love.
• kavetham ♡⇄X i just like bottom alhaitham ok
• wangxian ♡✿⇄XXXX I LOVE U WANGXIAN FOREVER.
• xuexiao / xueyangxiaoxingcheng ♡⇄O
• phoscairn/fosukan