Where to even start.. lol. My boyfriend. Hes amazing. When we first started talking it was a little unexpected. Then we stopped because of something... then months later we started dating/talking again. My feelings at the time were freakin confusing. Ive never had a time in my life where I was actually indecisive about my feelings. Usually when I date someone I know what I want. Haha but anyway, since after my birthday in 2011 hes changed so much. He may not notice that, or maybe he does. Hes opened up to me a lot too.. I guess its fair I do the same. Its not fair to him that I havent been opening up. Its so hard for me.. But im really trying. Im really falling for this guy everyday haha. Thank the lawd he doesnt read this. I sound so stupid :)