This week has been a tough week, i worked a lot of hours for one of my roles and on top of that i feel out of place with my friends, and my dad just got his surgery on friday. One of the worst feelings ever is having to sit and wait for the news to see if your loved ones will make it. But its life, and thats why im so calm about it. I pray that my dad doesnt have cancer, but waiting for the news is killing me inside.

Its a struggle but i dont consider this a problem. I dont consider my struggles as problems anymore because people have it worse than i do.