I really need some girlfriends.. I thought I had a solid girlfriend but she really just back stabbed me.. Out of all the friends I had I never thought she would be the one to do that to me. First of all, I had her back.. even though she could be so annoying, I would have her back no matter what. But I guess it wasnt like that with her. Hanging out with my cousin talking sh*t about me so she can be close with her. And then she lies to me about one of my boyfriends past. She knew how uncomfortable I would be with that, I would never put her in that position if she had a bf. Thats so uncomfortable being in a room with your lovers past. I mean I was pretty mad for so many reasons that night. And that night I told myself it was over between me and her. And this is also why I barely hangout with girls. Ella was the only cool girl -__- but shes like a dude LOL. But I cant even hangout with her because she hangs out with angelica too. And angelica is always trying to kick it with her. Sigh. I need a gf :/ I have guy friends but I need a GF :( Im tired of being surrounded by guys haha. I need girl time! This is so saddening lmao