• Rough draft for a short film im writing for.

Its funny how I put up this front about not showing that it bothers me, but deep down, it’s killing me. I don’t know. Each day still gets harder and harder, but now that I think about it, hiding my feelings and not saying how I feel to anyone might be a better option for me. Life has been a lot different without you. It’s an amazing thought how you’ve put me through all of these tests and obstacles and in the end, it’s still you that I want. Life, according to how I live it, is incredibly unfair. I don’t know what to think anymore. Waiting is painful, but not waiting is like death. Is it the fact that I’m still here for you no matter what, the reason why it’s so hard on the both of us? Have you ever thought how it would be like if I weren’t there anymore? Crazy thought, huh? But that’s how I feel each day about you. After what happened, you haven’t spoke to me, gave me any sort of apology, or even tried to keep in contact. Maybe this time you’re for reals about being done? My heart has been constantly aching and even as I’m typing up this blog, it feels like I now have a hole where my heart used to be. I can’t help, but wonder if one day, any day, you will look back on this and regret what happened between us? Or if you have ever thought for just a quick second that maybe, possibly, this isn’t the way that it should be?