I can't begin to express how disappointed i am in my boyfriend.. Like through everything we've been through... He would flirt with someone and on top of that text her? I would never let someone come into our relationship like that. Why would you even consider making me feel that way..Im not suppose to feel jealous... You're suppose to make other bitches jealous.. I just don't understand why. And like my ass is giving you a second chance? I honestly don't even know why i did that. Because I lost so much feelings right there, and lost a whole lot of damn respect for you. It hurts so much, but at the same time i kind of understand. BUT ALSO at the same time it just shows you're willing to let someone get in between our relationship. I DONT DO THAT BULLSHIT. Like idk i guess I'm trying to process what just happened. But best believe I'm not making him my only option... Because even though I "love him" still, its half way gone...