im soooo so sleepy...im listening to some relaxing music in preparation for falljng asleep, and brushing my teeth and doing everything right, so pleeease please let me sleep all through the night, because i did not sleep well last night and my day has been absolutely miserable TT_TT

i used to sleep so soundly it was impossible to wake me up. my alarm clock would blare for about three minutes before i finally was able to open my eyes and move. i had the most vivid dreams, lots of flying but not with wings, just my body. once i had a nightmare i switched bodies with my cat and she took over my life and made everyone hate me. i dont think ive had that strange of a dream ever since. my sleep was never the same after i got an ipod touch - yay, a device that blares light directly into my eyes and makes it possible for me to stay up until 2am! well, i was writing gay shit in the notes app. it was time well spent.

but i'm just anxiously procrastinating layying down cuz im worried about not sleeping. counterintuitively, i cant sleep without laying down. Goodnite!

nov 16 2023 ∞
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