• i need to draw more
• draw

• be kind to myself
• start therapy again
• get a job and a car
• move out
• listen to new music
• get rid of things that i no longer need
• hold myself to realistic expectations

• kìjik
• clover
• mouse
• unnamed deer
• unnamed basenji

• the raven king maggie stiefvater
• persepolis marjane satrapi
• unmasking autism: discovering the new faces of neurodiversity devon price
• the last days of judas iscariot stephen adly guirgis
• giovanni's room james baldwin
• tender is the flesh agustina bazterrica
• beautiful boy: a father's journey through his son's addiction david sheff
• how to train your dragon (full series) cressida cowell
• the unabridged journals of sylvia plath sylvia plath

• the boys (season 1, ep 3)
• house md (season 3, ep 2)
• the amazing digital circus (episode 8)
• death note (season 1, ep 20)

• shadows cast by stars catherine knutsson
• a mango shaped space wendy mass
• we were liars e. lockhart
• the song of achilles madeline miller
• every day david levithan
• happyface stephen edmond
• the crazy man pamela porter
• the raven cycle maggie stiefvater
• half-light collected poems frank bidart

• septum
• eyebrow
• bridge
• labret
• double nose

• bones and all
• the crow
• jennifer's body
• the banshees of inisherin
• the minecraft movie.
• elvira
• little women
• dinner in america
• isle of dogs
• wolfwalkers
• submarine
• donnie darko
• me and you and everyone you know
• leave no trace
• little miss sunshine
• brokeback mountain
• scream 4
• the perks of being a wallflower
• manic
• sorry, baby
• dead poets society

26 07 06

• it gets really lonely sometimes. i want to form deeper connections and hug my friends and hold them.
• i must get rid of a lot more things. i've downsized a pretty good portion of my closet, but i still have stuff i don't need or that is simply taking up space.
• it's hard to come to terms with just how much i dislike myself. comparing myself to others is an awful habit of mine, one i'm not sure how to break. i want to feel happy with who i am and totally unmask.. i hide so many parts of me. i complain about people not 'seeing' me and then hide who i am... i do it to myself.
• i'll start therapy soon. thank god for that! i seriously have so much to talk about, i'll need to create a list.. can the day come any sooner??
• being eighteen has sucked so far. it's di...

• fluttershy
• merida
• judy hopps
• bingo heeler
• atreus
• max caulfield
• yotsuba
• fuusuke (a boy's scar)
• derpy
• flufflepuff
• harmony (splatoon)
• kenma kozume
• hitoka yachi
• saoirse (song of the sea)
• patty (dinner in america)
• taiga aisaka
• power
• fran bow
• mae borowski

• foxes
• drawing
• illit
• reese's chocolate
• a Lot of video games
• visual novels
• animated shows and movies
• listening to music
• my little pony
• anime (rewatching aot rn :3)
• littlest pet shop
• my cat, cico
• woodland animals
• websites!! rentry, neocities, strawpage...