• ballad of songbirds and snakes
• the wonderful story of henry sugar
• power of the dog
• triple frontier
• madame web
• on the basis of sex
• dune 2
• anna
• magic mike's last dance
• the eternals
• elemental
• american fiction
• civil war
• the little things
• x
• noah
• mulan: live action
• the little mermaid: live action
• horizon: an american saga
• the accountant
• outlaw king

• strategic relocation book
• eat your flowers cookbook
• charles wysocki puzzles
• dvd/blueray player with remote
• everyman's library books
• quilted jacket
• lotta from stockholm clogs
• catbird diamond pinprick necklace
• new scrapbook for nick and I
• birdies nude loafers
• immersion blender
• anthropologie teacups
• puzzle table
• prairie homestead cookbook
• mother grains cookbook
• mccall's candles
• half baked harvest: super simple cookbook
• wild sweetness cookbook by thalia ho
• white essential oil diffuser
• doen white june blouse

• munich- the edge of war
• passing
• something from tiffany's
• talented mr. ripley
• the pale blue eye
• thelma and louise
• redeeming love
• ondine
• house of gucci
• the fallout
• ticket to paradise
• el camino
• spiderhead
• the devil all the time
• love and monsters
• spiderman: far from home
• spiderman: no way home
• super 8
• unbroken
• inheritance
• g.i. jane

• the goldfinch
• father of the bride
• a rainy day in new york
• chaos walking
• wonder woman 1984
• lansky
• an inspector calls
• gone with the wind
• luca
• jane eyre
• eternal sunshine of the spotless mind
• good will hunting
• the borrowers
• the report
• a marriage story
• the batman
• mermaids
• walk the line
• finding you
• don't look up
• the dressmaker

• salt
• franklin and the treasure of turtle lake
• the descendants
• soul
• iron man 2 + 3
• the avengers
• star wars episode 3 + 4
• lady macbeth
• the billionaire boy's club
• malcolm and marie
• framing britney spears
• barefoot in the park
• thor 2
• captain america: the winter soldier
• guardians of the galaxy 1 + 2
• raya and the last dragon
• the lady vanishes
• the blue lagoon
• kill your darlings
• beautiful boy
• the dig

• velma (nissan altima)
• agnes (2000 toyota camry)
• suzy (2018 subaru crosstrek)

• the advocate
• nelson mandela, jon snow, martin luther king jr
• diplomat
• dreamers and doers
• idealism, inspiring to others
• one on one settings instead of groups
• making people comfortable to opening up around them
• very passionate
• don’t care about logistics or mechanical workings, care about whether their work helps people
• empathetic, enthusiastic, introverted
• make great counselors
• great problem solvers, dislike confrontation
• philosophers or spiritual leaders
• purpose in life is helping others
• inborn sense of idealism and morality, instead of idle dreamers, they *can take co...

• dorothy
• britney spears, à la hit me baby one more time
• rachel green
• a witch
• laura dern in jurassic park
• coraline
• velma from scooby doo
• rosie the riveter
• little red riding hood
• female beetlejuice- purple eyeshadow, green wig, striped pants
• morticia and gomez addams
• me as poison ivy, claire as harley quinn
• sexy edna mode

• zoe kravitz
• jessica chastain
• emelia clarke
• holland roden
• amy adams
• leslie mann
• madelaine petsch
• emma watson
• lupita nyongo
• elle fanning
• ruby rose
• elizabeth olsen
• amanda seyfried
• jennifer anniston
• zooey deschanel
• lucy liu
• bernadette peters
• phoebe tonkin
• rachel weiss (the mummy)
• natalie dormer
• zendaya

• the danish girl
• what we do in the shadows
• emma
• john mulaney: the comeback kid
• onward
• the tourist
• jack and the beanstalk
• spiderman: into the spiderverse
• anna karenina
• abominable
• where'd you go bernadette
• fast color
• where hands touch
• doolittle
• midsommar
• memoirs of a geisha
• ps i still love you
• the matrix
• when harry met sally
• how to train your dragon
• the willoughbys

• the other boleyn girl
• did you hear about the morgans
• IO
• bandersnatch
• columbus
• velvet buzzsaw
• silence of the lambs
• breaking in
• a simple favor
• like mike
• the truman show
• girl, interrupted
• 9 to 5
• mystic pizza
• divine secrets of the ya-ya sisterhood
• jane austen book club
• music and lyrics
• little chaos
• extremely wicked, shockingly evil, and vile
• monster in law

• an absolutely remarkable thing
• the raven boys
• the dream thief
• blue lily, lily blue
• the raven king
• vampires in the lemon grove
• snow and rose
• practical magic
• city of ghosts
• the hazelwood
• my year of rest and relaxation
• truly devious
• the vanishing stair
• the hand in the wall

• selling spirituality- the silent takeover of religion- jeremy caret and richard king
• bottled goods- sophie van llewyn
• the theory of leisure class- thorstein veblen
• the overspent american: why we want what we don't need- juliet b schor
• shiny objects: why we spend money we don't have in search of happiness we can't buy- james a roberts
• the status seekers- vance packard
• amusing ourselves to death: public discourse in the age of show business- neil postman
• no logo- naomi klein
• call of the mall: the geography of shopping- paco underhill
• a consumer's republic: the politics of mass consumption in postwar america- elizabeth cohen

• the fall
• moonrise kingdom
• monty python and the holy grail
• pleasantville
• legally blonde
• clueless
• the heathers
• serendipity
• lolita
• sound of music
• meet the robinsons
• amelie
• la la land
• fried green tomatoes
• mona lisa smile
• miss pettigrew lives for a day
• atonement
• beetlejuice
• edward scissorhands
• what about bob
• hocus pocus

• murdoch mysteries
• bob's burgers
• bojack horseman

Animes

• princess jellyfish
• yuri on ice (s1, ep11)
• kiss him, not me
• nanbaka
• aoharu x kikanjuu
• one punch man

Kdramas

• boys over flowers (s1 ep12)
• the legend of the blue sea
• flower boy ramen shop
• the poet warrior youth
• weightlifting fairy
• goblin
• w: two worlds
• to be continued (astro)

• fitz and the tantrums/bea miller/for king and country
• portugal the man
• hippocampus
• greensky bluegrass
• mac ayres
• lizzo/jon bellion/louis tomlinson/lovely the band

• Chattanooga (DONE)
• New Orleans (DONE)
• Salem, MA
• New York City
• Chicago (DONE)
• Panama City Beach (DONE)
• Disneyworld
• Atlanta (DONE)
• LA (DONE)
• Vegas (DONE)
• Flagstaff (DONE)
• Joshua Tree
• Hawaii
• PCH/San Fran trip
• Sedona (DONE)
• Grand Canyon (DONE)
• Mexico (DONE)

• zodiac (leo)
• celtic zodiac (holly)
• myers-briggs (infj)
• enneagram (2/6) (claire is a 4)
• four humours (choleric)
• aryuvedic dosha (vata)
• harry potter house (gryffindor)
• divergent faction (candor or dauntless)
• love language (physical touch)
• love attitudes scale (mania and storge)
• the animal in you (wild cat)
• life path number (9)
• dungeons and dragons alignment (chaotic good)
• dark triad (narcissism)
• soul type (performer)
• rosenberg self esteem scale (18/30)
• brain laternization test (right)
• 7 deadly sin (pride)
• 7 heavenly virtue (kindness)

• woman with daisies//emile vernon
• the fitting//victor schramm
• love thought & life//maximilian pirner
• hatred frenzy & death//maximilian pirner
• woman in a yellow dress//max kurzwell
• the orange tree//Gustave caillebotte
• the bubble boy//paul

• arithmetic

• doctor who (s9 ep8)
• sherlock (done)
• lost
• game of thrones (done)
• orange is the new black (s1 ep6)
• gilmore girls
• gilmore girls: a year in the life (done)
• switched at birth (s1 ep28)
• finding carter (done)
• agent carter (done)
• reign (done)
• portlandia
• teen wolf (s5 ep17)
• modern family (done)
• buffy the vampire slayer
• black mirror (done)
• girls hbo (done)
• big bang theory
• new girl
• mindy project
• criminal minds

• she's the man
• the butcher's wife
• princess diaries 2
• sex and the city 2
• death becomes her
• midnight in paris
• roman holiday
• thumbelina
• 9 to 5
• the heathers
• halloweentown
• stardust
• les mis
• mockingjay part 1 and 2
• my fair lady
• ghost
• never been kissed
• sweet home alabama
• legally blonde
• pretty woman

• mom- cancer
• dad- libra
• abbie- aries
• me- leo
• pam- libra
• grandma- scorpio
• grandpa- scorpio
• aunt kris- libra
• miki- taurus
• billy- gemini
• jake- scorpio
• aunt kimi- cancer
• zach- gemini
• drew- libra
• luis- aries
• michelle- aquarius
• steven- aries
• yari- sagittarius
• fernando- taurus
• leticia- cancer

• me- mackenzie foy, shailene woodley, beck from you, lexie gray (gray's anatomy)
• abbie- emma stone
• dad- matt damon, james hetfield (metallica lead singer), cody (husband from sister wives)
• mom- sandra bullock (practical magic), jennifer garner
• claire- lili reinhart, taylor swift
• luis- mena massoud (live action aladdin)
• aunt kimi- britney spears
• aunt kris- cameron diaz, kate hudson, kris jenner, khloe kardashian
• grandma- julie andrews
• grandma susie- cher
• aunt jill- lisa kudrow (phoebe from friends)
• uncle billy- drake bell
• uncle greg- victor garber
• anthony- rami malek, the guy from john tucker must die

• mountain men
• witch hunt
• the gardener
• lesbian garden witch
• the love me knots
• dustbowl revival
• ukuladies
• high speed gardening
• robin and the hood
• party city pimp suit
• florist and the marine
• lemon water- song name

• li shang
• mulan
• kokoum (pocahontas)
• the beast from beauty and the beast (but at the end when he's human and he has long hair and a ripped shirt!)
• zuko
• milo thatch
• kida
• danny phantom
• david from lilo and stitch
• jasmine
• moses (prince of egypt)
• kasim (aladdin's dad in king of thieves)
• tiana's dad
• tarzan's dad
• dolores from encanto

• what does a nosy pepper do? gets jalepeño business
• what do you call a fake noodle? an impasta
• what kind of bear has no teeth? a gummy bear
• what did the buffalo say to his son when he left for college? bison
• how does jesus make his tea? he brews it
• what are slums of italy called? the spaghetto
• why did the ghost cross the street? to get to the other side
• what did the mermaid wear to math class? an algae- bra
• why should you never trust an atom? they make up everything
• why does snoop dogg need an umbrella? fo drizzle
• what do you call a fish with no eyes? a fsh

• immaculate
• trollop
• jezebel
• harlot
• manuscript
• tchotchke
• ephemeral
• tincture
• chrysanthemum
• lilac
• autumnal
• synecdoche
• linguist
• anarchy
• epiphany
• soliloquy
• iridescent
• omnipotent
• salacious
• reprimand
• porridge

• catholicism
• sanguine
• squelch
• lovely
• lady
• percolate
• nonsense
• laboriously
• ambiance
• rainlittered
• clad
• valiant
• vivacious
• provocative
• catacomb
• ceremonious
• psychedelic
• relinquish
• myriad
• seldom
• kerfuffle

have watched:

• the amityville horror
• dark skies
• monster
• the hallow
• hush
• the lazarus effect
• abcs of death
• kristy
• the uninvited

to watch:

• babadook
• the shining
• house of wax
• the texas chainsaw massacre
• the blair witch project
• the awakening
• the human centipede
• the curse of chucky
• the fly

• macbeth (michael fassbender)
• labyrinth
• curious case of benjamin button
• the birds (alfred hitchcock)
• stranger than fiction
• war of the worlds
• x-men
• dan in real life
• you've got mail (DONE)
• french kiss (meg ryan)
• painted veil
• belle du jour
• king and I
• ed wood (1994)
• rushmore
• cloud atlas
• who's afraid of virginia woolf
• planes, trains, and automobiles
• eraserhead
• good will hunting
• eternal sunshine in the spotless mind

• mehrangarh fort in jodhpur rajasthan, india
• tomb of akbar the great in sikandra, uttar pradesh, india
• bayon temple in angkor thom, cambodia
• li river in guangxi province, china
• andaman islands in adnaman and nicobar islands union territory, india
• city palace in jaipur, rajasthan
• jardin botanico de buenos aires
• buenos aires zoo
• umaid bhawan palace lobby, jodhpur, rajastan, india
• hagia sophia, istanbul
• capitoline hill, colosseum, rome
• chand baori, large stepwell in abhaneri village in indian state of rajasthan
• regallalang rice terrace in ubud, bali
• taj mahal
• butterfly reef, fiji
• jantar mantar in jaipur, india- big maze ...

• see the northern lights
• visit all 50 states
• go to a new york broadway show
• make a time capsule
• see a proposal (done- chicago skydeck 2016)
• join a protest
• get henna (done)
• see a show at the globe theater
• go to a fashion show
• get my future told by a psychic (done- phoenix march 2018)
• times square new year's eve
• go to every disney park on earth
• swim in a fake mermaid tail
• see cirque du soleil (done- vegas jan. 2019)
• visit all continents- including antarctica
• see starry night in person
• get skydiving certification

• virgin suicides
• catch me if you can
• labor pains
• life size
• crazy stupid love
• john tucker must die
• the other woman
• bad moms
• this is 40
• school of rock
• golden compass
• leap year
• easy a
• sydney white
• she's the man
• made of honor
• coraline
• corpse bride
• big fish
• love, rosie
• only you (destino movie)

all the dragons in our lives

are perhaps princesses

expecting us to be handsome and brave

all the terrifying things

are perhaps nothing

but helpless things

waiting for us to help them

(Jean-Luc Godard, originated from Rainer Maria Rilke's "Letters to a Young Poet #8")

"It doesn't happen all at once,' said the Skin Horse. 'You become. It takes a long time. That's why it doesn't happen often to people who break easily, or have sharp edges, or who have to be carefully kept. Generally, by the time you are Real, most of your hair has been loved off, and your eyes drop out and you get loose in th...

• fight leverage with leverage
• people let their guard down midswing
• people don't search for the hunted among the hunters
• go for the shins
• "cowardice isn't quaint, it's sly and aggressive" (doctor who, season 6, episode 11: the god complex)

• buy clothes, wear out, then return it
• sharing studio apt, lofted beds
• RA in college- free housing
• don't overorder food, or take leftovers home
• go vegetarian
• eat where they have free bread or chips and salsa
• no car= no gas, insurance, payments
• only buy goodwill/vintage clothing
• learn to sew
• hang clothes outside in summer to dry- save on utilities
• no lights during daytime
• workout from home
• skip flushes if you live alone
• navy shower- only turn water on to get wet and then again to wash off
• skip showers, use dry shampoo
• only charge electronics at school/work
• share wifi with friends

• the six deaths of the saint
• a marvellous light
• a dowry of blood
• fable
• nine liars
• belladonna
• a fragile enchantment
• nettle and bone
• the cruel prince
• the wicked king
• the queen of nothing
• agnes at the end of the world
• what moves the dead
• a tempest of tea
• pumpkinheads

• the bone houses
• anatomy: a love story
• sky in the deep
• the box in the woods
• red white and royal blue
• silver in the wood
• bone crier's moon
• circe
• daughter of the pirate king
• daughter of the siren queen
• divine rivals
• ruthless vows
• a court of frost and starlight
• i'm glad my mom died
• the inheritance games

• lu hough
• leighton meester in monte carlo
• allie from the notebook
• miss frizzle from the magic school bus
• amy sedaris
• maria from the sound of music (really the whole color palette from that movie)
• any period piece, but specifically- titanic, tuck everlasting, pirates of the caribbean, ever after, outlander, reign, the great, phantom of the opera, little women 2019 movie, gone with the wind, pride and prejudice, miss fisher's, atonement, anne of green gables, the beguiled
• dakota johnson
• dita von teese
• jess from new girl
• lolita
• audrey hepburn
• holland roden in teen wolf
• barbie in the nutcracker

• ascendant- capricorn (ambitious, practical, down to earth, cold, responsible, bad bitch, money position and power are important, project competence, labeled as responsible from a young age, worry about security)
• sun- leo (courageous, affectionate, powerful, generous, can be lazy and self centered, leadership, creativity, inwardly sensitive, feelings get hurt easily, flair for the dramatic, generous, need to feel appreciated)
• moon- libra (sympathetic, agreeable, considerate, making people feel accepted and appreciated, good reasoning powers, avoid confrontation, strive for peace and harmony, unsuited for physical labor, desire to be liked by everyone)
• mercury- leo (how you communicate), strong opinions, wholeheartedly identify with beliefs, warm and entertaining story tell...

• boticelli
• sweet pea
• lemon
• blossom
• basil
• clementine
• huckleberry
• kingsley
• puck
• fern
• eleanor
• pudge
• pippa
• camper
• fish
• cricket
• bambi
• poppy
• marigold
• georgia
• phoebe

• matt corby
• eddie redmayne
• dylan o'brien
• jason momoa
• josh hutcherson
• idris elba
• matthew gray gubler
• skandar keynes
• noah centineo
• ryan gosling
• patrick dempsey
• cole sprouse
• joe keery
• finn wolfhard
• corbin bleu
• sam smith
• anthony ramos
• lucas jade zumann
• ross lynch
• joe wright
• heath ledger

• a racial reckoning
• her tea leaves
• the sartorialist
• the non sequitur
• milk tea, wedding bells
• and i’m like gobsmacked
• and you’re just floored
• machinations
• devil may care
• a potpurri of it all
• like a spectre in the night

• macabre
• 
but dear reader
• 
opened my mouth and it’s like frogs started falling out

• until the cows come home

• kindred spirit
• 
pitch a fit

• fucking bodied
• even cowgirls get the blues
• that cheesecake has me humming

• marie antoinette
• atomic blonde
• diary of a chambermaid
• hard candy
• wedding crashers
• 10,000 bc
• fast and the furious 4
• the conjouring
• how to steal a million
• big eyes
• 47 meters under
• i, tonya
• america's sweethearts
• ocean's eleven
• no escape
• queen of katwe
• black panther
• easy virtue
• wild oats
• i love you, man
• the money pit

• amelie
• kubo and the two strings
• interstellar
• ender's game
• rush
• zootopia
• la la land
• whiplash
• fast and the furious
• fundamentals of caring
• that awkward moment
• colonia
• shakespeare in love
• amadeus
• mockingjay part II
• the space between us
• moana
• howl's moving castle
• finding dory
• magic mike
• magic mike 2

• modern family
• miss fisher's murder mysteries
• reign
• revenge
• friends
• pushing daisies
• outlander
• the chilling adventures of sabrina
• over the garden wall
• doctor who
• sherlock
• agent carter
• the mentalist
• peaky blinders

• titanic
• sound of music

• blackfish
• zeitgeist
• jesus camp
• joan of arc
• earthlings
• virunga
• animal odd couples
• maximum tolerated dose
• parrot confidential
• the cove
• vanishing bees
• hoop dreams
• jig DONE
• invisible war
• peaceable kingdom
• mermaids: the body found DONE
• the rich kids of instagram DONE
• how powerful is Donald trump DONE
• minimalism DONE
• given DONE
• voyeur

• vegas in january
• deleted instagram february 1st
• dallas in april
• abbie turns 16
• nashville in may
• 21st bday
• LA in august
• got a car! august
• moving back to nashville- thanksgiving

• visited dad in AZ
• got first tattoo
• dyed hair
• did taxes!
• visited aunt jill in KC
• took real estate classes
• paid student loans
• pcb
• moved to AZ
• paid parking ticket
• turned 20
• speeding ticket + traffic school
• trip to sedona/grand canyon
• beauty- went completely organic/natural
• car accident
• third lobes pierced again
• went platinum!/cut off hair
• got fired for the first time
• mexico- first time out of the country!
• flower girl in aunt jill's wedding
• nashville for christmas

• got first job
• moved in with sky
• moved in with luis
• lost virginity
• got drunk for the first time (new year's eve)
• got sick drunk for the first time (summer)
• got my own bank account at fb
• got a raise
• first concert
• tried marijuana (brownie)
• got license
• job at the vie
• bought iphone + phone bill
• paying for contacts
• got my own apartment
• electricity in my name
• went to new orleans/biloxi beach
• volunteered at pride fest
• turned 19!

• thespian president, stars leadership president
• campaign manager at thescon
• matilda the musical
• started growing out hair
• backpainting, performance showcase animal makeup
• spring break + lindsey
• dated z, c dated z, prom, fwb
• graduated high school
• opened checking/debit card
• registered to vote/lived through trump inauguration
• turned 18
• visited abbie
• started college
• met sky
• worked at haunted house
• chicago trip- greyhound bus, couchsurfing, uber
• tried alcohol for the first time

• styrofoam
• being ignored or left out
• the word "boobs"
• being called "young lady" or "ladies"
• belly buttons
• blood and gore
• hampsters/guinea pigs
• horses
• driving

• space
• the ocean
• giving birth, being pregnant
• being buried alive
• puppets
• paralysis (like being conscious under anesthesia)
• AI

Sound:

• typewriter or keyboard clacks
• purring cats
• rain on windows
• fire crackling

Scent:

• cilantro
• sunscreen
• popcorn balls (melted butter and marshmallows)
• strawberry kids shampoo
• ambrette

Sensation:

• sore muscles
• cold swimming pool
• sun on your face
• someone playing with your hair
• holding hands