I don't think I'm going to be around for too much longer because:

• I didn't have a chance to develop any marketable skills before I got injured and then subsequently really sick (art and fursuit making are not profitable or marketable)
• You have to pay to exist in this country and they really don't care much for disabled people here
• I am liable to get murdered, simply for the fact that Wyoming doesn't care about protecting any queer kids like me
• Not many people really support me and I'm on my own

I think I'd rather die with some semblance of dignity and in the way I want rather than wait around to get even sicker and endure even more pointless suffering. I don't want to be fifty and wake up with the crushing reality that my legs don't work anymore.