Seriously?

I can't be the only Weirdo Cringetastic Otherkin who...

• has wanted a fursuit
• has made themselves a fursuit
• has spent a p considerable chunk of time getting good at said craft
• has maybe even made suits for other Non-Humans

The fandom is not the best place in the best of circumstances, for anything , so it'd make sense that there would be people interested in just the costuming side of it, whether for personal interest, business, or both.

There is no way that I am the only loser out there who has wanted to look like themselves on the outside so badly , and had such drive to do this that they were willing to spend a considerable part of their time either constructing or making enough money to get a suit.

The Furry Fandom is about putting on a co..._BECOME_ something. If you are Non-Human (Therian..._inside_ on an intrinsic level.

People often ask me about why I label myself as chronically ill, and while I do believe I'm owed some privacy, I don't want to ignore these people.

Here is a list of my health issues, and I do want to make it absolutely CLEAR that these conditions have all been diagnosed by a professional.

• Nerve Damage/Neuropathy in Lumbar(back)/Sciatic(legs) region after an injury in 2009
• Arthritis in Lumbar
• 　Dysthymia (chronic depression)
• 　PTSD (post traumatic stress disorder), Diagnosed in 2014.
• 　Hyperacusis (decreased sound tolerance), Diagnosed January 2019 - Related to PTSD diagnosis
• I previously suffered from metabolic/severe medical issues related to obesity until October 2017, but these have largely been resolved due to proper medical care.

• I didn't go to the con in Denver because the person who offered the room didn't bother reserving, and that's like ConPrep 101. It looks like I avoided getting scammed, luckily.
• Will try for ACFI in October.

• instagram
• neopets
• chicken smoothie
• I used to have accounts on
  • DeviantArt
  • FurAffinity
  • Twitter
  • Tumblr
  • Facebook

but I received so many death threats, and was put into actual physical danger by using these platforms (mainly from dealing with violent members of the Furry Fandom) so I don't use these anymore.

You do not get a medal for treating disabled people with basic respect.

• None of us CHOSE or WANTED this in any way
• Patronising and infantilising is not basic respect
• You really want to help? Then listen. Try to help us make things better for ourselves instead of pitying and feeling sorry for us.

I don't think I'm going to be around for too much longer because:

• I didn't have a chance to develop any marketable skills before I got injured and then subsequently really sick (art and fursuit making are not profitable or marketable)
• You have to pay to exist in this country and they really don't care much for disabled people here
• I am liable to get murdered, simply for the fact that Wyoming doesn't care about protecting any queer kids like me
• Not many people really support me and I'm on my own

I think I'd rather die with some semblance of dignity and in the way I want rather than wait around to get even sicker and endure even more pointless suffering. I don't want to be fifty and wake up with the crushing reality that my legs don't wor...