Rated E (i.e. NSFW smutfics, duh):

• Only Fools (34k, Complete)
  • (Friend w Benefits to Lovers, Hurt/Comfort, PWP)
• from the heaven's brink (1.2k, oneshot)
  • (Accidental Voyeurism, Exhibitionism)
• twice blooms the flower (1.7k, oneshot)
  • (Massages, Mutual touching, BJ)

Complete AU fics:

• A Tale of Two Teachers (8k)
  • (High School Teachers AU, Humour!)
• Third Time's the Charm (2.7k)
  • (College Roommates AU)
• Endgame (1.5k, complete)
  • (Timeloop AU, Mild Angst)
• Cerulean (3.1k, complete)
  • (Modern AU, Angst and Fluff)
• Heist (1.4k)
  • (SKK Museum thieves AU, Humour)

Ushishira (Ushijima/Shirabu)

• the love that dare not speak its name (1k, one-shot)
  • Pining, Unrequited Love, Bittersweet, Graduation

• my ao3
• my twitter
• my tumblr

• 20, she/her, tired agnostic
• part-time fic writer, full-time med student
• sometimes nsfw, but i'll always tag it.
• i have a selective follow back for my comfort.
• i also kind of have an ED lmao but im ignoring it so lmao. i don't like the concept of having a body. i also abuse the word lmao.
• i like kpop, jpop, 80's music, rock n roll, and literature.
• i am a big poetry nerd, let me serenade you
• i have listed some of my works here that i think are mildly good and deserve mention and if you take a look at them i would love you forever and send you virtual hugs and probably cry

• please don't follow if you support gatekeeping of any sort in fanworks. i do not believe that fiction=reality (very tired of this argument... it's like saying 1st POV shooter video games make kids violent murderers...) yes fiction has an influence on reality but not to that extent, and writing about/consuming something doesn't mean you support it irl.
• we all have our traumas and i cope with mine by writing voraciously, so i understand why others also do that. please let them be. creative freedom is something i believe in.
• if something makes you uncomfortable, just turn your eyes away. block. mute. it's as simple as that.

Dazatsu (Dazai/Atsushi)

• the language of eternal silence (1.6k, complete)
  • (Canon-compliant, Pining, Fluff)
• in you, i saw the heavens (3.3k, complete)
  • (Pacific Rim AU, Angst and Fluff, Bittersweet)
• Redemption (2k, complete)
  • (Canon-compliant, Pure Fluff)
• Paradise Lost (21k, WIP)
  • (Harem/Royal AU, Fantasy, Drama)

Other BSD ships/fics

• Empire of Light (3.3k, complete)
  • (Oda/Dazai, Beast AU Angst, Very Sad I promise)
• things only miserable souls know (480 words, one-shot)
  • (Dazai/Akutagawa drabble)
• five confessions; five men (7k words, complete)
  • (Five men deal with Dazai's suicide, Genfic)

Mikatsuru (Mikazuki Munechika/Tsurumaru Kuninaga)

• Paper Cranes (6.6k, complete)
  • Childhood friends, First time, First kiss
• A Garden of Falling Flowers (591 words, complete)
  • Sequel of Paper Cranes, one-shot
• Kiss (1.3k, one-shot)
  • Fluff & Angst, Student AU