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⋆ january whispers ・・ ( 01﹕2025 )

( 30 ▞ ) abbey made me smile today

⋆ february whispers ・・ ( 02﹕2025 )

( 2 ▞ ) i miss the rainy season and humid weather that almost makes me faint while i walk, sun bashing and birds chirping

( 3 ▞ ) why can't i really accept that i can't please everyone and i can't be everyone's preference? it's so messed up and it's a daily struggle to hide it away.

( 4 ꕤ ) i wish to create a positive surrounding, but it's not happening at the moment

( 5 ꕤ ) today i nearly got scammed out of my $500 worth product

( 6 ▞ ) yet again kindness is not reciprocal. now shoo everyone go away

( 7 ✐ ) thesis is finally done

( 9 ✐ ) i flutter until it shatters

( 11 ✿ ) skin condition is getting better + i rented him for v-day + a jug of iced matcha latte

( 11 ✐ ) skipped japanese class

( 14 ✐ ) barely did anything

( 17 ✐ ) wow... another jug of a salted cream matcha latte...

( 19 ✿ ) sweet-hearted people... they melt my heart

( 20 ▞ ) piled mishaps

( 26 ✐ ) oh no

( 27 ✐ ) wow i feel so so so much better after that two hour convo with her

⋆ march whispers ・・ ( 03﹕2025 )

( 01 ✐ ) i'm trying to fight the urge to buy another domain for my webpage + i am so so so so unbelievably sad + i am so upset

( 02 ✐ ) listo has been a bit wacky on my computer. maybe i should get started on backing stuffs up

( 04 ▞ ) resume, coffee and croque-monsieur

( 06 ꕤ ) i really wish i can overcome my perfectionistic tendencies + i'm so anxious, i'm so paranoid, but i'm keeping up with myself

( 07 ꕤ ) probably the best day of this year

( 08 ▞ ) i really need to stabilize my mood

( 11 ✐ ) lemon bergamot cake!

( 12 ꕤ ) had a dream where i got shot in the leg with a gun. some say this is a fortuitous dream + finished my f****** essay

( 13 ꕤ ) was again late for the meeting and i felt so embarrassed and sorry for her, but the session went fairly well

( 14 ✐ ) how am i supposed to "get to know" you if you ask me questions and then dip for a week or so? i need thorough conversations to get a grasp of you. you've repeatedly said you're interested in me. being interrogated with questions with little to no responses. i'm confused as hell.