• keys › ✿ delightful ⋮ ꕤ productive ⋮ ▞ somber ⋮ ✐ pensive

⋆ january whispers ・・ ( 01﹕2025 )

( 12 ✿ ) man i really do like him

( 30 ▞ ) abbey made me smile today

⋆ february whispers ・・ ( 02﹕2025 )

( 2 ▞ ) i miss the rainy season and humid weather

( 3 ▞ ) why can't i really accept that i can't please everyone

( 4 ꕤ ) i wish to create a positive surrounding

( 6 ▞ ) yet again kindness is not reciprocal

( 7 ✐ ) thesis is finally done

( 9 ✐ ) i will flutter until it shatters

( 11 ✿ ) rented him for v day

( 14 ✐ ) barely did anything today + went to a cafe

( 19 ✿ ) sweet hearted people are a blessing to my world

( 26 ✐ ) oh no

⋆ march whispers ・・ ( 03﹕2025 )

( 01 ✐ ) i am so unbelievably sad

( 07 ꕤ ) probably the best day of this year

( 08 ▞ ) i really need to stabilize my mood

( 11 ✐ ) lemon bergamot cake and black coffee

( 12 ꕤ ) had a dream where i got shot in the leg with a gun and some say it's a fortuitous dream

( 13 ꕤ ) was again late for the meeting

( 16 ✿ ) he’s so cute + i bawled my eyes out because of my research

( 17 ▞ ) legit gonna fucking explode i have so many things by upcoming deadlines

( 18 ▞ ) made a new friend yay

( 20 ✿ ) tasks are all done

( 21 ✿ ) good deal + oh no

( 22 ✿ ) good day but i'm so tired

( 23 ꕤ ) what a beautiful day + ugh

( 25 ✿ ) a feeling between romance and nurture

( 26 ꕤ ) worked on my application form the whole day + bonus points on being productive

( 28 ꕤ ) a quite windy day

( 29 ▞ ) stop being like this please

( 30 ▞ ) missing you, missing you + i want external validations, praises, and approbations

( 31 ▞ ) went to my parents' university

⋆ april whispers ・・ ( 04﹕2025 )

( 01 ✐ ) i am actually so humorous i make all my friends laugh

( 02 ✿ ) new hair

( 05 ✿ ) atonement

( 06 ▞ ) really low on motivation + under tremendous stress

( 08 ✐ ) be safe

( 09 ✐ ) please do not disappear

( 11 ▞ ) my sleeping schedule is f***** up + sick

( 12 ✿ ) it was such a cute day + he is so so cute

( 13 ✿ ) i hope people see beauty in innocence

( 15 ▞ ) i feel so mad + got some sleeping pills + i hate how i look like

( 17 ✐ ) you will learn and know how to make things and yourself satiating to your preference

( 19 ✿ ) progress is progress

( 20 ▞ ) okay i'll be honest today is the shittiest day of this month, summed up + how am i supposed to replenish this thirst for validation and see how worthy i am + this too shall pass

( 21 ꕤ ) okay, let's get this done

( 22 ▞ ) suffer

( 23 ꕤ ) i removed a huge amount of male mutuals on instagram + let's get this done + i really miss you, i wish i know more about you

( 25 ✐ ) physically not in the best state, ac at starbucks is horrible, chest pains

( 28 ꕤ ) learning to be complacent, i wish to be purely happy, life is burdensome

( 29 ꕤ ) i had this sudden feeling, that i had to confess my feelings to him, and i did + throat pain, drinking warm tea and had a pill of acetaminophen

⋆ may whispers ・・ ( 05﹕2025 )

( 01 ✐ ) i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you

( 02 ✐ ) zolpidem and alprazolam and brupropion + day first of waking up at 7 am

( 05 ✐ ) my birthday + got tons of things to shove in my head

( 06 ✐ ) bye

( 08 ꕤ ) say goodbye with a handkerchief when the docked ship leaves... goodbye... hope you get well + i like you, a lot

( 10 ✿ ) i wish to get in please

( 12 ▞ ) i don't think i can let you go + i still love you, just a bit quietly

( 14 ▞ ) i feel so dizzy, only to find out that it is because of the warm weather, it seems like the four seasons has repeated its cycle again

( 17 ✿ ) the whole admission progress is finally over + another locking in and preparing pre entrance

( 20 ✿ ) summer is knocking the door

( 24 ▞ ) my mom has been sick for nearly two weeks now and i am so pissed off idk how to explain this i hate seeing her so dull compared to her acute and keen nature she looks so dumb and ignorable lately

( 25 ▞ ) i am so sad + i think i have signs of xanax addiction

( 28 ✿ ) smile because i deserve c:

( 30 ✿ ) smile smile smile

⋆ june whispers ・・ ( 06﹕2025 )

( 04 ▞ ) no not in my place atm and i have been wasting a lot of money, about $400 on the fourth day of the start of the month

( 05 ▞ ) first day of my swimming lesson and everyone was very nice and i enjoyed the atmosphere + my neck is so stiff and it hurts so bad

( 09 ✿ ) humid + summer is already here + i have been binge playing who's lila

( 11 ✿ ) swimming makes me feel so refreshed and i am constantly in a fair mood

( 12 ✿ ) today i felt physically exhausted, i barely could swim on today's lesson, so i mostly floated, swam a bit, floated, swam a bit + am i still proud? attending today's lesson? yes