vitals

• 30s
• queer, aro, genderfluid, he/they
• geographer
• st. john's, newfoundland

currently

• masters student
  • right now: writing!!
• arts administrator
  • right now: settling in
• home for a rest
  • right now: living space overhaul

notes

• check the archive, it's got some bangers
• even if you look at no other lists, you should check out this one

links

things that have helped me. if you're looking through this i hope they help you too. categorized by how they fit together to me; these categorizations overlap significantly and will likely change but also not get any clearer outside of my head, sorry

mantras

• antilamentation
• the god who loves you
• writing prompts for the broken-hearted
• the lesson of the moth
• a prayer to a closed door
• in landscape
• several altitudes of not talking
• what the living do
• two poems by nora hikari
  • see also: this version
• real estate
• jessica gives me a chill pill

"i just made another addition to my "that's gender" list and have realized that gender, to me, is like 60-80% when a weird guy wears a cool jacket"

• envy (fullmetal alchemist: brotherhood. and unfortunately, also envy from dragon age)
• dave grohl in the everlong video
  • also taylor hawkins in the everlong video when he sits up in bed and his wig falls off and he starts playing drums in his lil nightgown
• every single supervillain in the doom factory on venture bros
• john leguizamo in romeo + juliet
  • also john leguizamo in the pest but we don't talk about that
• animal (muppet)
• tumblr gifset from kirara (not the actual...

• moulin rouge
  • el tango de roxanne
• chicago
  • undercurrents of lesbianism

• it's a good life if you don't weaken
• it's a long life to always be longing
• the city is a drag
• we didn't start the fire
• saturday night's alright for fighting
• nothing fades like the light
• i was a fool
• we've gotta get out of this place
• sun goes down
• cowboys are frequently secretly fond of each other
• i was a teenage anarchist
• sucks to be you
• i've got all this ringing in my ears and none on my fingers
• a hard rain's gonna fall
• the kids aren't alright
• i wanna be well
• i'm not okay (i promise)
• i wanna get better
• lover, you should have come over