vitals

• 30s
• queer, aro, genderfluid, he/they
• geographer
• st. john's, newfoundland

currently

• masters student
  • right now: research mode
• YYT ✈️ IAH

notes

• check the archive, it's got some bangers
• even if you look at no other lists, you should check out this one

things that have helped me. if you're looking through this i hope they help you too. categorized by how they fit together to me; these categorizations overlap significantly and will likely change but also not get any clearer outside of my head, sorry

mantras

• antilamentation
• the god who loves you
• writing prompts for the broken-hearted
• the lesson of the moth
• a prayer to a closed door
• in landscape
• several altitudes of not talking
• what the living do
• two poems by nora hikari
  • see also: this version
• real estate

earth and body

"i just made another addition to my "that's gender" list and have realized that gender, to me, is like 60-80% when a weird guy wears a cool jacket"

• envy (fullmetal alchemist: brotherhood. and unfortunately, also envy from dragon age)
• dave grohl in the everlong video
  • also taylor hawkins in the everlong video when he sits up in bed and his wig falls off and he starts playing drums in his lil nightgown
• every single supervillain in the doom factory on venture bros
• john leguizamo in romeo + juliet
  • also john leguizamo in the pest but we don't talk about that
• animal (muppet)
• tumblr gifset from kirara (not the actual...

• i have no mouth and i must scream
• "repent, harlequin!" said the ticktockman
• the beast that shouted love at the heart of the world
• their eyes were watching god
• the heart is a lonely hunter
• something wicked this way comes
• midnight in the garden of good and evil
• we have always lived in the castle
• as i lay dying
• the moon is a harsh mistress
• the spy who came in from the cold
• where late the sweet birds sang
• come home and be killed
• flow, my tears, the policeman said
• all heads turn when the hunt goes by
• something in the woods loves you
• nine horrors and a dream
• do androids dream of electric sheep?
• to your scattered bodies go

• it's a long life to always be longing
• the city is a drag
• we didn't start the fire
• saturday night's alright for fighting
• nothing fades like the light
• i was a fool
• we've gotta get out of this place
• sun goes down
• cowboys are frequently secretly fond of each other
• i was a teenage anarchist
• sucks to be you
• i've got all this ringing in my ears and none on my fingers
• a hard rain's gonna fall
• the kids aren't alright
• i wanna be well
• i'm not okay (i promise)
• i wanna get better
• lover, you should have come over
• to live is to die

• post malone has finally addressed being cursed by that haunted box
• post malone says he started seeing UFOs when he was 16
• post malone gave a fan his smelly shoes and people are somehow calling it heartwarming
• post malone once lost and recovered a $600,000 diamond from the sewer
• space station contacted by bizarre life form: post malone
• post malone's technical croc clog drops today
• the kidz bop version of post malone's "congratulations" will make you fear for the youth
• a spirit on ghost adventures called post malone "dirty"
• post malone takes jimmy fallon to olive garden for the first time
• watch post malone play an egg shaker for ...

• "some motherfuckers are always trying to ice skate uphill" (blade)
• "one thing about living in santa carla i never could stomach: all the damn vampires" (lost boys)