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What a beautiful face I have found in this place that is circling all round the sun. What a beautiful dream that could flash on the screen in a blink of an eye and be gone from me. Let me hold it close and keep it here with me. And one day we will die and our ashes will fly from the aeroplane over the sea. But for now we are young, let us lay in the sun and LIST every beautiful thing we see.

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biko 1992 to March 20, 2009:

  • song: song bird by fleetwood mac
  • 4.30.09 biko visits me as a fly. a giant fly laying on our bed. it let me pet it. i somehow felt it was biko.
  • it snowed the morning biko passed
  • biko is named after anti-apartheid activist Stephen Bantu Biko who peter gabriel sang about.
  • she has the sweetest meow ever known.
  • we always described her as the "ideal" cat because she is quite perfect.
  • i nursed biko to health once when i was in college and she was very sick. the only time she has ever been sick.
  • biko always comes when you say her name and my favorite was when she would run to me.
  • she has the eyes of an angel. very green and sweet.
  • her nicknames are: beeker, beeks, bikola
  • every morning biko comes onto the breakfast table and i give her a small spoon full of milk. she liked the ritual.
  • biko loves to wipe her face on the corners of walls.
  • biko loves a belly rub while making biscuits in the sky.
  • after biko poops, she likes to go for a run around the house in celebration.
  • she makes a little chin nod when you walk into the room, like hey what's up.
  • biko liked to be rubbed under her armpits and she would do biscuit making motions
  • we liked to turn the lights on after she had been napping in darkness. she had really funny wake up sleepy eyes.
  • i adopted biko from the san francisco SPCA. she had been found in a cardboard box with her brother in some alley. on the car ride home she hid under my car seat.

ripley 1998 to july 17, 2008:

  • song: looking through the facets by bibio
  • her nickname was ripples and sassy pants.
  • she would bite our elbows to wake us up to play with her.
  • we'd puff up her neck fur sometimes to make her look like she had a crew cut.
  • ripley was the most cuddling-in-bed cat on earth.
  • ripley is named after lieutenant ripley from Aliens because she was so afraid of the world. we wanted to inspire her to kick butt.
  • she survived being hit by a car on college ave in 2001 and we nursed her back to health. she did, however, lose an eye and some teeth. she seemed very thankful.
  • she has rabbit fur.
  • she slept with us almost every night and took over the bed.
  • she was afraid of feet.
  • she always tried to pet my face with her paws.
  • she loved to headbutt you as a sign of affection.
  • she was a feral cat found by the railroad tracks in downtown oakland. justin introduced us to her.
  • she was about 11 years old.
  • she has pink paw pads and adam and i forever debated on whether she was gray or beige.
  • she has a tiny meow.
  • she loved to hang in her own private closet with her own pillow.

raju 1994 to oct 2005:

  • song: naked as we came by iron and wine
  • her nickname was raj-er and rajee.
  • she loved to escape and get caught places and the cry for rescue.
  • adam liked to do the machine gun trick with her which was really funny.
  • she loved to climb into ANYthing no matter how small. she once climbed into a shoe box and looked like a little cat muffin.
  • she would growl at the mailman a few seconds before we even knew he was coming to the door.
  • she was incredibly social and loved to hang in large crowds.
  • it always looked like she wanted to speak english. she would concentrate on your words really hard.
  • she, at least i think, liked to watch me dance and sing to her.
  • she was a bona-fide lap cat and would totally crawl onto you all the time.
  • i interviewed with two women who had their own pet rescue in order to receive raju.
  • raju would always get into a lot of trouble and was definitely an explorer.
  • raju liked to climb into and ride in any new shopping bag.
  • one time raju ate adam's birthday cake and got sick for a few days with a belly ache.

Poem for my Cats:

I like to see the dust particles / In the sunlight / From our bed / The glistening speckles / They take shape / In my mind / I try to catch a glimpse of you / As the light reflects their passing by / But it's too hard to tell / The tears blind my eyes / All things come to an end / But we open and close doors / Breaks in our path we mend / But I shall look for you / In the snowflakes so much larger / For i am close behind you / And though your name / May come to my tongue less / And your presence i remember / Only in the days i've chosen / I have screamed your name today / So that it will echo back to me / The day you return into my arms to rest and all is frozen

jul 17 2008 ∞
apr 10 2019 +