So, I haven't admitted this to anyone because of a couple reasons:

• I'm in a very steady relationship with a boy I'm quite in love with.
• I'm a straight(ish) female
• This is a first for me..ever

I have a huge non sexual girl-crush on a girl I work with. She is one of the most amazing individuals I've met. Her life is one giant work of art and I'm so honoured to have met her.

• She's completely her own person, and is not afraid to let people know that.
• She has a wonderful, understanding relationship with her mother, who has been through everything with her, and I can only dream of having that with my mom some day.
• She studies art, lives and breathes art.
• She always smells like hemp.
• She lives life completely and fully every day.
• However she's completely realistic and knows exactly where her life is headed.
• She dyes her hair with coffee and henna.
• She's not afraid to believe what she wants.

Maybe I've titled this infatuation wrongly, I don't have a crush on her so much as an admiration towards her and everything she stands for. I wouldn't think of doing anything sexual with her, it's not that kind of crush. I'm just fascinated by her. Wondering how her mind works. I find myself imitating the way she talks when I've been in her company for a day. It's weird, but I had to put this out there.....