I haven't been on in about a month because there's been a bit of a change to my life. Nothing tragic or anything. But my so-called "steady" relationship with Brandon was ended by him a couple days after my birthday. It's been extremely hard adjusting to that. It was my first love and first time being dumped. I didn't want to believe that it was fully over, that it was anything more than an issue with time and stress. But yesterday we had a little arguement because I was sick of keeping quiet about how I was feeling. He told me a few select words that got me over him in an instant. "If I don't want to be with you, deal with it, don't be a bitch" Yea....the fact that he's already found a more convenient girlfriend helped the grieving process a little as well. But life moves on, too quickly, so I don't want to be left behind. Here's to life moving on, here's to bigger and better things and here's to more lists. <3