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Have you seen me cry, tears like diamonds.

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Grateful for having a place that I feel calm and peaceful in
Grateful to be able to go to school far away
Grateful to have just have waken up, it was quiet hard to get out of bed today
Grateful for opportunities, whatever those may be
Grateful for the blue sky today
Grateful for having a healthy body, even though frankly I don't take care of it well
Grateful for my books, it's corny but they make feel less alone in my little world

nov 20 2017 ∞
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i need to limit my food, i think last week was a treat just but this week lets make stretch it out
i need to clean my desk too, messy desk, messy mind
save money asshole
clean more often, although imma be out in less than a month

nov 20 2017 ∞
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autobio

oct 16 2011 ∞
nov 20 2017 +

even though I'm always in my head most of the time, which makes me more aware of myself and how I think, you realize that there's still more thing to figure out, it's almost nonstop
in a way, i hate my past self for flying my ass to far away california and chose to live by myself and far away from people i love. but i guess i'm glad. it's making me grow real hard it's almost unbearable
currently, i feel very lost and clouded with things. i'm trying new things but nothing seems to be pulling me out of bed.
i'd like to think that people evolve but don't change. our lives as well.
even when I was younger, I always wanted to be part of a stable group of friends. i think at this point I should be realizing that's not gonna happen. I honestly don't think I'm made for it.

nov 20 2017 ∞
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los angeles - hong kong was 15 hours, i upgraded to main cabin near the exit. was a lil uncomfortable but was doable.
i had a lil problem with my phone so i ended up using roaming, but was aight
ryan was still sleeping, not answering when i came to apartment i was lil pissed but the ride to place was amazing
had a lot of good coffee, a lot of walking and buildings were tall
food was bomb too, clothes, buildings just amazing
overseeing the skyline was amazing, you know that feeling of being in an unknown place
...that idea that, you're on the other side of the world, things are happening, bigger than your own
i upgraded to first class, it was a dream come true
overall, i came back feeling great, even ...

nov 29 2017 ∞
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it's honestly an identity that confuses me
in general though, i consider myself as half and half of filipino-american and filipino cause there's actually a divide from that from my experience
the thing that people don't really see, is the contemplation of two homes because something that divides the two is that, filipino-americans wouldn't have the thought considering the Philippines as home if they haven't lived there, and vice versa with filipinos
filipinos in this context are the filipinos who just moved here, they consider the philippines home basically
i guess lean towards more of being filipino-american since I don't really see myself settling in the philippines, but id wanna visit and work and stuff there
but you come to the us, once you say you ...

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this is a brainstorm for new categories of lists!! im excited

nov 12 2017 ∞
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