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Have you seen me cry, tears like diamonds.

Lance Lance follows:
  • Grateful for having a place that I feel calm and peaceful in
  • Grateful to be able to go to school far away
  • Grateful to have just have waken up, it was quiet hard to get out of bed today
  • Grateful for opportunities, whatever those may be
  • Grateful for the blue sky today
  • Grateful for having a healthy body, even though frankly I don't take care of it well
  • Grateful for my books, it's corny but they make feel less alone in my little world
nov 20 2017 ∞
nov 20 2017 +
  • i need to limit my food, i think last week was a treat just but this week lets make stretch it out
  • i need to clean my desk too, messy desk, messy mind
  • save money asshole
  • clean more often, although imma be out in less than a month
nov 20 2017 ∞
nov 20 2017 +
  • i'm lance
  • 2 homes; los angeles (i chose) & new york (by default)
  • i'm an architecture student
  • i love planes and books and trains
  • one of my hobbies is to read maps
  • pretty lonesome, not gonna lie
oct 16 2011 ∞
nov 20 2017 +
  • even though I'm always in my head most of the time, which makes me more aware of myself and how I think, you realize that there's still more thing to figure out, it's almost nonstop
  • in a way, i hate my past self for flying my ass to far away california and chose to live by myself and far away from people i love. but i guess i'm glad. it's making me grow real hard it's almost unbearable
  • currently, i feel very lost and clouded with things. i'm trying new things but nothing seems to be pulling me out of bed.
  • i'd like to think that people evolve but don't change. our lives as well.
  • even when I was younger, I always wanted to be part of a stable group of friends. i think at this point I should be realizing that's not gonna happen. I honestly don't think I'm made for it.
nov 20 2017 ∞
nov 20 2017 +
  • los angeles - hong kong was 15 hours, i upgraded to main cabin near the exit. was a lil uncomfortable but was doable.
  • i had a lil problem with my phone so i ended up using roaming, but was aight
  • ryan was still sleeping, not answering when i came to apartment i was lil pissed but the ride to place was amazing
  • had a lot of good coffee, a lot of walking and buildings were tall
  • food was bomb too, clothes, buildings just amazing
  • overseeing the skyline was amazing, you know that feeling of being in an unknown place
  • ...that idea that, you're on the other side of the world, things are happening, bigger than your own
  • i upgraded to first class, it was a dream come true
  • overall, i came back feeling great, even ...
nov 29 2017 ∞
nov 29 2017 +
  • it's honestly an identity that confuses me
  • in general though, i consider myself as half and half of filipino-american and filipino cause there's actually a divide from that from my experience
  • the thing that people don't really see, is the contemplation of two homes because something that divides the two is that, filipino-americans wouldn't have the thought considering the Philippines as home if they haven't lived there, and vice versa with filipinos
  • filipinos in this context are the filipinos who just moved here, they consider the philippines home basically
  • i guess lean towards more of being filipino-american since I don't really see myself settling in the philippines, but id wanna visit and work and stuff there
  • but you come to the us, once you say you ...
nov 20 2017 ∞
nov 20 2017 +
  • Berlin, Germany
  • Charlotte, North Carolina
  • Washington DC
  • Hong Kong, HK
  • Montreal, Canada
  • Orlando, Florida
  • Reykjavik, Iceland
  • Stockholm, Sweden
nov 12 2017 ∞
nov 12 2017 +
  • Brighton, England
  • Juneau, Alaska
  • Mexico City, Mexico
  • Seattle, Washington
  • Singapore, Singapore
  • Vancouver, British Columbia
nov 12 2017 ∞
dec 6 2017 +
  • travel to dc since it's still not sure
  • maybe make the travel list into 10 cities instead of 8?
  • read more books (specificity tbd)
  • write more books (specificity tbd as well)
  • have some sort of routine
  • make more of a life here in los angeles (specificity tbd idk what that entails)
  • just write more in general, and sketch more, things like that
  • have more wine on a regular basis, for sleeping purposes

this is a brainstorm for new categories of lists!! im excited

nov 12 2017 ∞
nov 12 2017 +