where there was something and suddenly isn’t, an absence shouts, celebrates, leaves a space. i begin again with the smallest numbers.

2025

• first: girls never die by triples
  • 끝까지 가볼래 포기는 안 할래 난
• last: dreadful everyday by postmodernhippie

2026

• first: look at the sky by porter robinson
  • look at the sky, i’m still here, i’ll be alive next year, i can make something good, something good
• last: