Wednesday, April 1:

• did not want to get out of bed this morning :(
• mainly revision today during Spanish - enjoyed my Sesame Snaps in the morning - must buy more!!!
• caught the train home with PHEEBS today!!! - she's still alive!!!
• A picked me up and dropped me home
• felt like crap so i shut myself out from him
• went to JB early so i could make it to confession - before HH - Kevin was there too
  • God bless Father Epeli
• it was only Kev, Mayon, Sam, the coords (minus Tito Jay and Tita Bern) and myself there tonight - best reflection though - got me thinking more about the importance of Holy Week and the Passion of our Lord Jesus Christ
• so many things to do. must not stress out.

Thursday, April 2:

• Holy Thursday
• got called in to work last night - was supposed to start at 10:30, started at 9:20 because we were getting smashed, like weekend-smashed
  • thank God for such great workmates, and great regulars
  • was told by some regulars that i was their favourite and that i was very pretty with a great smile, and someone so innocent yet can sound so strong and empowered - lol thanks?
  • tried so hard not to let the stress of work get to me
• got picked up by mum - she gave me a mini story about how her and all her sisters got married and how my mum was the type to hang out 'til late with all her barkada - guess we know where cis and i get that from lol
• celebrated the Mass of our Lord's Supper at JB - tears and feels and reflecting about life with mumma - ahhh, this Lent really was a struggle but great things are still yet to come
• realisations about my own sufferings and why God needed me to go through all of it during the night while listening to Oceans on repeat and talking it all out with Uriel
  • made me miss a lot of people, miss how i used to be, miss how prayerful i was, miss the feeling of pure joy that comes from God

Friday, April 3:

• Good Friday - meant a lot more to me this year - reminded myself how my suffering is nothing compared to His. Thank You for saving me
• Stations of the Cross at Mt. Schoenstatt in Mulgoa followed by brunch at Warragamba Dam
• Mass at Good Shepherd - packed as
• smashed through my part of the group assignment due Sunday before I could relax and reflect for the rest of the night
• worship jams with A to calm me down/prepare ourselves for MUMU 2015

Saturday, April 4:

• woke up at 8 to get ready to head to stockies early to do some last minute birthday shopping for Ano
• Stockies still packed as despite the rain and how early we went
• ended up buying Ano two pairs of shoes for the price of one at In Sports - dat Puma shoe game strong
• Ano's 3rd birthday party with the fams - food coma + shots with the cuzzies
• napped for what felt like 2-3 hours afterwards
• A left to go to a party. again. leaving me all alone. again. what's new?
• relevant: "INFJs just need to remember that while they’re busy taking care of the world, they need to take care of themselves, too"
• so glad i have Uriel in my life

Sunday, April 5:

• Easter Sunday
• woke up in the grumpiest mood 'cause of TOM - and fighting with A didn't help either - such a bad start to the day :(
• things started looking up though as it got closer to Mass - so thankful for his patience
• mass singing with the usuals
• got to catch up with Maria Gomez for a bit after mass - miss her!
• dinner at Star Buffet - packed as!
  • got the biggest food coma and now i can't even breathe or laugh without my tummy hurting lol woops

Monday, April 6:

• again what started off as the loveliest day left me in tears
• semi-spontaneous date with A
  • wanted to eat at Caffe Cherry Beans - ended up at Coco Cubano because it was closed - so glad we ended up there 'cause the food was top notch
  • spent a little more than i anticipated on sales at Big-W, Temt, Rebel and Rivers - no ragrets though
  • watched Fast 7! - all the feels but not enough to make me cry for once lol
• camp planning at Tito Chris and Tita Con's
• shocking news and being left alone while he knocked out just didn't quite leave me to a lovely end of the night

Tuesday, April 7:

• still no word about my car :(
• had to carpool with mum to the station again for uni
• dropped by Anglicare before I got to the station and bought myself a knitted turtle neck top for winter - i'm starting to like them tbh lol
• another day of boring lectures and not-so boring tute discussions lol
  • but i got to enjoy $5.50 pastry and coffee deal at Woolies and i must say i'm impressed with their soy mochas
• shared cheesy fries with Koreen for lunch today hehe
• had to catch the South Line train to livo to get picked up by dad
• met up with A for Mass - a lovely feeling witnessing him go to confession :')
• i honestly don't remember what i did that night :/ - probably stress about camp or uni

Wednesday, April 8:

• final day of revision for Spanish before our first exam - i think i'm ready, just need to work on my listenings
• tried to smash out my video with Elijah afterwards 'cause it was due Friday but it was deja vu all over again from the last video where we kept stuffing up the same lines so we gave up and planned to meet up the next day
• got picked up by A at glenfield and headed to music min prac together
• Uriel got me pad thai from her work hehehe
• Kev dropped me home afterwards
• spent the rest of the night finishing the final schedule for camp - such a struggle 'cause i forgot how to code on Excel lol - didn't even get uni work done

Thursday, April 9:

• met up with Elijah at 10am and we actually smashed through our video in less than 5 takes hahahaha
• tried to get work done in the library afterwards but instead got picked up by A and he chilled at mine before he had to go to work
  • i like that he was asking questions about KUWTK hahahahaha
• cramcramcram for spanish and foundations tomorrow - ded

Friday, April 10:

• much ragrets for picking a 9am start on a friday - but at least i get to finish early
• i really don't enjoy this tute though :( - failed 1/2 quizzes this week. it's alright though, they're only gonna count the best 8 out of 12
• tried to do last minute studying during my one hour break but couldn't stay focused anymore
• got into my exam - was a little bit harder than i thought it would be but i'm glad it's over and that i'm on midsem break now!
• trained it macarthur and met up with beb at his work - treated myself with some fancy pants and a cardigan hehehe
• went to my doctor's appointment for my blood test referral
• knocked out 'til 10pm 'cause no one woke me up from my nap - ended up sleeping for about 4 hours lol what a waste of a night

Saturday, April 11:

• had my blood test in the morning - was supposed to start from 9 but the first patient didn't go in until 9:30 and the second nurse didn't come in 'till about 10 so there were major lags
• had our second camp training in the ctown area - camp is in 6 days wutttttt
  • Uriel and i were being the worst participants ever LOL - such trolls
• went to dean's house afterwards and played games for about 6 hours lol
• danny brought back costco pizza from work for dins
• i knocked out for the last 2 hours before we headed home lol

Sunday, April 12:

• slept in 'till 11 today - first time in agessss
• had brunch with the fams then played ball at Minto with Cis and A - might need to invest in new basketball shoes because of my poor non-existent toenails :(
• mass at Good Shepherd with the fambam
• dinner at Grill'd followed by dessert at San Churros at Stockies to celebrate my parents' civil-wedding anniversary haha
• watched Save the Last Dance and The Maze Runner with beb to end the night

Monday, April 13:

• dropped Cis off at Glenfield
• headed to A's house - was supposed to do Insanity but we got so full from our brunch that we just took a nap instead lol woops
• went op-shop-hopping today - got a cosy Michigan hoodie, tan skirt and 2 CDs all for $20 *enter Macklemore reference lol*
• had dinner with A and his parents for the first time in ages
• massive headache for the rest of the day and night while i tried to work on my session for camp
• picked up Cis from training - Justin won $5 for getting a half-court shot in haha

Tuesday, April 14:

• HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY KOREEN
• slept in until 12 today - spent the whole afternoon folding clothes and going through my wardrobe
• got ready for Mass
• Routine Tuesdays with A and the parentals
• El Jannahs and couscous for dinner
• Fast 6 with A while i try and finish some minor details for my session and for camp

Wednesday, April 15:

• Parradventures with beb today
• had brunch at Paper Plane Cafe - dem burgers doe
• went gift shopping for our partypants
• took ages trying to decide whether i wanted new basketball shoes or not - A and I eventually split it as part of my early birthday present hehehe thanks beb
• had da best watermelon crush at Boost today too haha
• skit and mumu practice at Nyn's - CAMP. IS. TWO. DAYS. AWAY. WHAT.
• Tongues Workshop at Good Shepherd
  • random rain getting there
  • best dinner for the rain though - SOPAS
  • catch ups with Bernard and his sharing. i honestly really want him to share so badly. it's all on him though
  • was led by SFC tonight - always learning something new and it was great that they could connect to our little ones yet still capture the beauty and importance of the gift of tongues
  • was led into worship to end the night - THROWBACK OG SONGS BACK IN THE DAY aka. Time Has Come, Now That You're Near, Breathe
• worst back, head and chest pains to end the night though - couldn't sleep 'til after 2 :(

Thursday, April 16:

• got smashed at work after 2 weeks of not working
  • didn't even get a proper break 'cause i was doing camp stuff during my break
  • poor Donico and Mark :(
• got home, showered and got ready then picked up Kevin and went to Good Sheps - wished Danny and B came as well but I'm glad, Kev and Nelly got to go Confession
• picked up Cissy at Minto - Kev and I talking about a potential Karaoke night for my 19th hehe
• stopped by Minto mall to buy some food and other camp stuff
• last minute camp preps at Nelly's house
  • camp rules video - too many laffs haha

Friday, April 17:

• KINGDOM OF LOVE IS HERE - Day 1
• stresstresstress packing and making sure we all had everything for camp + last min preps
• first night's always awkward and messy 'cause everyone's late and everyone's still shy
• blessed with a great team though
• all the nerves for Saturday
• had a mini catch up with Bernard for his sharing

Saturday, April 18:

• Day 2 of KINGDOM OF LOVE
• the biggest day is here!!! and honestly it all flew by like a big blur
• everything flowed so smoothly and so quickly i'm still trying to take it all in
• so proud of my sharers - Uri, Gab and Bernard :')
• so proud of my brother and his worship - fah always bringing me to tears!
• so proud of all the facilitators for taking care of their participants and absolutely killing their prayovers
• so proud of A for taking initiative and taking the lead with mumu
• so proud of everyone who performed at variety night - so much talent!!!
• so proud of myself for not crying except for that one time during Cissy's worship and looking at Dean and realising he cried as well hahahahaah
• so thankful for our amazing God for this weekend

Sunday, April 19:

• Day 3 of KINGDOM OF LOVE
• can i not leave camp pls?!?!?!
• legit i am so surprised but so inspired by the new gen all saints team because they are all so GREAT!!!
• much stress for all the songs for Mass - cissy i need you!!!
• blessed to see the closeness and love i felt during the final worship
• ALL the photos and polaroids with everyone during lunch and clean up
• mini KFC reunion with Koreen, Dora, Gaddi and Bernard
• reminiscing with beb on the drive home
• napped for 2 hours when we got home hahaha
• reading all the letters is always lovely :)

Monday, April 20:

• sooooo glad i got to swap shifts with Bella! - greatest sleep in ever
• crazy rain though
• roadtripped to Penrith with A to repair his iPhone
• the qtpie got me pepperoni pizza and garlic bread too haha
• explored around Westfield Penrith - not that great tbh
• their Gloria Jeans goes alright aye
• A got his phone back in an hour yayyy - i want a new phone now :(

Tuesday, April 21:

• another sleep in for me - sorted through all the laundry - still haven't unpacked fully from camp though
• went to see Dr. Gemma about my blood test results - apparently my thyroid levels are abnormal again - have to get an ultrasound AND scan D:
• Routine Tuesdays with A and the parentals
• Iron Man 3 to end the night
• the storms are getting crazier D:

Wednesday, April 22:

• floods and crazy rain everywhere!!! - Premier calls it Sydney's 'Super Storm'
• A brought me to my ultrasound
• had brunch at Schnitz Livo - walked and chilled around before we did some op shopping on the way back
• A and I got new winter coats/jackets for $15 yeye
• first time watching A's game in ages - they won yayyyyy
• practiced our improv hehe
  • spontaneous interview with A - i'm not bad aye
  • played BARS on the drive back - i'm pretty good at rhyming i must say hahahaha
• the storm is starting to calm down - yay
• knocked out on beb's chest watching itsjudyslife hahaha

Thursday, April 23:

• slept in 'til 1pm lol woops
• got the most random message from Isabel saying she wants to come back to YFC - wooooo B.O.M.B!!!
• pretty sure i need to start learning how to cook 'cause i'm hopeless when i'm home alone lol
• got an email from mum saying our Melbourne trip got extended - yeeyeeeeeeee :D
• one of the worst nights in a while - poor beb and everything that he has to deal with :(

Friday, April 24:

• work in the morning - first time working with Jeric in ages
  • was busy but not to the point where i was stressing out
  • we need a new EFTPOS machine though - slowing down everything D:
• showered and then headed to A's house
  • sorted through the clothes he planned to give away - kept some for myself and Cis
  • napped for a bit once i touched his bed lol woops
  • Massaman beef and paksiw lechon for dinner - thanks tita!
• Elyze, Aldrei and the rest of the fams came over!!!
  • dat moment when Elyze remembered my name straight away and forgot A's hahaha - she's so talkative now i love it!
• Avengers 2 at Mac Square - was alright but doesn't beat the first one
• emotional drive back / dnm-ing on his driveway - first time opening up to him fully in a while

Saturday, April 25:

• Centenary of ANZAC Day
• slept in 'til about 12 today lol woops
• spam and egg for brunch
• did sampay then knocked out on the couch 'til about 4 lol woops again
• got ready for Mass - Mass at JB with Cis and A
• visited little Angelo Elijah! - yay more babies!
  • played with Zara, Ano and Alessandra for a bit
• dinner at Outback Steakhouse
  • made my own burger hehe
  • A and I smashed our Chocolate Thunder!!! haha
• knocked out on A again on the couch after getting a food coma lol sozz beb

Sunday. April 26:

• praise God the weather started to clear up for today
• post-camp fellowship with Sydney West
  • sooooo many people!!!
  • ALL the games - much tired
  • Sha and Kevin visited too - CFC HAHAHA
  • fail waterbomb fight lol
  • footy and ultimate frisbee was fun though
  • so was ninja haha
  • so glad David and Isabel came today! :')
• after loitering for ages, had a Tornadoes feed with Dean, David, Karren, Jhanyn, Kev, Cis and A
• coffee, dessert and drinks at Maccas afterwards
  • ultimate reminiscence of our gen of YFC compared to the current gen - Party for Christ, joining camps, discoveries
• round 2 of reminiscing + dnm + all the CCs with Kev, Cis and Nyn outside Nyn's house
  • never seen us soooo pumped and keen for service this year aka Covenant, HLT and Discovery and ALL the transitions

Monday, April 27:

• 8am appointment for my thyroid scan at Livo
  • good thing i got there early so i could get it out of the way - thanks beb for driving again
• breakfast at Ristretto & Co.
• walked around Livo and window shopped before heading to Vinnies again - no finds this time though
• chilled at A's for a bit before the fams came home from school/work
  • tried to get uni work done but had a panic attack and broke down - so glad A woke up from his nap at the right time
• HJs and chicken sandwich for merienda 'cause there was no food at his lol
• knocked out on A again on the couch - idk why i'm always tired nowadays
• not really looking forward to uni - tried to smash out as much of the readings as possible

Tuesday, April 28:

• first day back at uni after mid-sem break (more like two-thirds-break since i only have 4 weeks of uni left lol)
  • gonna be the busiest month though
• knocked out on the drive to the station with mum - woops sorry mum for snoring
• always good catching up with Koreen - you can tell the lack of motivation we both have lol
• first world struggle of having to save and control ourselves from spending money for lunch
• ended up at this Malaysian wrap place - got a satay chicken crepe-wrap for $5.90 - not bad
• didn't mind my tute today though - wooo civil societies
• need to make a start on my group assignments though
• started to feel sick on the train ride home - got to the point where i wasn't well enough to go to Mass - and apparently so was dad lol
• blessed to have a patient and loving bebe ko who struggled to cook a meat pie using the oven just so that i could rest in bed - even though i still got up to check if the food was warm enough in the oven lol
• knocked out again before dinner while beb watched Mythbusters - apparently i was snoring AND flinching like crazy haha woops again
• tried to get some uni work done but kept getting distracted by either my cramps or chest pains or by the whole Bali 9 execution that is scheduled to take place 3am our time :(

Wednesday, April 29:

• had broken sleep 'cause of the execution of the nine convicts :( - pray for them; pray for Nepal, pray for Baltimore
• struggled to get ready; first time driving to the station in ages lol
• got to uni early - unintentionally caught the same train with Sam haha - random catch up over breakfast at Oliver Brown
• Spanish class - got our exam results back; pretty sure I got my first HD ever!!! YAYYYYYY
  • learned about accommodation and how to tell time in Spanish
• visited beb for a bit before my doctor's appointment
• saw my doctor for my ultrasound and scan results - found out there was nothing too serious (praise God) but i still neded to book an appointment with a specialist just in case i need medication
• chilled at home for the rest of the day - bought my parents' anniversary present; can't wait to surprise them!
• so hard to get uni work done :( - 4 weeks hurry up pls!!!

Thursday, April 30:

• HAPPY ANNIVERSARY PARENTALS - what's 9+10???
  • gave their present just before 12 'cause dad got too excited - so excited that he cried of happiness HAHA - the looks on their faces!!!
• spent the whole day trying to be productive for uni but chest pains and lack of motivation and TOM made it a lot more difficult :(
• got ready for Sam's grad dinner - CONGRADULATIONS SAM!!!
  • met up with beb at Glenfield
  • dinner at Burger Project with A, Jeb, Bernard, Kev, Ron, Ed, Roxanne, Gina, Mez, Dana, Anne, Sam, her mates, her parents and Tita Irma
    • pretty good burgers - still doesn't beat Shake Shack though
  • dessert at Oliver Brown - moody Dez came out for a bit - sorry A - but my mocha and macaroon made it all better
  • caught the train home with Bernard, Kev, Jeb, Ron, Mez and A
  • Jeb dropped myself, Bernard and Kevin home
• """trying""" to finish the rest of my uni homework before my 9am class tomorrow - CEEBS
• LAST DAY OF APRIL ALREADY SAY WHAT.