Sunday, March 1:

• first day of autumn and already the weather is being bipolar - from sunny to windy to rainy to sunny to windy again
• wasted my whole day
  • woke up at 8:45 to wake beb up and keep him company on his drive to work
  • stayed up for a bit to have breakfast
  • knocks out from 11-3:30 in the arvo - felt so sluggish
• got ready for mass and headed out with Cis
• came home to bae chillin outside my house - turns out he could've gone inside 'cause mum stayed at home
• helped bae finish his essay that was due tomorrow arvo
• ended the night feeling all numb. And I don't like it one bit

Monday, March 2:

• got woken up by bae's spam of text messages
• father-daughter day today
  • got to service my car
  • breakfast at Michel's at Bonny - pretty average coffee tbh
  • chilled at home for a bit before having a late lunch at Pho 76
  • dropped dad off at his specialist for his injection - met up at livo
  • bought a new phone case + my green tea Kit Kats
• caught up with bae for a bit before he went to the gym - i should start exercising too
• i think it's time to start doing some uni work for tomorrow
• rough night. that is all.

Tuesday, March 3:

• [so with uni starting, it's getting a bit harder to stay consistent with these BUT i must keep going!!!]
• anyway, managed to catch the early train to uni today. always somehow get to my lectures the same time as Koreen hahaha
• had broken sleep though so it was a struggle getting up - kept waking up 'cause of my bad dreams :(
• the lecture before us ran heaps over time so our lecturer cut into my lunchtime D: - and mum took my baon so i was forced to buy lunch today lol
• Koreen's in the same tute as me now! weowwowoewowwww - also blessed with such a great tute group :)
• the way back home was probably one of my worst. got into my first accident. so glad no one was hurt and Elsa was okay. but damn, the girl that hit me had the roughest day - getting a fine and now having to pay for all our damages. fah heavy dayz.
• was so shaky and restless the rest of the night because of everything.
• couldn't focus at mass, couldn't focus properly on my uni homework, couldn't focus on the fact that beb was trying to cheer me up. sigh.

Wednesday, March 4:

• I FINISH AT 1PM TODAY WOOT WOOT
• the only thing that makes me look forward to uni is knowing i have spanish class. legit, that class always brings joy to my day no matter how crappy of a night or morning i had. yay for languages!!!
• caved in and bought me some new make up as retail therapy. this week has just been a rollercoaster i sorta deserved that.
• was actually productive for the rest of the afternoon and started catching up on uni work before household
• FIRST COMPLETE HOUSEHOLD IN SO LONG. IT FEELS SO GREAT. AND I JUST COULDN'T STOP SMILING THE WHOLE NIGHT. AH, TONIGHT JUST MADE ME EXCITED FOR THE REST OF THE YEAR. EVEN THOUGH IT'S GONNA BE JAM PACKED! IT'S WORTH IT!!!
• I CAN'T STOP WRITING IN CAPS LOCK. I'M TOO EXCITED!!!

Thursday, March 5:

• oddest day - in a good way though haha
• had to go to uni on my day off to pick up my concession sticker
• caught the train there with Nyn for the first time today
• started catching up on online lectures for class tomorrow
• met up with Vince and Nyn during their break
  • bananas, $7, 0-100, Rashays lies
• Nyn had to leave for work but we met up with Sam for lunch afterwards at Central Park
• Sam and I caught the train home together whilst Vince went to his second last class for the day - poor guy
• caught up on each other's lives and went exploring around the Building 8 i.e. Architecture building
• satay chicken and peanut sauce with fried rice for dinner

Friday, March 6:

• 9am starts on a Friday are so tiring
• had to make new friends in my first tute of the day - but it's cool that some of my Spanish 1 mates are there too
• not a fan of online quizzes - i need to trust my gut more
• had lunch by myself today - tempura sushi and Buzzfeed videos to get me through it
• my brain died at Spanish today. SO. MUCH. CONTENT. haha
• got a phone interview at Sportsgirl whilst i was heading to the station - hope i didn't sound too puffed out lol
• napped 'til 6ish and it felt so good
• chills with A for the rest of the night

Saturday, March 7:

• gave away Elsa to the repairs. Not gonna see my baby for 2-3 weeks :( - being carless is not fun
• dropped by Fairfield's unit meeting today - so many kids!!!
• mass singing at Good Sheps
• stayed at the CFC chapter meeting for a bit
• KFC feed with the squad aka Cis, Jeb and A
• spontaneous games night at Jeb's after

Sunday, March 8:

• 7:30-5:30 shift = ded
  • back pains the whole day = even more ded
• soooo ded after work - that shower and nap afterwards was great though
• chillz with bae while he does his uni work - i was supposed to do my readings too but... i didn't. woops
• got a back massage from beb as his physio practice and 'cause my back was aching - it actually helped!!!
• A slept over :)

Monday, March 9:

• it's lovely waking up to bae - i'm keen for that moment when i get to do that every day :)
• he dropped me off at work before he went to uni - again, i would totally do this every day!
• work not as bad as yesterday - Jae and Claire got smashed in the kitchen though - poor things
• coffee training afterwards
• Thom picked me up for HH - bless him
  • Frangos run!!!
• YFC NSW Upper HH at Alyssa's - light and darkness - both figuratively and literally according to Karen and I (matching!)

Tuesday, March 10:

• another day at uni - super ceebs - least favourite subject this sem, but at least i have a good tute (teacher could be a bit better)
• had lunch with my tute group, was quite lovely expanding my social shell with Koreen lol
• had to get picked up by A at Lidcombe 'cause i had no car today :(
• mass with the whole fams as a farewell blessing
• uni work 'til midnight - with a side of TWD

Wednesday, March 11:

• parents left for phills today :(
• crazy day of spanish - tried to smash through our assignment with James but failed miserably - sucks we can't find another whole day to finish it
• had lunch with Koreen and Abbey
• worst storm to come home to - had to get picked up by A 'cause i got drenched
• chilled the whole night 'cause i did not want to think about uni - fell asleep watching Birdman
• late night attacks are the worst though.

Thursday, March 12:

• and the anxiety continues. especially when it's mixed with stress about Ate duties and uni and service
• so glad we got to smash through spanish today. stupid cityrail though. why can't you get your crap together and come on time?!
• thank God we made it to basketball on time. i would've felt so bad knowing i would be the reason cis would get suicides or burpees for being late
• but all is good - found out he has an 8:30 game at Sutherland on Sunday. laters.
• first dinner with Cis alone without the parentals - it's cute that they miss us but srs just enjoy your quality time!
  • watched Zoolander 'cause of Paris Fashion Week haha
• spanish and my fail attempt at doing the readings to end the night - UTS needs to get on with the times and get the OPAL card and fix their online lecture recordings and have access to all lecture slides in PDF format

Friday, March 13:

• another Friday the 13th, another day of uni
• the most exciting thing about my 9am tute today was that i got 7/10 on my quiz that i did not study for. thanks G
• legit Spanish makes me enjoy uni just a little bit
• so scared about what the next month has to offer. not ready to face all the things that give me anxiety
• cis lost his first minto game for the season - why did justin have to get fouled out? :(
• Up to end the night - all the feels

Saturday, March 14:

• slept in 'til 1 in the afternoon because i didn't get to sleep 'til 3
• actually did some laundry
• mass with Cis followed by Pho for dinner
• chills with bae to end the night - A slept over

Sunday, March 15:

• 6:30 wake up for Cissy's next round of trial games for reps all the way in Sutherland
• after 3 intense, stressful games we are all exhausted
• Tito Romy's surprise 60th birthday lunch with the fams!!!
  • Tam-Chi's pregnant!!! finally!!!
  • Baby Gerard is so shy around me haha one day you'll love me!!!
• semi-productive night of finishing Spanish homework and planning out agenda for tomorrow night's meeting

Monday, March 16:

• grumpy dez came out again today
• slept in 'til 1pm - woops
• worst mood today - lack of motivation to do anything
• got ready for my work meeting - worst headache
• camp planning with Thom and the coords afterwards
• A slept over again - yayyy

Tuesday, March 17:

• it's actually really lovely waking up next to the person you love and want to spend the rest of your life with - cannot wait for the day to come when i can experience that every day
• A dropped me off at Lidcombe before he headed to uni - blessed
• bumped into Alanis before uni!!!
• was actually even more productive with my uni work 1 hour before my lecture than 3 hours at home last night
• one of my usual coffee spots made my coffee wrong - dez is not impressed
• legit, if it weren't for my uni mates i would be struggling so much in this subject - zzz
• caught the train home with Linhdan!!!
• A picked me up from the station again - also cannot wait for the days we get to carpool every day for work
• skipped routine tuesdays because i had to cook dinner :( - almost was a big mess
• stresstresstresstresstress
• blessed with an amazing boyfriend who would help you stress clean the house even though he has uni work to finish - infinitely blessed

Wednesday, March 18:

• why do i always feel like getting up for uni on wednesdays is the hardest?
• made it to the early train - had to park super far though
• learned about la familia in Spanish today
• took the train home with Nyn and Xiemon - random crew - talked about food and work the whole train ride
• took Nyn home - was good catching up with her
  • stupid spider freaked the both of us
• bought L&P and food for household and Cis today - you go Coles!!!
• catching up on lectures before HH
• camp planning starting to kick in during HH - time for the business to hopefully not take it's toll on me, but praise God for such a great team
• what sucks though is how no matter how great of a night i had, it always seems to shift around just like that

Thursday, March 19:

• 8:30 starts at work are good and bad - good because i get to go home early, bad because of the traffic in the morning
• got so smashed that i had to stay back an hour later to help out
• too ceebs to do anything - back pains, chest pains, head aches
• struggle street bringing Cis to training
• dinner at Mac Square afterwards - visited Bernard and A
• tried to catch up on my readings for tomorrow, but my body didn't let me

Friday, March 20:

• why did i choose a 9am start on a Friday for uni??? ragrets
• blueberry bagels but (the coffee was a bit average though)
• 7/10 on a quiz that i did not study for... again hahahaha
• headaches and heap bops all day
• james officially withdrew from Spanish :(
• crap crap crap night. at least carabao's smashed all saints - 66-36
  • big baby really does love picking fights - poor Cade

Saturday, March 21:

• MUM AND DAD ARE BACK!!!
• checked out the newly renovated Stockies - packed as!!! had to park behind the T-way D:
  • Grill'd for brunch
  • Stockies reminds me of DFO
• cissy's last Hoopsters semis - lost :(
• PASALUBONGS FROM THE PARENTALS - YAY
• napped from 6-8 while the boys went to play pick up at Minto
• Golden King for dinner - textbook mum
• caught up with mumma for a bit while i "attempted" to get my readings done and out of the way

Sunday, March 22:

• FIRST SYDWEST CHAPTER MEETING OF THE YEAR!!!
• 10am mass at Good Shepherd - got to see Elyze again!!! She still remembers my name! :D
• 'twas great seeing some old faces i hadn't seen for ages! - INCLUDING URIEL
• sprints with Kev, Dora and Bernard before the rain kicked in - ded
• KFC for dinner - classic mumma haha
• focused so much on sydwest stuff tonight that i have yet to start my 3 essays that are due this week - one of them's due tuesday. i'm screwed
• and he's pissing me off tonight. why do i even bother. oh right, because i care too much.

Monday, March 23:

• beb dropped me off at work today - we made up now yayyyy
• he had breakfast at work before he went to uni - Mark called him pretty hahahaha
• so not used to the new menu yet lol
• beb picked me up and we stopped by Nike factory - copped some lunar-racers and dry fit shorts and tights all for $117 woooo
• El-Jannahs for dinner
• stayed up 'til 4 finishing my essay - lol i never learn

Tuesday, March 24:

• did i even sleep? lol
• woke up grumpy and with no baon - the lady burnt my bagel, i got accused of stealing even though i had already paid for my make up (gotta love 40% off sales) - rough morning :(
• glad i have great uni mates though - even bumped into Lisa, Adrian, Drina and Jahana today haha
• beb picked me up from the station again - such random rain lol
• missed Routine Tuesdays again because i was buggered from the lack of sleep i had today - A knows how to take care of me
• steak for dinner - smashed it
• TWD and Spanish to end the night with beb

Wednesday, March 25:

• spanish in the morning is always a good morning
• chilled with Koreen during our break
• skipped the 5pm lecture (again - i've only gone to 2/5 of those lectures lol woops) and got picked up by bae at lidcombe
• hopefully tonight i'll be productive with catching up on my readings/online lecture and making a start on my essay
• but the thought of him going to Pub Crawl bothers me - a few drinks is fine - it's when he gets really loud and drunk that kills me every single time
• "i'm gonna turn my 3G off and save my battery" *nek minnit snapchats of him turning up* this is already making me uneasy

Thursday, March 26:

• probably my most stressful day trying to finish my assignment
• which i ended up finishing at 5 in the morning

Friday, March 27:

• never again will i chuck an all-nighter right before a 9am start for uni - ded
• thank goodness beb picked me up and dropped me off at the station - in some ways i'm glad i don't have a car 'cause then i get to carpool with beb and i save sooooo much money from not having to pay for petrol
• the struggle was so real trying to stay alive during my tute though
• barely survived uni on just a Nutella sandwich - never again
• pre-voted for the first time ever!!! - had no idea what i was doing though
• Spanish woke me up and got me hungry though - started learning about food and how to order in restaurants lol
• A picked me up again after uni
• got to shoot around a bit at Minto with Thom, Ron, Jomarc and Cade before we died doing sprints and circuits with Kev, B and Dora
• fit friends fridays is what we shall call it hahahaha
• seafood/vegan Rashays feed because it was Friday lol - pretty good pesto fettuccine and garlic cheese pizza - food coma but
• longest game of Monopoly at Dora's - i always get too competitive against A it's actually so bad 'cause it brings a really bad side of me

Saturday, March 28:

• oh how much i wanted to sleep in today
• GOT. TOTALLY. SMASHED. AT. WORK. TODAY
  • so glad Kim and Candice and Jae were there to help us out though
  • Jeje and Tin's facepaint though HAHAHAHAHA
  • dancing at the end of the day is always great with my workmates HAHA - esp when we surrounded Candice :p
• lazy night in - wish bae was here though :( damn you uni for being a cockblock!
• nek minnit he sleeps all night. frick
• my deep convos with uriel made me feel better though

Sunday, March 29:

• slept in 'til 10:30 - body is ded from friday lol
• got ready for camp training - phone kept stuffing up though
• pretty good turn out for today - still feel like i'm doing everything though which stresses me out
• gave Uri the biggest hug when i saw her 'cause i know she needed it
• thought A was coming over after but he didn't. again. whatevs

Monday, March 30:

• bipolar weather today
• quietest morning to busiest afternoon at work
• last carpool with beb for a while - gonna miss it tbh
• had my lunch break with beb
• 2 hour naps with beb after a long day are always great
• was A's patient for the rest of the night while he practiced his techniques on me for his prac exam tomorrow

Tuesday, March 31:

• 17 months with bae today
• another bipolar day - got dropped off at Westpoint with mum
• caught the train to uni with Nickin - talked about Wrestlemania, America and burgers for majority of the train ride
• coffee and brownie to start the morning off - also finally got onto the sesame snaps - oh man what have i been missing out on - so good!
• Koreen dogged the lecture today to have lunch with some relatives - pretty pointless lecture tbh - so hard to stay focused nowadays
• had lunch with Maggie and Erica at Jamaica Blue cafe - had to finish both their leftovers even though i brought baon 'cause they couldn't finish it
• average tute - our discussions always get interesting towards the end of the day - was in and out of focus 'cause i was organising music min stuff - yay for keen beans!
• got picked up by A at Ingleburn - napped and chilled at his before mass - i missed snuggling with him
• Mass was packed as tonight for Holy Week
• ordered takeaway at Valley Thai - it was so busy for a Tuesday night - poor guys
• TWD season finale over dinner - cray cray
• venting to Uriel while she vented to me about everything which ruined the rest of my evening reflecting about everything