Sunday, November 1:

• HAPPY ALL SAINTS DAY
• work 9:00-4:00
  • many ragrets saying yes to work after the party - not that i was hungover, just that i was so exhausted from the whole day
  • worked with bella, kim, mark, jae and candice
  • lost power from all the circuits in the middle of our peak hour - had to close the cafe for an hour D:
  • most stressful and most tiring day, and TOM didn't help
• got home, showered and chilled out with beb for a bit before heading to basketball
• bansktown sundays
  • kev, nyn and alisha came to wotch
  • we won!! - even got a 3 in hehe :)))
• dinner and dessert at what the fudge - cis, nyn, kevin and A
  • overrated gaytimes, reminiscing about young money and ALL da memories
• chilled back at home with A for the rest of the night

Monday, November 2:

• All Souls' Day
• woke up at around 9:30 and got ready and picked up A
  • took longer than expected 'cause there was a lot of poo lol
  • ended up having to run for our train, which we later realised was the early train
• got to uni early and chilled with A before i went to the meeting
• first Argentina and Chile ICS meeting
  • so glad i knew some familiar faces - Sophie, Nina, Ashley, Claire and Nathan
  • got me excited but also scared for 2017!
• had thai with beb for lunch - solid crispy pork belly and panang curry
• walked around central park before heading back to his place
• he napped for ages while i chilled out 'cause i left my laptop at home =="
  • random attacks and feelings of unworthiness kicked in :(
  • pretty convenient that A woke up though and helped me feel better
• tacos for dinner with the Angeles famz!
  • taco tuesday... on a monday haha
• more chills with A before i had to go home

Tuesday, November 3:

• slept in 'til 11:30 today lol woops
• had mum's chicken and avo sandwich for brunch and caught up with how to get away with murder
• finally finished my last group assignment for the year!!
• arms and abs kayla workout with beb - ded
  • weird dez came out after our 1v1 sesh
• showered and got ready for mass
• routine tuesdays with A are always lovely
  • filled up on the way home
• the walking dead, sleeping beauty and suddenly 30 to end the night
  • gave A his little anniversary present on the way out

Wednesday, November 4:

• slept in until 11... again =="
• got ready and headed to A's
• tried to do as much of my essay as possible at his - ended up sleeping and chilling for a good hour or so
  • by the time i was actually motivated to get going with my essay as well as exercising, mum calls and asks me to head home to avoid the storm
  • nek minnit ends up driving through the storm - doesn't make any difference, especially if i HAVE to drive home in the rain from work - dat logic
  • had to get over it though 'cause A had a dinner with his oz tag team anyway
• spent the rest of the night fighting off my anxiety and tried to be as productive as possible - just before midnight and i'm only 800 words in out of 3000
  • and A's not picking up his phone which worries me. he saw my message and hasn't been online on facebook for an hour. either he's asleep or somewhere else without his phone. which again is worrying me. great.
• found out he was just playing games with thom -_-

Thursday, November 5:

• knocked out at 1am 'cause my brain could not function any longer
• woke up at 7:30, clutched it in the end and powered through finishing my essay with 2 hours to spare woooo laterzzzz UTS!!!
• had breakfast at 3 lol and then kayla workout after digesting and catching up on youtube
• showered, got ready and then headed to livo late night with the fams
  • salsa's for dinner, checking out how expensive PS4s are D:, caught up with Amee while we waited for our dads to finish catching up haha
• ended the night with some NBA with the fam
  • go warriors!!! - i missed mum's commentary haha
• jokes, i have chest pains again. and i don't know why.

Friday, November 6:

• work 8:30-2:00
  • worked with kim, jae and claire! - missed her, i never get to work with her anymore :(
  • started off with a pretty chill to somewhat busy morning, and then kinda got smashed for a bit but so glad it went by pretty fast
• random rain before i headed home and then i did some sampay and took a mini nap before A came
• did the kayla workout - legs day - actually ded
• dinner no. 1 - lean cuisine meals
  • watched family feud and order of phoenix
• dinner no. 2 - four cheese and salami pizza (A had another hawaiian to himself)
• ended the night finishing the whole star wars trilogies
  • A going nuts over young anakin appearing at the end of the film haha

Saturday, November 7:

• work 8:30-3:30
  • worked with jeje, tin, anh, alisha and DONICO
  • we got rekt - superrrrr busy, fully thought it was gonna rain nek minnit all heat and humidity :(
• got home, chilled for a bit, showered and then headed to mass
• drove to A's afterwards - had dinner with the angeles family
• triple date games night at miguel's house
  • jilly, miggy, dean and karren
  • star wars monopoly, articulate (for agessss), pants and shipwreck with sexy cards lol

Sunday, November 8:

• got woken up by stupid drag racers at 6 in the morning through A's phone >:(
• ended up sleeping in 'til 11 - got woken up by uriel's message saying she was on the reain home from mass
• picked her up and we had lunch at squeeze and grind at camden
  • pretty pricey but sooooo much food
  • uri judging me for taking photos of the food haha
• walked around camden for a bit - hipster furniture/spiritual shops, coles run, target country
• dessert at lickit frozen custard - pretty good
  • our true colours come out when we bring out snapchat and dessert hahahaha
• chilled out at Uri's place before she headed to work
  • started watching Vampire Diaries for the first time - not bad
• drove back home, caught up on itsjudyslife before A finishes work and heads to mine
• bankstown sundays
  • lost 60-65 :( - biggest comeback of life though after being down by 20+ at the end of the first half
  • worst calls by the ref - full fouled jeric out at the start of the second half
  • happy i got my drive in - need to do that more in the game
• latest dinner - ended the night with ratatouille and a bit of new girl and big hero 6 while A studied

Monday, November 9:

• work 10:30-4:00
  • worked with jeric, dillon and jae
  • today was not my day - dropped the coffee head the minute i used the coffee machine, spilt iced coffee all over my pants and the counter, forgot to put some orders through and i had a panic attack while i was topping up the cutlery
  • cried on my drives to and from work
• spent the afternoon watching the chase and family feud before working out to let out all the frustrations
  • mum even decided to join in finally
• A came over for dinner
  • spent the night watching x factor, big bang theory, walking dead and supersize me + he studied too
  • was supposed to go HH but my head and heart was not there :(

Tuesday, November 10:

• slept in 'til 11 today
• spent the day relaxing, catching up on shows and youtube
• A came over after gym 'cause there was no food and we had valley thai for a late brunch
  • chicken fried, panang curry and lemon lime bitters
• A studied for a bit at mine while watching the chase and family feud
• cis, A and i headed to mass at good sheps
  • nyn, jerome, chris, EJ, janelle and faye were there too
• syd west joint upper and lower HH!!!
  • cis, A, nyn, jerome, chris, EJ, janelle, faye, kevin, daniel, yeli, thom, dean, karren, joseph, annemarie
  • almost full attendance from fairfield praise God
  • chinese charades, sharings, mission-readiness, planning and worship :)
• kev took us and janelle home

Wednesday, November 11:

• remembrance day - work 10:30-4:00
  • worked with tin, kim and candice
  • mediocre day - was so out of it
• got home and did nothing but shower and eat

Thursday, November 12:

• work 8:30-2:00
  • worked with jeje, alisha and kim
  • mark came by 'cause he was supposed to work today but kim got confused with the shifts lol woops
  • a regular asked me why i was always so happy and smiling - mate if only you knew what exactly goes on in my head :(
  • had to stay back a bit 'cause it got busy during lunch time
• started raining on the drive back home - filled up 'cause it was relatively cheap at 7/11
• weirdest arvo and night
  • mood swings left right and centre, finally got rid of the 'bump' in my armpit - was an old pimple *vom #tmi
  • didn't have much of an appetite even though i was hungry

Friday, November 13:

• friday the 13th ooOOOooOo
• children's mass at all saints in the morning with gaddi and adrian vincent
  • 5 verse recessional song really?????
  • props to Father's theology homily for the kids - one God, three Persons
  • Gaddi and child protection card when using the school toilets lel
  • Adrian's spoiler alert into today's catch up
• brunch at ristretto and co with Gaddi
  • walked around livo plaza while we waited for a table to be available
  • eased our way into the deep end of the conversation
  • revelations, faith journeys, biggest affirmation of our friendship - 'amidst the high school crushes and all, the love i felt from you resembled the love of Our Lady' (paraphrased)
• stopped by livo and bought dad's garnett jersey he's been wanting - last one in his size too
• finished up the rest of our chat at bigge park
  • became vulnerable, sydney weast, his conversion story
• as i was walking back to livo i got hit by ALL the rain
• met up with A - he finished 1/2 of his exams yayyyyyy
  • shouted him Schnitz for lunch
  • walked around in search for the cheapest price/deal for PS4 - A buckled when 1TB w/ black ops was $489 at big w but refused to let me buy it for him lol
• got smashed with even more rain on the way home
• chill night with A watching the chase, family feud, itsjudyslife, half blood prince, shaun of the dead and underworld
  • 10pm dinner, plucking out my ingrown hairs (that's love), finalising things for tomorrow
• packed for the weekend after A left

Saturday, November 14:

• kevin picked me up in the morning
• maccas breakfast - Faith stalking hahaha
• YFC CLUSTER PLANNING 2016
  • joseph, faith, john, kev, lorraine, gaddi, mandrid, janbee, koreen, bernard, topher, nikki, tim
  • being friends with hannah at the start
  • opening worship by mandrid
  • recollection led by ate niña - emmaus walk with kevin
  • adobo for lunch with jelly and recapping of 2015 afterwards
  • freetime - pictionary and apples to apples (aka cards against humanity bible edition hahaha)
  • salmon sinigang and crispy chicken for dinner
  • kevin for evening worship
  • cluster planning until the end of the night
    • much drama lol
  • articulate, 121 with gaddi and apples to apples to end the night

Sunday, November 15:

• sisters slept in until 7:30 when mass is at 8 lol woops
• mass at st. patrick's sutherland
  • lorraine parked at church of england hahahahaha
• corned beef and egg for brekkie hehe thanks coords!!!
• gaddi for opening worship - felt so at peace and so much joy ahhh God bless him
• recapping of our plans for 2016 followed by closing worship by john nguyen
• marinated chicken and salad for lunch
• apple to apples to end the weekend hehe
• kev dropped me home and i napped until A came over
• showered and got ready for ball
• bankstown sundays
  • won 85-40(?) - woooo finally a win for us
  • 3 rolled ankles in a row from thanh, phi and me :(
• sweet potato and chicken for dinner
• discovery preps to end the night

Monday, November 16:

• work 10:30-4:00
  • worked with jeric, dillon and jae
  • pretty chill day for the most part - struggled towards the end 'cause of my ankle :(
• headed home and did nothing but watch tv and youtube
• finally showered about 2-3 hours and hopefully i'll be productive with discovery preps tonight
• feeling super weird though and i'm trying to fight it

Tuesday, November 17:

• woke up still in a weird mood :( - i miss A, i haven't spoken to him since sunday and that is super long for us
• did nothing but watch HTGAWM (the ending cut out though D:) and youtube
• drove off to wetherill to take my mind off things
  • ended up buying A's present - laters bank account
• got home and finished folding all the clothes that mum always leaves me to do
• such a mediocre day tbh

Wednesday, November 18:

• work 10:30-4:00
  • worked with the gals today - kim, candice and alisha
  • left the house and was welcomed by a massive heatwave that will apparently get worse tomorrow and friday
  • quiet morning but got smashed after lunch up until close
• got home, showered and did my afternoon ritual of watching the chase and family feud
• pepper steak and tomato rice for an early dinner
• was hoping A would come over after his oztag game, but that didn't happen
  • dunno why i'm so clingy and overly sensitive and emotional this whole week
• gaddi's sort of random phone call cheered me up a bit though - HSM, accountability, forever too soon

Thursday, November 19:

• most broken of sleeps - eventually got up at around 11 'cause A woke me up
• butter chicken for brunch whilst finally catching up on jane the virgin my faves!!!
• got ready and headed to A's and slept a little bit more
• derpderpderp, itsjudyslife and then we headed to mac square
• A worked 4-9 (but really 9:40 lol) and i window shopped whilst waiting for nelly
  • nek minnit ends up buying make up from the priceline, big w and target sales lol woops
• 121 with nelly finally!!!
  • went back for more make up - oh man much broke
  • dinner at thai splendid - we have the same taste in food hehe
  • walked around until she met up with richard and i chilled out until A finished
• headed back to his, he ate the leftover thai we didn't finish and chilled out a bit before i had to go home
  • A always making fun of me whenever i laugh when i'm pain from getting massages lol

Friday, November 20:

• woke up at around 7:30 to wake A up for his final uni exam everrrr
• went back to sleep and woke up at around 11:30
• youtubed for a bit and then showered and got ready
• cis drove us to livo where we met up with A - he's finally free from uni forever!!! (hoping he passes everything haha)
• had schnitz for lunch - we should be regulars here haha
• cis went home and A and i went to watch mockingjay part 2!!!
  • tried salted caramel nutty choc top - such a mission to eat haha
  • in need of a divergent marathon before allegiant comes out
  • could not deal with finnick and prim's deaths :(((
• got home and gave A his present hehe the happiest kid
• drove to kmart to buy another controller so we could play only they don't sell any gaming products anymore - lame
• got home, changed and then headed to the carnes hill mass and dinner... that we ended up dogging 'cause it was so hot and crowded and the mass took way too long lol
• dinner at pho instead - grumpy dad who didn't get his spring rolls straight away
• tried to set up A's ps4 when we got home but our internet sucks :(
• ended up watching catching fire (lol) and deathly hallows part 1 to end the night
• weird chest pains aka struggling to sleep so i finished catching up on youtube and i think i've lost beb 'cause he didn't text me when he got home lol ragrets orrrrr

Saturday, November 21:

• A woke me up during his drive to work
• got ready and waited for kevin to pick me up
• we went to pick up annemarie and jerome before heading to eaglevale
• sydney west chapter meeting!!!
  • started off as a small bunch - me, kevin and dean felt so old hey haha
  • fruit salad, opening prayer, kevin's session, discussion groups (me, faye and riz the trouble members haha), pizza, soft drinks and brownies for lunch
  • we then spent the rest of the meeting prepping for discovery - posters, sharers, mumu, schedule
  • chris for closing worship
• loitering until we finally decided on HJs and mass at good sheps while aldric and dean stayed in the area and played ps4 all night lol (he's been converted lol)
• lonely night at home - first time in a while
  • finished the camp schedule
  • started having a toy story marathon until the parentals came home and they took over to watch the warriors vs bulls game

Sunday, November 22:

• bebe martins' baby-q!!!
• rough morning though - was told i had to get ready by 9-9:30. A didn't pick me up 'til about an hour later
  • stressed dric + grumpy tired/hangry dez = not a good combo
• got to the park and helped mind our spot while ate had to go back and finish getting ready
• helped set up and what not - even some of the titos and titas that arrived started helping out when they saw how stressed we were lol
• A and i went to buy more cases of beer for the party lol
• didn't end up eating 'til 2pm D: - ate so much and way too fast (food coma)
• elyze is in her sassy stage which is scary but cute haha
• typical filo parlour games haha
• headed home and took a nap before getting ready for ball
• bankstown sundays
  • A chose not to play + no girl subs + cissy hurting his hamstring = ehhh not a great game
• got home, had burgers for dinner
• spent the rest of the night catching up of TWD, watching coach carter and jamming to JB and YFC with beb

Monday, November 23:

• work 10:30-4:00
  • lagged in getting ready 'cause i was so tired from yesterday
  • worked with dillon, tin and jae
  • wasn't as busy as i thought but the heat made it tiring
  • papas ricotta cheesecakes but!!!
• got home, watched the chase and family feud - also got to see A looking all schmick for his grad ball hehe
• another day another argument with mum over dinner - wanted to cry and tell her everything but i couldn't
• so i cried before i showered and got ready
• drove to the gales' for our second last upper HH of the year
  • joseph, faith, thom, john nguyen, mandrid, janbee, lorraine, koreen, bernard, topher
  • "honey we're pregnant!" aka preparing for advent and waiting - actually so relevant
  • always good banter and sharings with the HH :)
• got home, caught up on itsjudyslife and watched the AMAs while waiting for A to get back from grad ball
• A's sleeping over tonight yay!

Tuesday, November 24:

• woke A up at around 8:30 so we could leave the house by the time mum left for work
• ended up at A's house for the day
• got home in time before tito angeles left for phills
• i slept until about 10:30 - got upset when A ate breakfast without me so i got him to make me a ham and cheese toastie haha
• watched him play battlefront for a bit
• derped and then A literally knocked out on my chest haha he looked so peaceful
• had more toasties for lunch 'cause that's all they had in the house and leftover strawberry cheesecake from the baby shower
• A taught me how to play rocket league before he left for his work meeting
• headed home for a bit before going to HH
• syd west upper HH at tita lani's
  • A, thom, danny and nyn
  • final planning with the HH before screening night
• didn't sleep 'til 7 in the morning the next day 'cause i watched all of season 3 of dance academy

Wednesday, November 25:

• slept in 'til 12 because of my all nighter lol
• found out it had been 6 years since i've been friends with A according to facebook haha
• got ready, had an apple and up and go for brunch, filled up 'cause petrol was cheap and headed to A's
• felt weird the whole drive
• got to A's and bawled my eyes out, out of frustration
  • A was really comforting and patient, God bless him
• played some rocket league before heading to memphis wings for 'linner'/'dunch'
• mumu practice at dean's
  • dean, A, david, riz, raf, chris
  • solid practice with like half the mumu, except carlos needs a lot of catching up to do
  • inside out feelz, justin bieber songs, turn the beat around/embrace, hillsong, secondhand serenade
• headed back to A's and made a PSN, played a little more RL before i headed home
• got my shifts for december - pretty much working every weekend after discovery wooo

Thursday, November 26:

• slept in until 12 again - woke up in pain 'cause of TOM :(
• spent the afternoon finishing the mid-season finale of HTGAWM and catching up on jane the virgin
• showered and got ready - ate some beef rice noodles before heading out
• mumu prac at dean's
  • raf, dean, david, chris, riz and karren
  • solid run through with everyone - kinda worried for carlos
  • mumma wilkins' pasta and garlic bread dough (geddit???)
• uri venting about her boy on the drive home
• chills with A over the phone

Friday, November 27:

• woke up 7:15 and drove dad to his specialist appointment in fairfield
• went home to pick up my car so dad could drop his to get it fixed
• headed to livo even though dad suggested valley plaza to get our passport photo taken
  • nek minnit got into an accident whilst trying to find parking - ugh.
  • mamak for lunch finally - i rate the spicy satay boneless chicken
• headed to mary immaculate for the funeral mass
  • kevin's mum remembers me
  • had to sing for the mass
• drove home and moped around 'cause of what happened today
• A eventually came over and we played battlefront and RL the whole night
  • kept getting frustrated all throughout 'cause i could not get it right
  • skipped dinner because of it
• A trying to make me feel better by saying that i'm not terrible at life and that i was actually good at games - nek minnit couldn't fight that smile which led to laughs
  • thank You Lord for giving him patience

Saturday, November 28:

• work 8:30-3:30
  • woke up more tired than usual - probs from not getting enough sleep
  • worked with jeric, dillon, tin, jae and candice
  • work was pretty busy but went by so slow :(
  • had literally just started working and someone had complained about our coffee sizes because they didn't know weren't away we only had two sizes. if you're new to the area then at least ask the person serving you ugh.
• was in a crappy mood for the rest of the day 'cause i thought i was gonna have a nice chill night with A afterwards - nek minnit he's hanging out with thom. cool.
• got home and went straight to sleep, didn't bother showering 'cause i was done with today
• woke up to KFC for dinner - thanks parentals i needed the fat feed
• tried to be productive tonight by working on the skit for discovery

Sunday, November 29:

• mass singing for 10am mass at carnes hill
  • now i remember why i prefer to sing in the afternoon - my voice takes a while to warm up lol
  • bernard joined us - i'm so humbled whenever he genuinely thinks i sounded amazing during my solos ahhhh bless him
  • his parents are full cute too haha
• brunch at valley thai with mumma and cis while dad was at the cfc summit
  • interrogating cissy, how to be good parents 101
• got home and we all knocked out - siesta time
• woke up and folded some clothes, caught up on itsjudyslife (benji's message for judy though D;) and got ready for ball
• A came to pick us up
• ball sundays at bankstown
  • we won yayyyy - tried to cut more (missed all my free throws though)
• helped A work on his sharing for camp + TWD (dat cliffhanger though!) the incredibles and the end of american sniper

Monday, November 30:

• work 10:30-4:00
  • worked with jeje, tin and jae
  • pretty chill tbh - went by pretty slow
  • had my end of year review afterwards with kim and candice - glad they feel confident with me at the front and with coffees (keen to learn more about the kitchen though)
• headed home, showered, got ready then headed to A's for tita's farewell dinner before she goes to phills
• anthony drove us to mac square where we ate pho
• A's post-grad, debuts, pregnancy, giving birth (scarred)
• chilled back at A's for a bit - worst mood swings ever tbh