Thursday, October 1:

• it's october already WHATTTTTTT
• 23 months with beb!!!
• A picked me up and we headed to the buddhist temple in bonnyrigg across vinnies
  • he chilled at vinnies while i had a roam around and had a talk with one of the admin ladies who worked there - finally getting somewhere with my assignment (still many ragrets for lagging this much D: but that's all on me)
• A bought pictionary at vinnies for $4
• monthsary date at twelve spices for lunch!!!
  • chicken pad thai, pork fried rice, ox tongue, watermelon and lychee shakes and pandan fried ice-cream
  • cravings satisfied after watching the pad thai video on buzzfeed
• A chilled for a bit before leaving for work
  • clingy beb haha
• caught up on itsjudyslife and buzzfeed before knocking out and taking a nap
• woke up and got ready for confession and mass at good sheps
  • bro pat is back yayyyyyy
  • feelin' sooooo fresh and so clean (clean) :)))
• HJs for din din - dem onion rings and red fanta doeeee
• the bachelorette and gogglebox australia while i packed and checked in for mackay!!!

Friday, October 2:

• 4am wake up call - dad dropped me off at the airport
• met up with topher and karen
  • bumped into monicarae again haha
• bought some maccas breakfast before boarding
  • took our time nek minnit we were one of the last people to board haha woops
• 2 hour flight to brizzy - knocked out
  • 30 min wait before our flight to mackay - met up with cyron yayyy
• 2 hour flight to Mackay - was welcomed by the lovely breeze - all da sugar canes
  • got picked up by two of the mackay sisters - djeb and eissen and had brunch at eissen's house
  • full made us brunch - dat crispy bacon and mushroom doeeee
• was supposed to start covenant orientation at 12:30, got to the venue 1:30 and started at 2 haha
  • our campsite was a scout centre in the middle of woop woop haha
• heaps of keen beans praise God
• had to fly through all the sessions but praise God for everyone's efficiency and being able to deliver all their sessions so well
• first time i used the toilets at mackay, a frog decides to pop out of the toilet as i flushed so i ended up flushing it down the toilet...
• DAY 1 OF CAMP: GREATER
  • shy but really lovely participants - get steffanie, cally and djenine in my discussion group
  • so proud of djenine and sirach for sharing during my talk!
• team no sleep 'cause Karen and i got attacked by giant moths in our room D:

Saturday, October 3:

• 6:45 wake up call - grumpy dez 'cause of team no sleep
• best brekkie though - bacon, mushroom, onions and fried rice
• CPT, blanket game, talks 2 and 3, burning activity, confession and letter writing before our big break
• 3 hours of free time - best chicken for lunch, stupid games and cards games
• fusion, types of prayers, talk 4 + service team worship and prayers, the participants' first worship
• dinner - old school karaoke jams with yfc mackay
• variety night - cutest performances, mr snuffles, rollercoaster skit, ABC story, directors cut, ninja, cavalier mount knight, bomb and shield, fruit salad, chinese charades
• a lot of the members stayed up but karen and i knocked out

Sunday, October 4:

• last day of camp already :(
• 6:45 wake up call 'cause cyron, karen and i had to go mass before we leave mackay - wasn't able to find a priest during camp
• mass at st. brendan's - the priest was so lovely cracking jokes about broncos vs. cowboys and making small chat with the cute little altar server
• made it back in time for red's first worship hehe
• squeezed in breakfast before CPT and karen's talk
• members were able to spend time giving their letters to their parents before commitment ceremony and closing worship
• ALL the group photos and model shots afterwards followed by lunch
• the mackay members took us sightseeing before heading to the airport
  • slade point lookout + beachwater, mafia at the park
• djeb dropped us off :(: - bye mackay we'll miss you!!!
• karen and i got full off the gouda and crackers and smiths chips
  • also got to dnm on the flight from brisbane since we were energised after our nap
  • koreen, karen and i are relationship friends - went through all the same hurts haha
• the whole fams and A came to the airport to pick me up haha cute
• maccas for dinner haha so healthy
• was supposed to spend the rest of the night catching up with A but he knocked out pretty early
  • emotional dez came out as he was leaving :(
  • made sense since TOM came early

Monday, October 5:

• labour day long weekend - slept in 'till 12
• woke up grumpy and in pain 'cause of my broken sleep and TOM
• got ready and cis and i headed to mac links pools with the squad
  • missed out on hiking 'cause i was an emotional wreck
• played tennis and chilled by the pools while everyone swam - perf weather for it too 'cause it reached 38 degrees D:
• memphis wings for dinner with cis and A
• spent the night folding clothes, watching how to get away with murder and changing my bedsheets and seeing all the post-camp notifications haha - withdrawals are real

Tuesday, October 6:

• was contemplating waking up early in order to be productive and smash through my 1,500 words due 9am tomorrow - ended up having a morning adventure with A as he drove to uni and then sleeping in 'til 12
• headed to valley plaza to buy lunch - bought myself butter chicken and a gaytime tub FINALLYYYY
  • even bumped into tita beth and fran on the way out
• spent the afternoon with my butter chicken, watching Enchanted - i want the short films collection!!!
• time to cram for uni :(((
  • ALL the procrastinating though - struggle street
  • spent majority of the night reading through the articles i needed to use for my essay
• routine tuesdays with A as a "break" from assignments lol
  • first time in ages we were able to go daily mass together :)
• A kept me company while i cried trying to smash through the readings while he was crying about his allocations for post-grad full-time physio jobs
• started writing my essay at 1am lets see how long it'll take for me to finish this
  • aim - before 6

Wednesday, October 7:

• so i actually did get to finish my report before 6 hehe wooo
• took me ages to knock out though - woke up at 10 to finalise and print everything off and showered
• A came over to print off some stuff for his rego/allocation
• headed to the temple for one last interview and photos
• walked back to A's car to find out his card got cancelled because he left it back at officeworks - cardless for the next week :(
• headed to livo for lunch and shouted him schnitz to try and make him feel better the poor guy
• A dropped me off at livo station and i headed to my tute to hand in my assignment
  • honestly had no idea what was going on in the tute 'cause i didn't do the readings and i was sleep deprived
  • group assignments suck :(
• knocked out on a packed train home lol woops at least the last stop was liverpool so i didn't end up in canberra like that random guy hahaha
• tried to sleep off the chest pains, spent the late arvo early evening catching up on buzzfeed and itsjudyslife
• procrastinating again with my presentation that i'm not even sure if i have to hand in lol oh well
• mumma brought home pasalubongs from tita myrn!!!
  • finally got my velvet teddy, porefessional and refill of my gimme brows hehe :)))

Thursday, October 8:

• today was probably the longest but most eventful day i've had at uni so far
• got to my lecture only to hear a fire drill and had to be evacuated hahahaha - skipped half the lecture 'cause of it
• the tute flew by fast 'cause it's presentations for the next 4 weeks wooooo
• ate at cornerstone cafe for the first time for lunch - pretty good coffee and burgers :))
• tried to be productive whilst waiting for koreen and the gang haha
  • caught up on spanish homework and wrote out my letter for dad
  • also caught up on buzzfeed and itsjudyslife
  • even applied for more jobs lol
• met up with Audrian, Koreen, Mina and Justin
• ALL the detours to hyde park - poor darren had to wait for us haha whatta ledge
  • pit stops to take cash out and ice-cream at Aqua S for the first time - was okay
• FRIENDS CENTRAL PERK POP-UP CAFE
  • but really it was just mug props, a box and background with the iconic couch
  • but hey, at least there's free coffee :)))
• most random group but greatest company for the day
• even dropped by night noodle markets
• had to buy a portable charger and charger 'cause my phone died :( - first world problems
• caught the train to parra and headed to bondi pizza
• camp eval with the Mackay Mission team
  • affirmations, great food, cling wraps
• caught the train to glenfield and beb dropped me off to my car - God bless him <3
• drove home, had the best shower and started reminiscing about camp again 'cause cyron posted up the photos

Friday, October 9:

• already a week since we flew into mackay :( - mad withdrawals
• woke up in a bad mood, didnt really go away the whole day
• was pretty out of it during spanish
• at least i'm happy with my mark for mid-sems
• got home and did nothing but rest
• even forgot to eat breakfast and lunch
• my nap didn't help either
• idk why i'm like this - praying tomorrow gets better

Saturday, October 10:

• work 9:00-4:00 (team no sleep yet again
  • jeje, franny, tin, anh, dillon
• we got smashed haha no surprises there
• got home, showered and then went to mass
• mass at good sheps with thom and A
• fatmans for dinner with A and cis - bumped into Ace and his fams haha
• star wars: attack of the clones, a good day to die hard and the start of tron: legacy
• A knocked out on me again =="

Sunday, October 11:

• work 8:30-4:15
  • mark, kim, candice, jae, bella
• we got smashed round 2 lol
• got home, showered and then got ready for dinner at Pho with the fams and A
• cis drove us to ball afterwards
• first lost at bankstown :( - wish i got more of my drives in - fricken refs didn't call the fouls on us girls
• realisation that I'm not gonna see A for a whole week after today :( - #clingy

Monday, October 12:

• work 10:30-4:00
  • jeje, tin and dillon
• pretty chill despite the random rushes - even closed up early 'cause it was dead haha
• A visited and had lunch 'cause he didn't realise his class started at 1 not 10 today haha
• got home, chilled before getting ready for HH
• thom came over with maccas for dinner
• upper HH at the Tallada residence
  • nek minnit pizzas for everyone lol
• mackay/GAT reunion, sharings, service meeting for upcoming events
• thom and i left early 'cause he had work 6am lol laters

Tuesday, October 13:

• semi-productive day off
• was supposed to visit the Buddhist temple but instead i stayed in, procrasti-studied and napped for about 3 hours
• eventually got ready and then cis and i headed out and picked up kevin and nyn for our first discovery planning meeting at the cerdan's
  • best spaghetti, chicken and garlic bread combo
  • INSIDE OUT's the theme!!!
  • 'discoverable me' tho hahaha
  • keenkeenkeen
• tried to finish early 'cause we all had work/school/uni tomorrow
• glad to see everyone else is keen and that A's already making a cover photo for us hehe

Wednesday, October 14:

• HAPPY BIRTHDAY TITA LIZ!!!
• uni 9-5
  • most ceebs for this second half of the semester
  • spanish i don't mind, it's reg commm and IBV that ruin me :(
  • tried the burger at black angus - average
  • lyn and i skipped our reg comm lecture and bought our voss bottles and talked about life
  • even got out of my tute early 'cause my whole group is ceebs for this subject lol
• headed to A's house after - chilled out before heading to minto for their game
  • probs the best thom and A have played all season haha
• leftover chicken curry for dinner - borderline hangry
• temptations and ultimate derpiness but i knew better - one day :)

Thursday, October 15:

• uni 9-12
  • pretty pointless tbh - i really don't need to go to the lectures since our tutes are just presentations, only going for the attendance
• caught the train home with mary again - lovely catch up
• headed to A's house and had Chiefs for lunch
• A stressing out about his ollocation preferences - you got it beb
• ultimate derpiness part 2
• headed home and spent the rest of the afternoon folding and sorting through the mountain of clothes that i needed to do since monday lol woops
• worked on spanish and packed for the weekend

Friday, October 16:

• HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMA!!!
• uni 9-11
  • too much spanish to take in - my brain hurts :(
• bought some meat boxes with keiffer for lunch since i left my sushi at home before we recorded our video
• headed to the library and found an empty study room - the hardest video yet
  • first time we took so many takes
• tried to find something for the parentals' birthdays - ended up buying myself a new dress and top for summer
• eventually met up with them just as they arrived at the hotel haha dat timing
• heard Mass at St. Peter Julian's before having dinner at Thai Tawandang with the famz squad
  • ALL the babies! - Benji Han was born today too!!!
  • dat crispy pata and watermelon shake
  • thai restaurant, more like German and Filipino hahaha they didn't even have pad thai or pad see ew
  • makulit Ano and cutie Angelo who cried every time he was around me or mum :( haha
• chilled out at the hotel for the rest of the night

Saturday, October 17:

• 8:30 breakfast buffet at the hilton - thanks jmagzzzz
• cis got his plan changed at voda - i still need to wait 3 months before i can :(
• Cis and i tried to find something for the parents, instead we headed back to the hotel and napped 'til about 1:30 lol woops
• had lunch at pepper lunch followed by N2 for dessert - dat rafaello and ferrero rocher doe
• bumped into Aaron on the walk back towards pitt street - kept him company while he waited for his parents
• chilled out at noodle markets, minding a table before parents met up with us after les mis
• ALL the belly bao and sweet potato fries!!
• finally tried strawberry watermelon cake - pretty fancy but refreshing
• star wars III to end the night

Sunday, October 18:

• checked out early 'cause of cissy's awards day for reps
• maccas brekkie on the way home
• got home at around 11ish, knockef out 'till 3 lol woops
• leftover beef steak for lunch/merienda
• 5pm mass at all saints
• headed to bankstown for duty lol ceeebs this new system
  • cis headed home while i did duty with A since jeje was sick
• HJs for dinner - who runs out of spicy sauce and whoppers but D:
• A chilled at mine, watched batman begins and a bit of the rugby before heading home

Monday, October 19:

• Happy birthday tam-chi and ate crizli!!!
• work 8:30-2:00
  • jeje, tin and mabs - probs the best people to work with haha
  • standard rushes and busy periods on a monday
  • jeric's nickname back story (anti-fungi-infection-cream), weddings, high school drama, oz tag
• got home, showered and then chilled out for a bit before heading to A's
• insanity day 1 starts yet again - hopefully we can stay consistent this time and get that summer bod
• crizli's birthday dinner with their fambamzz
  • got to see elyze again my favessss
  • dat lechon kawali and chow mein doeeee
  • dat canoli, cheesecake and macadamia ice-cream doeeee
• chills with bae before he got clingy again when i have to go home haha

Tuesday, October 20:

• first day off in what felt like agees
• slept in 'til 10
• spent the day procrastinating, catching up on the bachelorette, how to get away with murder and doing spanish homework
• did some sampay and parents brought home roast pork for brunch
• A finished uni early and came over - watched interstellar and the first two episodes of twd season 6 (already intense)
• syd west upper HH at ours
  • the cerdans, cis, A, nyn, danny and kev
  • planning for discovery - keen
• A stayed for a bit afterwards - watched the rest of guardians of the galaxy

Wednesday, October 21:

• HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAPA, Mandah and Candice!!!
• uni 9-11 (skipped my afternoon lecture and tute 'cause yolo)
  • more spanish revision for next week's role play and exam
• had my shihlin chicken and plum potato fries for brunch
• eventually headed home 'cause i was tired and wanted to spend time with the famzz for dad's birthday
• ended up catching the train home with bernard - awesome catch up
  • got me into kayla itsines workouts and getting fit again
• grill'd for a late lunch with the parents 'cause cissy had to stay back at school for a group assignment
• first kayla itsines workout - oh man i'm drippin' already
  • even weighed myself and got my before shot
• had a mini basketball sesh with dad too
• mounties bistro for dinner
  • caesar salad with tandoori chicken for me hehehe
• set up my weekly planner for my workout instead of doing assignments lol woops

Thursday, October 22:

• another ceebs day at uni - 9-12
  • the gloomy weather didn't help
• friends thursdays with efren and miggy
  • even bumped into nyn on the train before her exam
• ended up skipping my lecture so i could have brekkie
  • my tutor thinks i haven't been around all semester - i know my head's been out of it
• today's tute made me realise just how far behind i am compared to everyone - haha i'm screwed
• headed to A's for some stress relief and i wanted to see him again before he went to work
• was supposed to exercise - lol yeah that didn't happen
  • lesson definitely learnt
• weird afternoon - spent it eating roast pork and watching the bachelorette to keep my mind off things + the rain demotivated me to want to exercise (rest day!)
• caught up with Uriel for a bit about her boy troubles before she went to study for her cafs exam
• wanted to spend tonight doing assignments - yeah that didn't happen

Friday, October 23:

• woke up very unmotivated with no energy to go to uni
• ended up going anyway just for revision before the exam next week
  • brain was fried
• headed to carnes hill afterwards for some gym gear and brunch
  • bought a one piece, sports crop and singlet at Big-W and coffee and a spinach and cheese pastry at GJs
• spent the rest of the afternoon chilling and working out
  • day 2 of kayla itsines - struggled to finish all 4 sets of arms and abs :(
  • made up for it through stretches, LISS and a little shoot around with cis
• watched the chase and family feud before A came
• 1v1'ed at the back with beb - i beat him best of 3 haha
• spent the rest of the evening watching the first two star wars movies as part of the double trilogy before the new star wars comes out

Saturday, October 24:

• work 8:30-3:30
  • first shift with Alisha - not bad
  • got smashed though throughout the day
  • highlights of my shift - being called Beyonce and and expert after a regular watched me make their coffee today and was pleased by it :)
• went home, chilled out and showered before Mass
• A picked us up and we headed to Mass at JB
  • felt all anxious and guilty and couldn't fully surrender myself to Him in the Eucharist :(
• went back home to pack and then headed to Dean's
• DEAN'S 21ST!!!
  • got there at 7:30 'cause the party was supposed to start at 7 thinking we'd be a tad late but we ended up being the first ones there besides David
  • best spinach and onion dip + jungle juice
  • random phone call from Gaddi just before everyone came
  • playing skip ropes with the fancy lights tipsy was probs my highlight
  • class twerk team photoshoot and bathroom sesh
  • stargazing and snuggling on the beanbags outside with all the blankies with the gals was the cutest
  • Dean and his drunk banter though haha
  • me, A, Cis and Karren ended up being the only ones sleeping over
    • Karren and I slept on the comfiest mattress hehe

Sunday, October 26:

• the sun woke us up early - around 9:30
• Dean's parents made us the best bacon and eggs and chocolate and caramel milkshakes for brekkie
• spent the day either sleeping or playing games
• Efren even came over despite having an assignment due tomorrow haha dat peer pressure
• played Fluxx as well - a lot of reading but pretty fun
• headed home to quickly wash up and get ready for ball
• Bankstown sundays
  • was up the first half, ended up losing by like 14 points :(
  • started out so well! - i even got a lay up in and a block
  • lost momentum and wasn't able to get it back after the second half - oh well, another lesson learnt
• ended the night the star wars 3: revenge of the sith - woooo finished the first trilogy this weekend
  • also found out that A hasn't seen the original trilogies D: - no wonder he was keen on getting through all of them so soon before the new one comes out

Monday, October 26:

• work 10:30-4:00
  • left the house without my glasses so i had to drive and work with my old school frames lol
  • worked with je, dillon and jae
  • relationship struggles, basketball, banter with the customers and random lunch peaks
• got home, folded some sampay and chilled out before A came
• kayla itsines work out with bae for the first time
  • legs are dead D:
  • A beat me this time round 1v1 :(
  • practiced my shooting and lay ups at the end when i was so tired and sore to get used to the heavy muscles during the game
• x-factor, attempt at uni work, pearl harbour and some youtube to end the night
  • and even during my frequent chest pains throughout, he was able to comfort me whilst he was studying

Tuesday, October 27:

• semi-productive day
• re-enrolled for uni next year - 3 days each sem, not too bad but could be better
• headed to the temple to finalise the forms, ended up breaking down in front of Hong D:
• tried to compose myself back at home and be productive
• eventually got ready and headed to A's
• had dinner there and chilled out for a bit while i moped around before we headed to HH
• Ctown Upper HH at tito chris'
  • riz, raf, uri, dean, karren, carlos, A
  • ALL the fellowship
  • minute sharings, deep questions, deep session(-ish haha)
  • how we saw ourselves vs. how others see us - cutest responses :) dat reassurance and affirmation
  • uri and her hilarious stories and weird humour hahaha
• snuggled with beb for a bit before the start of death week D:

Wednesday, October 28:

• 9:30 speaking task for spanish
  • keiffer and i got caught off guard by our topic D: oh well one less assignment to worry about
• spent the next 4 hours eating, buying fran's birthday present and prepping for tomorrow's presentation
• final reg comm lecture and tute yaaaaaas - sick of this subject
  • probs the worst presentation i've done at uni but whatevsss it's done
• had an early dinner and finished up the presentation before heading to minto for A's finals
  • they won!!!
  • all the basketball wives were there hehe
  • ron, alex and ethel came to watch too
• celebratory free dinner at maccas 'cause they won $100 haha
• headed home a bit earlier 'cause i needed rest for tomorrow - not keen one bit

Thursday, October 29:

• lagged in getting ready so i missed the early train
• still made it to the lecture - kinda wish i didn't go 'cause i ended up being late to my tute and it was pretty useless
• headed to A's after uni 'cause i just needed some time beb before he went to work
• wrapped fran's present, headed to Mass to give it to her and then spent the rest of the night trying to study for my spanish exam tomorrow

Friday, October 30:

• last day of uni - spanish exam was harder than i thought, pretty sure i still got a pass though
• tried to find a costume/A's present afterwards before heading home but didn't have any luck
• Cis and his mates picked me up at the station
  • Cissy's reckless driving, dropped by Subway for lunch
• after digesting and chilling, did arms and legs - ded
• A came over - got hangry while trying to work out how to get the hard drive to work on the TV
• watched walking dead and star wars IV and V
  • glen :(((( - it can't be true
• did not want to spend the rest of the night all weird, especially during the first hour of our official 2 year anniversary - pretty ceebs now though

Saturday, October 31:

• [totally thought i already wrote out this day lol woops]
• 2 YEARS WITH BEB!!! / HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!
• A woke me up and we got ready and he picked me up
  • headed to glenfield station
• was supposed to have lunch at jack's burger but it was closed today :( - good old burgerfuel instead
• explored around newtown and its stores and op shops
  • ended up finding my costume for mary's party - madeline
• headed to town hall afterwards and explored around pitt street mall
  • boost juice, new going out slides and madeline hat, checked out H&M - got a good haul
• mass at st. mary's cathedral
• trained it back to glenfield and got ready at A's
• jeb picked us up and we headed to marc's house
• mary's halloween 21st!!!
  • ej's penis costume, photobooth, "are you having fun?", stupid games, grumpy tired dez, defqon 1