• aphotic
• defective
• somber
• impairs
• parasite
• cavity
• wither
• infest

• victorian mourning dresses
• '50s chipped vintage furniture and pastel knick-knacks
• anything and everything shabby chic really
• decrepit baby dolls missing limbs
• black minimalistic tattoos
• diseases from the middle ages
• everything lana del rey does
• plate armor and medieval weaponry
• late 1800s medical instruments

• curb stomp #1 by ryan ferrier + devaki neogi
• hysteria by richard appignanesi + oscar ázrate
• lazarus #3 by greg rucka + michael lark
• paper girls #1 by brian k. vaughan, cliff chiang, + matt wilson
• rat queens #2 by kurtis j. wiebe, roc upchurch, + stjepan šejić
• sally heathcote: suffragette by mary m. talbot, bryan talbot, + kate charlesworth
• take it as a compliment by maria stoian
• the trouble with women by jacky fleming

• Anna Karenina by Leo Tolstoy
• The Count of Monte Cristo by Alexandre Dumas
• Dracula by Bram Stoker
• Frankenstein by Mary Shelley
• The Odyssey by Homer
• The Picture of Dorian Gray Oscar Wilde
• Wuthering Heights by Emily Brontë

• bella fiori *
• hailey reese *
• brittayy44 *
• kyla rebecca *
• caitlin rose *
• loeylane*
• danelle hallan *
• vintage files *
• gabulosis *
• criminally listed *
• georgia marie *
• cayleigh elise *
• kendall rae *
• madame macabre *
• lordanarts *
• obsoleteoddity *
• alaina violet *

• Wuthering Heights by Emily Brontë
• Gemma Doyle trilogy by Libba Bray
• Dracula by Bram Stoker
• The Iron Daughter by Julie Kagawa
• Forbidden by Tabitha Suzuma
• Orgin by Jessica Khoury
• The Picture of Dorian Gray by Oscar Wilde
• The Monstrumologist by Rick Yancey
• Pride and Prejudice by Jane Austen
• All Our Yesterdays by Cristin Terrill
• The Lion, the Witch, and the Wardrobe by C.S. Lewis
• Grave Mercy by Robin LaFevers
• The Little Prince by Antoine de Saint-Exupéry
• Asunder by Jodi Meadows
• The Darkest Minds by Alexandra Bracken

• alice in wonderland
• medieval fantasy
• paranormal stories
• american civil war
• wild west and victorian steampunk
• edgar allan poe
• victorian and edwardian hospitals and illness
• dolls and dollhouses
• apocalyptic themes
• 1800s western saloon
• true crime & cults
• ancient civilizations of north america
• titanic and other shipwrecks

❝ i do not know what it is about you that closes and opens; only something in me understands the voice of your eyes is deeper than all roses nobody, not even the rain, has such small hands. ❞ - e. e. cummings.

• wild, but small and quiet kid who's in love
• cis straight girl & she/her
• loves Jesus more than anything
• feminist & artemis reincarnate
• terribly, terribly bashful
• spends too much of her time in bars
• married to the moon
• forever swallowing butterflies
• oftentimes has a nosebleed
• tends to forget her age
• nocturnal & coffee addict
• infp / melancholic / chaotic neutral
• bpd and always sick and sad

• rotting / rotten / rot
• whisper
• decay
• sick / sickening
• vomit
• ache
• warm / warmth
• dirty
• gentle
• empty
• dead / death
• infect / infection
• soft

• ✔ washcloths for face washing
• vintage louis vuitton (preferably 60s)
• all of maria v. snyder's books
• necklace stand
• map of world of warcraft
• the jane austen heirloom collection
• natural laundry detergent
• vintage ouija board
• ✔ the collected stories of colette
• ram's skull (cruelty free)
• canon eos rebel t3i (body only)
• ef 40mm f/2.8 stm pancake lens
• aa plaid tennis skirts in every color

• Oliver
• Étienne
• Rowan
• Isaiah
• Zooey
• Sebastian
• Noah
• Charlie
• Johan
• Lazarus
• Henry
• Simon

• use a blowdryer to heat eyelash curler
• mix face argon oil and mix it with matte foundation
• apply baby powder in eyelashes before mascara
• apply highlighter to moisturized shin bones
• shaving cream on clothes with foundation cleans
• mix lotion with too dark foundation
• use zote pink laundry soap to clean brushes
• apply vaseline to areas where you spray perfume
• put bath salts into clear jars for makeup brushes

• to drag from the guts / what’s in the guts / terror and hunger.

Zbigniew Herbert, from Chord of Light: Poems; “Mr. Cogito and Pop,”

• & you know now, that anything alone is a haunting & any two things together is a terror.

Yves Olade, “Iphigenia at Aulis”

• How I linger to admire, admire, admire the things of this world that are kind, and maybe. also troubled roses in the wind, the sea geese on the steep waves, a love to which there is no reply?

Mary Oliver, from “Heavy,” Thirst: Poems

• The darkness grew dense. Glutinous. Pushing through it became an effort. Like swimming underwater.

• 徐明浩 (xu minghao)
• 이석민 (lee seokmin)
• 채형원 (chae hyungwon)
• 高田健太 (takada kenta)
• 賴冠霖 (lai guanlin)
• 윤산하 (yoon sanha)
• 김효종 (kim hyojong)
• 이승훈 (lee seunghoon)

writing

• deathclub // ao3
• cultleader // aff

tumblr

• ghostbouquet // main; ts4
• cultistinaminiskirt // writing
• peachmilkcafe // seventeen

etc

• weep // myanimelist
• bonesofarabbit // goodreads
• petalable // twitter
• cultleader // curious cat

• nicole dollanganger
• shatter me by tahereh mafi
• tabitha suzuma

piercings

• ✔ nipples (both)
• belly button (for the third time)
• left nostril
• ✔ dimples
• dimples for the second time (?)
• tongue

cosemetic

• lip injections
• eyelash extensions
• eyebrow tattoos

--

• eyebrows threaded

fanfic

• until the flowers bloom *
  • wonho/changkyun
• letters (things unspoken) *
  • wonho/hyungwon
  • so beautifully written i wanna die
• just need one night (slightly more if it's done right) *
  • mingyu/minghao
  • smut, but like... its so well written and it involves all my weaknesses.

misc

• what happens when the stars go out *
• her name was emma *

currently

• ears 0g on left
• septum 14g

goal

• ears 1 inch
• septum 10g

***

currently

• please just stay dead.
  • hyungwon/minhyuk
  • hyungwon/wonho??? who knows.
  • i'm a sh*tty person who finds pleasure in ruining lives due to love triangles.
  • non au bc they are p much the only ones really like bc im a boring, basic b*tch.
  • so so so sad i'm sorry to anyone who is unfortunate enough to read it. i swear i am sorry :(
    • words so far: 3,778
    • chapters: 1/??
• natural born losers.
  • chinaline.
  • minghao & joshua friendship tho.
  • minghao is edgy and is obsessed with deat...