• 12.31 | Ringing in the New Year right with a wicked buzz.
• 12.30 | The little things can make you feel so good.
• 12.29 | You can still like a thing and be aware of its flaws.
• 12.28 | I don't like having my flaws pointed out.
• 12.27 | Jealousy sucks.
• 12.26 | Maybe things aren't so bad after all?
• 12.25 | This could be her last Christmas.
• 12.24 | You don't know what you wanted until you have it.
• 12.23 | I can't believe it's almost Christmas.
• 12.22 | I didn't even drink that much, damn.
• 12.21 | It is all about giving.
• 12.20 | I get too inside my own head.
• 12.19 | Home made things are the best.
• 12.18 | I'm standing in my own way.
• 12.17 | I love this company so much I could scream.
• 12.16 | All I want for Christmas is you~
• 12.15 | Christmas doesn't last long enough.
• 12.14 | Hypocrites, man.
• 12.13 | I need to start taking better care of myself.
• 12.12 | My body is a wonderland... a grody broken down one.
• 12.11 | Listening to a song you love so much you start to hate it.
• 12.10 | It's the most wonderful time of the year...
• 12.09 | You can't always expect the worst of people.
• 12.08 | Sometimes I think of the parallels between Church/Alison and Alpha/Tex and want to curl up and cry.
• 12.07 | I am not a good person
• 12.06 | How can 35 hours feel like nothing.
• 12.05 | Guilt. Guilt about everything.
• 12.04 | Brain empty.
• 12.03 | I want all the things.
• 12.02 | It's beginning to look a lot like Christmas...
• 12.01 | Will they/won't they is the best and the worst.

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• 11.30 | I want to socialize but don't want the effort.
• 11.29 | I don't want to do anything.
• 11.28 | I miss the old days; nostalgia hurts sometimes.
• 11.27 | When the most innocuous things make you emotional.
• 11.26 | This show wasn't supposed to make me sad.
• 11.10-25 | ----- nothing, mostly rvb -----
• 11.09 | Why must we always rehash the bad stuff?
• 11.08 | If I act like it's not a problem, it won't be one.
• 11.07 | Why can't I just live in a happy bubble?
• 11.06 | I hate family sometimes.
• 11.05 | Confidence is familiarity.
• 11.04 | Winter is too close.
• 11.03 | Being a part of a community doing good is amazing.
• 11.02 | Is the effort really worth it?
• 11.01 | The feeling of not wanting to be seen yet wanting to be seen.

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• 10.31 | I have a love/hate relationship with fear.
• 10.30 | I'm nostalgic for things I don't even want anymore.
• 10.29 | I wonder what life is like.
• 10.28 | Oh great, a new obsession.
• 10.27 | Too many drinks = woozy mornings.
• 10.26 | I miss going out like this.

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• 09.27 | Kayaking on a windy day is simultaneously scary and fun.
• 09.20-26 |
• 09.19 | I know it's not good to stew, but damn if I ain't pissed.
• 09.10-18 | ----- mostly minecraft -----
• 09.09 | Is this depression or am I just lazy?
• 09.08 | Maybe I'll finish it this time.
• 09.07 | Now I remember why I love this game so much.
• 09.02-06 | ----- no thoughts, just bioshock -----
• 09.02 | All good things must end.
• 09.01 | I am in love with Marquette.

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• 08.31 | During birthday celebrations, anything goes.
• 08.30 | ----- no thoughts, just vidya games -----
• 08.29 | ----- no thoughts, just vidya games -----
• 08.28 | I'm ready for autumn.
• 08.27 | Sometimes I forget how fucked up I am.
• 08.26 | Mental note to never use my laptop during a storm ever again.
• 08.25 | Is this a quarter-life crisis?
• 08.24 | I can't wait for tomorrow.
• 08.18-23 | ----- no thoughts, just vidya games -----
• 08.17 | Maybe it's all in my head.
• 08.16 | I don't want to do this, but I need to do it.
• 08.15 | Who allowed being sick in the summer???
• 08.14 | Productivity does wonders.
• 08.13 | Our lives are filled with things.
• 08.05-08.12 | ----- no thoughts, just vidya games -----
• 08.04 | Am I sick or is it just my brain?

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• 07.29-08.03 | ----- no thoughts, just skyrim -----
• 07.28 | No. 1 sign of a first world country: Being uncomfortably full.
• 07.27 | Comedy is all about perception.
• 07.22-07.26 | ----- no thoughts, just skyrim -----
• 07.21 | Maybe this isn't the healthiest thing, but I love it.
• 07.13-07.20 | ----- no thoughts, just skyrim -----
• 07.12 | I guess I'm just not meant to have nice things.
• 07.11 | Real life, we meet again.
• 07.10 | I've never been so sad to be home.
• 07.09 | Maybe I'm better off not here?
• 07.08 | Not ever get-together needs to involve alcohol.
• 07.07 | I miss camping trips like these.
• 07.06 | Karma moves in a circle.
• 07.05 | I've never seen so many eagles in my life.
• 07.04 | Maybe what you need isn't necessarily what you want.
• 07.03 | I wish that I could feel this moment forever.
• 07.02 | The kindness of strangers is immeasurable.
• 07.01 | Eight days of bliss, here I come.

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• 06.30 | I can't wait for camping!
• 06.29 | That feeling when you finish an amazing game.
• 06.28 | Rum makes everything better.
• 06.27 | Maybe this isn't healthy.
• 06.26 | I love dystopia, but on the other hand it terrifies me.
• 06.25 | Not sleeping sometimes pays off.
• 06.24 | I just love stall tactics.
• 06.23 | I should clean my room.
• 06.22 | I wish I worked at Rooster Teeth.
• 06.21 | Just because someone says something doesn't make it true.
• 06.20 | I want to speak in color.
• 06.19 | Rediscovering old favorites is wonderful.
• 06.18 | Free stuff is the best stuff.
• 06.17 | I should spend more time outside.
• 06.16 | It's hard to see how your choices effect others.
• 06.15 | Pessimism is like a disease.
• 06.14 | Sore muscles are better than staying the way I am.
• 06.13 | Mosquitoes are the worst.
• 06.12 | I love free samples.
• 06.11 | It sucks finding out someone you like is an asshole.
• 06.10 | I hate having dirt under my nails.
• 06.09 | Maybe I should lower my standards.
• 06.08 | I always feel 110% better when I get out of the house.
• 06.07 | I should stop making a habit out of pulling all-nighters.
• 06.06 | Sometimes you just have to take things into your own hands.
• also | Sticks and stones may break my bones, but words can make me think I deserved it.
• 06.05 | It's not what you say, it's how you say it.
• also | Everything I do is just to waste or buy time.
• 06.04 | I don't want to think about it but I can't stop.
• 06.03 | Happy dance because tacos.
• 06.02 | And this is why you should drink tons of water after a night out.
• 06.01 | I'm not meant to be with anyone, I guess.

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• 05.31 | Something to look forward to.
• 05.30 | Drinking after working exhaustingly outside is not a good idea.
• 05.29 | Finally, summer.
• 05.28 | Family shouldn't make me feel this way.
• 05.27 | All made up and nowhere to go.
• 05.26 | I want to get out of this pit.
• 05.25 | I should have bought the sequel.
• 05.24 | Why does hot weather and housework always coincide?
• 05.23 | Not having money sucks.
• 05.22 | I like this better than I thought I would.
• 05.21 | We stopped looking for monsters under our beds because we realized they were in our heads.
• 05.20 | It feels like it's been so long since summer.
• 05.19 | Being average isn't so bad.
• 05.18 | Getting out of the house feels great.
• 05.17 | Little things really add up to make a day great.
• 05.16 | Dusty is so adorable I literally cannot even.
• 05.15 | I'm too focused on the appearance of things... and people.
• 05.14 | When they go, I might just die.
• 05.13 | If you do something often enough, you become immune to it.
• 05.12 | I live like a stoner, minus the weed.
• 05.11 | I really don't wanna know stuff about you unless I wanna bone you. Yep.
• 05.10 | My life would be much less interesting without piracy.
• 05.09 | I'm secretly in love with everyone I grew up with.
• 05.08 | I'm not the same person I was six years ago, why would he be?
• 05.07 | Love is showing an interest in something you would otherwise not gravitate towards.
• 05.06 | Having someone disappointed in you is worse than them being angry at you.
• 05.05 | Tired hangovers suck.
• 05.04 | I wish this feeling could last forever.
• 05.03 | Don't be so picky; just be happy it happened.
• 05.02 | I'm so focused on the present, I can't even think about the future.
• 05.01 | I can't believe it's already May.

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• 04.30 | Yard work makes me feel so productive.
• 04.29 | I miss Marquette.
• 04.28 | I LOATHE our ISP.
• 04.27 | Spring cleaning is like FreeCell; you can only organize if you have enough room.
• 04.26 | I could write a dissertation on how much I hate dark meat.
• 04.25 | Not surprised no one wants me, tbh.
• 04.24 | Please don't fall back, please don't fall back....
• 04.23 | A parent should never have to bury their child.
• 04.22 | I am such a wuss when it comes to spicy food.
• 04.21 | How do I words?
• 04.20 | Prayer circle that Mother Nature gets her shit together so it'll maybe get higher than 40 degrees F outside.
• 04.19 | I wish I worked at RT.
• 04.18 | There's no place like home.
• 04.17 | I love my cats to death, but I miss having a dog so much it hurts.
• 04.16 | It's amazing what a little makeup can do.
• 04.15 | I wish I lived here.
• 04.14 | The trouble with pets is they never live as long as you.
• 04.13 | I can't wait for tomorrow.
• 04.12 | Saying nothing is more powerful than saying something.
• 04.11 | Sleeping to forget.
• 04.10 | I wish brain bleach existed in real life.
• 04.09 | The thing with the brutally honest is that they are more interested in the brutality than the honesty.
• 04.08 | Holding onto anger is like drinking poison and expecting the other person to die.
• 04.07 | I will never look at a deep sea diving suit the same way ever again.
• 04.06 | Even unproductive days can be fun.
• 04.05 | I am so much more amazing inside my head.
• 04.04 | I'm so ready to dole out advice, yet refuse to take any.
• 04.03 | Now if the temperature would only raise sixty degrees...
• 04.02 | I feel like a potato.
• 04.01 | I shouldn't be this nervous about spending time with family, nor this relieved at the prospect of not.

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• 03.31 | I am so, so proud of you. ♥
• 03.30 | If life's a party, then I'm that weird kid that no one invited.
• 03.29 | Trying not to be jealous is hard.
• 03.28 | Eh, I've had better.
• 03.27 | For it being spring, there sure is a lot of snow and ice.
• 03.26 | The feeling of being a disappointment is the worst.
• 03.25 | I can't wait for summer.
• 03.24 | Refusing to acknowledge the problem does not make it go away.
• 03.23 | I could marry vodka. Vodka is life. <3
• 03.22 | Well, things could be worse.
• 03.21 | Being Jealous of a Fictional Relationship: A Memoir.
• 03.20 | People are meant to be loved. Things are meant to be used. The reason why the world is in chaos is because people are being used and things are being loved.
• 03.19 | Secondhand embarrassment is the worst.
• 03.18 | I will use any excuse I can find to not do something.
• 03.17 | So this is why I never drink coffee.
• 03.16 | The more people who know you, the greater chance someone will want to be with you.
• also | Sometimes you just gotta walk away before you say something you'll regret.
• 03.15 | It is unspeakable the things I would do to you.
• 03.14 | Sometimes we don't do things because we don't want people to make a big deal about it.
• also | Why is it so hard to look people I'm attracted to in the eye?
• 03.13 | No one will ever look at me the way he looks at her.
• 03.12 | I deliberately look for flaws in people.
• 03.11 | Being so focused on noticing something first, that you don't even bother to see if you're correct, and say something foolish.
• 03.10 | Everyone does stupid things.
• 03.09 | It's amazing to have your opinion validated by others.
• 03.08 | I get too into my own head.
• 03.07 | It's amazing how much can be said in so little time.
• also | I am a constant work in progress.
• 03.06 | Fantasy is not a substitute for reality.
• 03.05 | Sometimes by trying to make things better, you make things worse.
• also | Time spent doing something you enjoy is not time wasted.
• 03.04 | It's hard to move forward when you're standing still.
• 03.03 | I have a need to be liked, but I don't like many other people. Do you see my problem?
• 03.02 | Nothing will change if you don't do anything.
• also | I'm an adult by age, not by action.
• 03.01 | It's so much easier to pine after someone I have no shot with, than actually interact with a real person. Easier. Not better.

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• 02.28 | Words are like people; don't give them the attention they deserve, and they will leave you.
• 02.27 | I should be a sponge; unmoving, unchanging.
• 02.26 | I need to remember this.
• 02.25 | I just love being right.
• 02.24 | Everything is about psychology and the mind.
• 02.23 | No matter what I do, I'm stuck and wrong.
• 02.22 | Why does the thought of interacting with others, even in a playful setting I know I'd enjoy, terrify me so?